What I Couldn't Believe

He smiled again. It slow and content like he could stay there forever.

"I just want to memorize you baby girl. Your so beautiful. I want to see your face as I give you everything you need. After this no one can ever have you the same way. Your all mine. Can you do that for me?"

Hector's intense gaze bore into me. The look was hopeful and already so lost in love. I couldn't turn away and I couldn't say no.

"Yes Hector. I'll be yours. As long as your mine."

Hector got back onto his knees and looked down at me. He held onto his cock and slowly stroked it above me. I bite my lip and started to whimper.

"You want this baby girl? I can give it to you if you want it. But you have to beg for it.

"Por favor Papi. Por favor."

Hector looks down at me as his hips surge forward. The swollen tip of his cock pushes into me slowly. His fingers though they were bit hadn't prepared me for this. I couldn't help but clench around him as the pain wracked my body.

I held onto Hector's arms tightly as my body tried to push him out. His hips were still as he tried to let me stretch for him. The pain that was sharp dulled some. My breathing was slower and the thin sheen of sweat on my forehead was cool.

"Please can I go further baby girl. Please?"

His voice was like a groan. His eyes were closed and his mouth was clenched hard.

"Yes papi. I want more."

Hector's hips pushed forward again. This time sinking deeper. I looked between us and a feeling of anxiousness settled over me. He was barely in! There was still more to! How was he going to fit all of it inside?

Hector's eye brows pushed together and he frowned. I looked at him and got scared. I had done something wrong. He didn't want me anymore. There was a stinging behind my eyes. Tears were slowly building.

"Hold on baby girl. I have the perfect thing for you."

Hector pulled out and quickly went to his night stand. He pulled out a blue and white tube. Soon he was back between my legs. I smiled at the warmth he gave me.

"This stuff will make everything slide together easier."

I watched him open the cap and drip some onto his still hard cock. It glistened in the light and looked even more glorious. I felt so empty without him attached to me. I made a whimpering sound and pushed my hips up.

"You ready baby girl?"

I nodded and spread my legs further to accommodate him. Hector lined up with me and gave a slow push. I let out a groaned as he slipped in. My legs were pulled around his waist. Another groan escaped me as he went deeper.

His lips found mine and I wanted to stay just like that forever. He looked into my eyes and made my heart flutter. With one look I could believe everything that he said. His eyes were filled with such love and wonder. It made me so happy that I put that look there.

He pulled out slowly and left the tip in. The push in was harder and faster then before. My moans were different then what I had heard people imitate. They usually were high pitched and girly. Mine were deep and groan like. I sounded like I was in pain.

I bit my lip hard and moaned into my closed my mouth. Hector kisses me hard and started to rut his hips fast. The sound of his hips hitting mine started to get louder. My loud deep moans and Hector's hard breaths added to the symphony around us.

I couldn't compare this feeling to anything else. And it wasn't a dead on feeling. More like a sensation. An emotion. I was being flooded with all these new things I had never felt.

It was overwhelming and amazing. My breath was gone. My legs were shaking around Hector's waist and my body was slick with sweat. Though I thought it wasn't possible Hector pushed faster and deeper into me. I was beside my self with the pleasure of it all.

"Niña can you turn for me?"

Hector's hips slowed as he looked down at me. He wanted me on my stomach. What was he thinking? I obliged anyway knowing what ever it was as long as he wanted it I'd do it. I turned on my stomach and looked over my shoulder at him.

He looked me up and down like a piece of meat. His still slippery cock slid between my butt cheeks. I was surprised and let out a gasps. I had never done this before it doesn't take a scientists to know that it would hurt. It's all about size.

But he seemed to know what I was thinking.

"Don't worry baby girl. That's not what I want. It feels better for both of us like this."

He held his cock in his hands and pushed it into me. He sank deeper into me and held onto my hips tightly. I moaned loudly as that sensation to over again. I couldn't really move or think. It was all about keeping him attached to me in this amazing way.

His hips smacked into my ass until it started to hurt. He took my hand and brought it between my legs. It was hot and slippery everywhere I could touch. His fingers led me to that mound of skin that he had rubbed earlier.

When his hand left I kept rubbing in his place. My entire body started to shake. Hector's noises where different he was louder and he sounded more desperate.

