Want

I woke up thinking about you today.

My last thoughts before I drifted off last night were about you as well. I am amazed how much empty space I must have had in my mind before I met you, because now it seems like you fill such a large part of it.

My mind stays busy creating images and scenarios starring you. I walk around full of desire for you and I compare every one I see to you. I hear your voice in every woman that speaks.

I smell your scent on others as I stand waiting for an elevator. I talk with you when I drive alone.

To say I am captivated and fixated would be inadequate. You are everything to me. If I were rich, I would hire poets to write about you, but their words would seem weak and unimaginative compared to those I feel in my heart for you.

I would have artists painting beautiful pictures, which would all pale by comparison when I look at you. Musicians would pour their souls out in melodious songs, only to sound flat and atonal to my ears when you speak.

Your smile shines like a thousand suns, dazzling my sight, but I stare anyway. I have no choice.

I yearn to touch your soft skin and to send messages of my desire and patient love deep into you, so your entire body will know of my care.

I wish to be a part of your every moment. I want to satisfy your every need. I want the warmth of my love shielding you from the coldness of ordinary life. I want the breath I take to fill your lungs. I want to melt away and flow into you so we are one.

I want to know your thoughts and feelings even before you do. I want to lift you up with my strength and hold you above strife and petty harm. I want to make vain and sordid images disappear from your view, so you see only beauty.

I want to give you what little knowledge I posses. I want to bless you with all good things. I want you to know tranquility and peace, but also turbulent passion and lust.

I want you to feel the excitement that lovers feel just in knowing. I want you to know the intensity that true soulmates know when their love is burning them up. I want you to forget loneliness and unfulfilled promises, and expect perfect happiness.

I want you to float on clouds of unbelievable bliss. I want to please you with my attentions. I want you to become accustomed to my arms around you. I want you to have my shoulders to lean on. I want you to hear my whispers in your ears until you think that is normal.

I want you to tell me everything that you are bursting to tell. I want you to expect my kisses at unexpected times. I want you to know my thoughts by looking into me through my eyes. I want to make you comfortable with life.

I want to kiss your neck with a thousand gentle kisses. I want to move across your back with my lips until I have painted it with my wetness. I want to kiss every freckle that lies on your neck and back and arms and chest and belly. I want my hands to glide and press and flex against your flesh.

I want to caress and massage your body. I want to see every inch of you as I touch you. I want to close my eyes and memorize your body from the tactile sensations that shoot into my brain as I touch you, so I can see and feel you when I am away from you.

I want lifetimes to pass when we lean in to each other to kiss. I want to feel your hot, wet mouth against mine for that first split second and the next hundred as we kiss. I want to take your breath and suck it into my lungs.

I want to think a million things about you when we kiss. I want my mind to be blank and empty as we kiss. I want to hold you tight to me. I want to feel your heart beat against my chest as we kiss. I want to kiss you in ways that can't be described and few will ever know.

I want to seduce you by making love to you with everything I do. I want there to be no line between seduction and lovemaking. I want to confuse your inhibitions by soft and caring words and touches and love.

I want to allow you to release your tense hesitation to me. My goals are simple. All I want is to please you.

I want to make love to you by loving you...tenderly, gently, passionately, eagerly, lustfully, aggressively, wantonly, violently.