What's A Girl To Do

"This all came out and he was forced to resign from the committee. So you could say I have pretty good idea of what he's like."

Jay looked at his watch.

"Four thirty already. I'm expecting a check in at five. Let's go."

Zoe went to her room to freshen up when they returned to the house. Jay waited for the new guests to arrive which they did close to the time they planned. He registered them in and showed them to their room as well as giving them recommendations for where to get an evening meal. As he was doing this he had a thought about Zoe's revenge plan. He knew where Robins usually ate in the evening and if Robins went to pay by credit or bank card things could be interesting. In the past he remembered that Robins was at the pub between eight and nine o'clock for a drink and snack. He had some work to do in the office for several minutes but after that he would invite Zoe for a pub meal. The show promised to be interesting.

In her room Zoe eyed the spa bath, made a quick decision and turned the taps on. She was feeling quite sexy she found and she was enjoying the sensation. The love making she had enjoyed with Jay made her feel desirable, something that had been missing in her life for far too long.

"I can't believe I fell for that crap from the jerk."

As soon as the bath filled Zoe entered carefully, adjusting to the heat of the water. She slipped below the surface lying back so just her face was above the water, her eyes closed. Her entire body started to relax. Her mind wandered. The warmth and the relaxation shut the world from her thoughts as she entered a mellow almost sleeping state.

She had no idea how long she was this way but gradually she became aware of her body. It started with noticing her nipples were getting erect, harder and very sensitive till a touch was almost painful. Her skin was alive feeling the touch of the water; every little ripple could be felt. Her pussy seemed to beckon her fingers, needing to be touched. This was extreme sensuality. This was a desire to have total involvement in the joys of her body's sensory input.

The tips of her fingers were almost as sensitive as the nipples on her breasts and as her clitoris as it emerged. Slowly she stroked these tender spots relishing the feelings as she lay immersed. There was no urgent need to come though the grain of that eventuality was in her brain. She just knew that the orgasm would be over powering when it came but for now these sensations were to be welcomed.

Minutes passed as Zoe let her mind flow, totally open to the wanton delights her body was experiencing. She felt no need for penetration, caresses were enough, her clit and nipples were sending all the input her brain could handle. All other senses shut down. There was no room for sight, her eyes remained closed, no room for sound, her ears were deaf, no room for aroma, she smelled nothing.

She never heard the gentle knock at the door. She never saw the change in light patterns as a shadow crossed the room. She never smelled the faint aroma of cologne.

Jay had come to invite her to dinner and heard the regular gentle splashing in the bathroom. He was curious as it was not a familiar sound. Quietly he peeked round the door and watched Zoe as she pleasured herself in the tub. Although he had a great urge to soak in the sight, to watch for his own pleasure he was also struck by the private intimacy of Zoe's experience. Slowly, silently he withdrew.

Jay noticed as he quietly cross the bed room that the rhythm of the splashes was increasing. It seemed likely that she was near to climax. He would not disturb her for a few minutes more. Gently he let himself out of the room.

In his private lounge he sat in thought as George placed his large head on Jay's knee. Running his hand over the dog's fur he mused on the totally erotic sight he had stolen. It was a memory that would return during his own masturbation he was sure.

"Ah what a quandary, "Jay muttered, "such a delightful sight needs to be shared but the moment was too private to discuss."

He thought briefly of a drink but dismissed the notion. A beer with dinner would be the better idea.

Zoe's languorous mood was giving way to a more and more urgent need to come. The orgasm was building. The awareness was growing in that indefinable centre. Her fingers continued their caressing. Caresses changing to harder stroking to a firm pinch of her nipple and a rapid frigging of her clit. It was coming, it was nearer, it was building, higher, stronger more intense than she had brought herself to ever before. Her back arched, her heart pounded and she was over the top. Exquisite pleasure over took all awareness, there was nothing at all save the powerful delight and it was never going to end. Then slowly oh so slowly her back relaxed, her eyes opened, the only muscles that would work for now.

A loud groan escaped her lips. Words would not form in her mind. She lay there coming down from the peak of pleasure as little tingles still traced their way to her brain. A leg involuntarily twitched as the nerves reconnected with her consciousness.