"Mi vida, I'm going to come. I can't keep going."

I whined softly. I couldn't have him stop. I needed him to keep going and make the pleasure even better. If he knew what I wanted to tell him he wouldn't stop. But he may not want me anymore Do I tell him now and let him finish or do I stop him now and disappoint him later?

My heart raced impossibly faster. I shut my eyes tight and rubbed myself harder.

"Please don't stop Hector. I won't get pregnant I promise. Just please papi, please cum inside me."

Hector let out a strangled sound. It was a groan and a gasp at the same time. I was afraid something was wrong until I felt something molten hot inside of me. Filling me. I knew it was his. I was his.

I felt him expand and get bigger. It didn't seem possible but he grew bigger inside of me. The feeling made me wrack forward and groan as loud as I could. My body got stiff and shaky. My fingers were drenched in Hector's cum and whatever seemed to be spurting out of me.

He slumped forward and laid his weight on my back. His breath on my neck made my arms even weaker. They bent under me and I fell face first into bed. I moaned softly as Hector's length moved and twitched inside of me.

He fell off and out of me onto his back. The very next thing he did was pull my waist and have me cuddle against him. I was so caught up in the after shock my breath had evened itself out.

I felt empty and cool on the inside. But outside my body was warm. I loved Hector's body on mine. How sad it would be when it ends. He sighed was deep and satisfied.

"Tomorrow I'll go to Veijo Marianna's and get your favorite breakfast and the morning after pill. I'm sorry baby I shouldn't have gotten so carried away."

I bit the inside of my cheek. All the sweat on me turned cold almost instantly. I had to tell him. But he seemed so vulnerable now. Even more then me. I tried to chuckle and put those feelings behind me.

"Well I don't know if you were listening but I asked you not to pull out. It's not your fault Hector."

There was silence. Unbearable and deafening. I knew he was wondering. Why? Why had I, someone who was worried and careful all the time let him do something like that. Something so life changing.

"Baby girl I could have gotten you to cum a different way. I didn't have to cum inside for that to happened. What would your family think if you got pregnant? And what do you mean wouldn't? That'd how babies are born baby. I know your inexperienced but that isn't that crazy."

I blushed hard and felt my stomach clench.

"I know what happens Hector. I said it because it's true. I can't get pregnant. I'm infertile."

I felt Hector tense. He would ask me to leave. No one wants a woman who can't can't carry their flesh and blood.

"It was an accident as a child. My Dad lost his job and wasn't the same. He got drunk one night and came after me with a knife. He stabbed me in the waist and did something to me. I don't what it was but the doctor told my mother it was my chance of a child. And it was gone."

The stinging tears were back. I cursed them as my palms roughly smeared them away.

"I can't have your baby Hector. Even if you wanted. I'm sorry."

I expected him to grab my clothes and scream for the barren freak to get out. But he just gripped me tighter and kissed my bare shoulder.

"The 1st day I saw you was when you came back from the hospital. This adorable little thing sitting in a wheel chair. Little half shirt showing the bandages."

As he spoke he put his hand over the scared and held me tighter.

"And I wondered at first if you were an angel. What do angels love most I thought? Kindness between people. So I plucked up a daisy from my garden and ran over to you. Your sad smile was the most breathtaking thing I had ever seen."

His head was laid on my shoulder.

"It is not about what you can give me to prove your love baby girl. It's about what I can give to deserve the love you show every day."

My skin quivered and goose bumps assaulted my skin. I smiled at the reaction. He acknowledged me. My beauty that only he seemed to see. My fears that he had torn down, my hidden pleasure he had easily found. He had seen it all and brought it forth as his own.

But if only he could acknowledge this one last thing. Me as a person. Could he please see me as who I am. I know he does but I want him to say he does.

And as if he heard my prayers and thoughts he gripped me tighter and wrapped himself further around me. His lips connected into my neck and I couldn't help but hold in a giggle. He was getting ready to whisper something.

Maybe my wish was about to come true. If only he would say it. Just one simple word. As soft as the color blue was his voice. But I had still heard it clear as day.

"Esmeralda."

I could hear the smile in his voice. He was smiling about my name. Please Lord don't let this man leave me. I would never find a man to really look at me and say my name like that.