"Oh," she breathed," oh, that that was unbelievable."

"How could I do that to myself? I'm glad I'm not catholic, I could never confess that as a sin," She smiled.

There was a knock at the door, it opened and she heard Jay say,

"Hi, are you decent? How about a Pub supper tonight?"

"Just a minute I'm in the tub. I was just getting out. It felt so good to just relax in the hot water. I'll be down in about ten minutes."

"Don't be too long I have something lined up for your entertainment."



Chapter 4

Again the daily routine of the B&B kept Jay busy enough to ignore the time over run. It was closer to forty-five minutes when she appeared. Jay immediately noticed she looked radiant. Her hair was shining, her skin seemed to glow and she carried herself with an air of self confidence that had been missing. She wore a light summer dress that fitted as if it were tailor made for her. Moderately loose in the skirt it swung as she walked but her slim hips where shown off to perfection by the formfitting waist. The top was shaped to make the observer wonder if she was braless as a little cleavage was revealed. Truly a dress intended to impress both women and men.

"Wow, that was worth the wait." marveled Jay, "you look stunning."

"Well I'm about to go to dinner with the best looking man in the house. I wanted to do something a little special."

"Feed me Igor! For some reason I'm super hungry," she bubbled.

"I think we should walk to the pub. It isn't far and we may not want to drive back. We may have a toast or two if things work as I suspect they might."

Zoe was in such a good mood that from time to time she would do a little skip step as they walked.

"You are in pretty happy mood tonight. How so?" Jay remarked.

"Oh no special reason I just feel good." Zoe said evasively still inwardly glowing from her self pleasuring.

"Here we are." Said Jay, "I prefer the small room at the back."

"Lets have this table." He said, selecting one where one chair was concealed from the rest of the pub leaving the other with a full view.

He pulled out the chair that was more concealed for her, seating her in the manner of an old fashioned butler. He arranged this so Robins would not see her when he arrived at the pub. Jay wanted to enjoy the meal without Zoe being concerned about meeting Robins face to face.

They ordered a bottle of wine with the meal. As Jay poured their second glass he looked up to see Robins had arrived. He was standing at the bar with a drink in hand chatting to another patron. Shortly a plate of snacks was placed on the bar for him.


Jay continued chatting with Zoe talking about her life at home, her job, her cat and other light topics. From time to time he would look up to see what Robins was up to. The snack plate was emptied and taken away as several glasses were filled for him. Eventually Robins signaled the barman for his tab.

Jay said, "Come round this side of the table there's some thing you will want to see."

Puzzled Zoe asked, "What is it?" as she moved round.

She watched fascinated as Robins bank card was rejected as were three credit cards. He scrambled to search his wallet for enough cash but failed. As this was happening Jay went to the bar himself. He spoke quietly to the barman and returned to the table.

"What did you say to the barman?" asked Zoe.

"I told him to let Robins sweat for fifteen minutes then tell him that the people in the dining room have covered it."

"When he looks over to see who it is just smile and give him a little wave"

"Oh Jay you are bad!" Zoe exclaimed in delight." But I don't think he has stewed enough yet to know where it's all coming from."

"I think it would be better if he's left guessing for a while. Let's leave now."

It was a warm evening as they walked back to Jay's house with a hint of moonlight allowing a view of the road. As they entered the shaded driveway where the light was dimmer Zoe said to Jay,

"Would you do something for me?"

"If I can."

"Hold this please."

With that Zoe slipped her dress over her head and handed it the Jay. She was completely naked except for her shoes. She did a little dancing swirl in the dim moonlight, arms outstretched.

"I feel so free. Thank you for introducing me to the air on my skin."

"My pleasure." responded Jay with a grin.

Zoe grabbed Jay's hand and swinging their arms back and forth she said,

"I want to walk for a while. I want to take in the feeling. I can't do this back home. The neighbours wouldn't appreciate it."

Jay carefully folded her dress so it was easy to carry. With the dress under his right arm he took Zoe's hand again with his left and the strolled along the driveway toward the house.

Two of the bedroom windows were lit showing some of the guests were still up but Jay reasoned it was unlikely anyone would notice the naked woman on his arm.

"Jay, would you mind if stayed out here alone for a while? I'd like to go sit on the garden bench and enjoy this lovely evening."

"I'll miss the company of a beautiful naked woman so I have to go under protest but of course you can go sit on the bench. When you come in the house I'll have a robe waiting for you. There are other guests who may not be comfortable with nudity."

"I don't know how long I'll be out here, perhaps half an hour."

Zoe slowly walked along the path noticing how the dim light cast artistic shadows from the trees and bushes. The brightly coloured shrubs were now all shades of grey creating a different kind of beauty. In the grove of trees it was inky black, the pale moonlight unable to penetrate. Carefully she found the bench without stumbling into it.

She sat then turned so that she could hug her knees. This was her favourite thinking position.

"What am I going to do with my life now?"

"Christopher is gone from me for ever. All the lies and cheating for so long. I hate him. I never thought I would hate anyone but I do. Now I understand when they say love and hate are two sides of the same emotion. What do I do?"

"This feels like such a safe place. It feels like Jay would protect me from the world. I could stay here and hide, never have to bother with all this crap any more. Would Jay have me, am I really sexy enough to interest him or is he just being kind. Christopher always said my tits are too small and wanted me to lose weight. I could get a boob job. Guys are always interested in big ones."

She cupped a hand round a breast, lifting a little.

"What would big ones feel like? Would they feel fake, would they look fake? Do I want big ones? I don't know. Do I even care any more? "

These and other similar thoughts chased around Zoe's mind as she sat there.

"What about Jay? Why was he here just when I needed? What kind of hand is fate playing me? I think I was supposed to arrive in time to see that bastard with his wife like that. I was supposed to find this place without even trying. It has been just what I need right now."

"I wonder if Jay could love me. Christopher always said he did. He claimed he was showing it by wanting me to improve myself to be the best I could be. Do men always show love by being dominant? Is that what it takes for me to love?"

She heard a noise, a door closing in the distance. There were foot steps on the gravel of the path.

"Are you still back there Zoe? You have been here for three quarters of an hour. I've brought you a drink."

"I'm still here. I've been thinking."

Jay sat beside her, found her hand in the dark and pressed a glass into it.

"This will warm you. You must be getting chilly by now"

Zoe sipped, "Mmmm. This is your best scotch. It's more than a warm up drink."

"I can't imagine a finer time to enjoy a good drink sitting nude in the moonlight on a warm summer's night. If you never do this again you will still have a wonderful memory befitting the best scotch." Jay pointed out.

"You are right of course." She said.

She reached out put her arm around him and gave him a hug.

"Thank you for being here" she whispered.



Chapter 5

"Come," said Jay," You need a refill"

"Mmmm, more please. Of the beautiful Scottish nectar"

Once they were in Jay's lounge Zoe realized she was still without clothes. She was totally amazed at how quickly she had become at ease with nudity to point where she had briefly forgotten about it.

"I thought you were going to get me a robe."

"I was but the house is quiet and you look so good as you are is seemed impolite to insist that you cover up." He said with a joking courtesy.

"It's too late now." she said," I'll just have to stay this way."

"Tell me how you came to be running a B&B?" she asked.

"It's a long story so have another wee dram and I'll bore you to tears"

Zoe settled comfortably on the couch and held up her glass.

"As you may have guessed this used to be a farm house, in fact this was a dairy farm. I ran it for about twenty years until it was more economic to sell the cows and grow crops."

"Eventually it became harder and harder to make ends meet and the pressure from developers was getting greater I decided to sell off much of the land and do something else. I tried a couple of other businesses with mixed success when a friend from the US came to visit and suggested doing something with the house and voila, here we are."



"Jay, thank you for every thing you've done today. I think I'm going to bed."

Zoe said this in such a straight forward manner that Jay just knew she meant alone.

"Good night. Sleep well."

In her room Zoe stepped directly into the shower and as the water rained down on her she smiled a little.

"Being naked it so efficient." She thought amused.

Sleep soon overcame her after she settled in the nice clean sheets.

"Beth must have given me clean sheets." She guessed sleepily.

The following morning Jay was up as usual to serve his guests. Placing the meal before the couple from Nova Scotia he was asked,

"Jay, there's something we'd like to ask. Last night we just happened to see, through the bedroom window, you and your lady friend. She certainly is beautiful...all over."

The man paused" We were wondering if this evening we could arrange a supper in the grove. It is so beautiful and private back there. We realize that this is not a clothing option establishment but if you would permit us to we would really love to have a nude evening."

"I'm sorry if that disturbed you," said Jay.

"No not at all, in truth it delighted us. We are nude at home most of the time and have been missing the freedom a bit."

"As you know I'm not really equipped to do evening meals but if Chinese food is suitable I can arrange for a delivery."

"That would be wonderful. For eight o'clock perhaps."

"I'll make it happen. I can arrange for some wine too if you wish."

"A decent white wine would be wonderful."

Shortly after this conversation Zoe bounced in the dining room for breakfast.

The Nova Scotian woman beckoned her over.

"Thank you." She said

Zoe looked a bit puzzled.

"You are welcome but what for?"

"Jay will tell you."

This was too much for Zoe. She had to know so she marched into the kitchen area.

"Right spill the beans," she demanded.

"And good morning to you, my dear," responded Jay.

"What beans will I be spilling?"

"Why did that woman thank me with such a big smile on her face?"

Jay explained the deal he had made with the couple.

"They saw me last night and they weren't upset?

"Delighted more like. It makes me wonder if I should make this place clothing optional, probably not, perhaps by special appointment for groups."

"Can I borrow your computer again? I want to see the progress of my plan."

"Help your self. I have to clear up from breakfast."

With that Zoe sat in front of the computer and proceeded to access the sites she needed to see the credit status of Robins. She was startled to see how fast Robin's financial life was falling apart. It occurred to her that she held power over him only if he knew what she was able to do. He would certainly remember the last day or two. A new plan came to her. She would reverse as much of what she had set up then confront him.



Resetting his credit card limits was simple enough for her as was reestablishing his credit line at the bank. The repossessed car was gone; he was already too far in arrears. It really had only been a matter of a few days that she had speeded that eventuality. Notes were to be sent stating that his credit standing had been reassessed and his limits had been raised.

"Now," she thought," how am I going to confront him?"

Picking up her cell phone she dialed his home number since she knew he had already smashed his own phone.

"Robin's residence." A female voice answered.

"This is Amanda from the bank. Could I speak to Mr. Robins please? It's really quite urgent that I speak to him."

"This is Christopher Robins."

"This is not Amanda from the bank. You know who it is."

"You really are shit. We were to be married huh. Going to invite your wife to the wedding?"

"Yes Amanda, tell him I'll take care of that right away."

"Just what the fuck were you going to do on our wedding day? Just not show? I bet you would. Don't ever even attempt to be in touch with me or any of my friends. Do you understand?"

"I see and if I am unable to comply with the banks request what action will be taken?"

"You will step in to a pile of financial shit that will make you long for days like yesterday. I did that to you. It's undone for now except for the car. You took me for a toy to be thrown away when you had finished. This toy fights back." With that she hung up.

"Thank you Amanda I'll be into the branch tomorrow." He said to the dead phone to cover up the call.



Still in the computer chair in Jay's office Zoe sat thinking.

"Revenge isn't as sweet as I thought and it's put me at risk with all the hacking. I'm tired of it feeding my anger. I just want to go home and get over it. Thank god I fly back tomorrow. I won't ever be back to this country."

"Now when will I have to leave to be sure to be on the flight at seven o'clock? It's an hour to the airport from here and a two hour check in allowance. Four o'clock I have to be out of here so that means a three o'clock wake up. Oh dear, that's awfully early."



With her mind made up Zoe was more settled. Short term she knew what she was going to do. In the long term she didn't know but wasn't going to worry about that right now. There was one more item to take care of. She wanted to properly thank Jay for every thing he had done for her, for being there when she needed a friend. That would take some thought.