The Azra-El Series Ch. 06

Rebecca burst a third time as she ejected her fluids on to Blaze. Blaze's mind turned pure white before he exploded himself into Rebecca's rectum.

He collapsed on her back and started heaving, as his brain unclouded. He slowly started to realize what he had done. He had essentially forced himself on her. He realized that she might not even see it that way, but he did. He felt an intense guilt wash over him. It was becoming common.

"What happened to you?" Rebecca asked from under him, as Blaze replayed the events in his head. Something strange had happened. He he had lost control of his mind. He had been moving on raw lust and it did not seem like it would be because of an addiction.

"I am sorry... I don't know what happened. My mind kinda grew cloudy and I just lost control. Maybe I can't go too long without having sex... I am so sorry, aunt Becky. Did I hurt you?" Blaze apologized, as he slowly got out and off her.

"Nothing I can't handle. Are you alright?" Rebecca turned around and asked in concern. She was somewhat relieved to see that he had lost that look in his eyes.

"I think so. I am really sorry, aunty" Blaze apologized again.

"Don't you worry about it. I thought it was unique for a change. We should try this sort of play some time again" Rebecca replied, trying to make him feel better. She decided she needed to discuss this incident with Jie Er. It seemed like the situation with his body was much more complicated than they had presumed.

The two of them rested against each other for a little while, as Blaze tried to bring his thoughts together. He suddenly found the carnike peeping at them from the forest. He just sniggered at it.

"Blaze." he suddenly heard Rebecca say seriously.

"Since you seem to have regained your spirits, I need to talk to you about how you've been treating Jie Er" Rebecca said softly. If Blaze was going to be this affected by it, she needed to set things right between him and Jie Er as soon as she could.

"She loves you so much, Blaze Er, and you are treating her terribly. Why the hela do you care about this fictitious mother of yours? Jie Er found you, she has taken care of you, she has loved you and now considers you her own flesh and blood. How could you deny her the little happiness you'd give her by calling her mother, Blaze? I can't say I haven't been disappointed in you" she chided him. She had not intended to, but the words just spilled over.

"I am disappointed at myself too! It's just that my memories have put me in a horrid spot. If I reconcile with her feelings and the things I've done with her, I will be even more disgusted with myself. I just can't look at her as a mother. It's hard to explain Rebecca. Please understand. You don't have these memories of a different world in your head" Blaze tried to defend himself.

"You know what? You're right. I don't think I can understand your ideas from this other world. But I don't need to understand them either. Where are you living now? Who do you love the most? Would you let a feeling from a past life ruin your relationship with Jie Er? She doesn't deserve this treatment" Rebecca reproached him, and Blaze ruefully held his gaze away.

Rebecca sighed and drew him into her breasts for a hug.

"You can take your time to set your thoughts straight, but don't take too long. Jie Er doesn't show it but I know she's been quite down. She must be blaming herself for not asking your opinion about adopting you"

Blaze silently nodded.

***

Blaze spent most of the weekend with Elyssa. He even stayed over at the mayor's mansion on Loredas. At an age of 452, the mayor, Arban Lina was one of the oldest angels Blaze had met. Although she only appeared like a woman in her late thirties woman, she behaved every bit like the genteel old grand-angel she was. Sometimes, she even mistook Blaze to be one of her numerous granddaughters.

So, over the course of the weekend, Elyssa convinced the mayor to teach Blaze the movement skill she had learnt from her over the past year.

"It took me a little less than a year to learn it. You have three months to surprise me" Elyssa challenged him.

Blaze obviously had to accept.

"Here, take this" Elyssa said to him on Surdas afternoon, handing him an egg-shaped piece of flat marble.

"I've got my own" she continued, waving a similar piece.

"What are they?"

"Don't you know? They are a pair of voice projectors. I've entangled these two. They should last at least a couple of months if we don't over use them"

"Ooh. How do they work?"

"Inject some of your energy to activate and just speak into it. Simple"

Blaze channeled his energy into his piece and it glowed a dim green.

"Hello? This is Elyssa's alter ego speaking. I think she is going mad. Please help!" Blaze spoke nonsense and Elyssa's piece parroted his words.

"Neat. How far do they work from?"

"These have a range of about three hundred yonders. So, they should still work when I reach my mom at the border. Our voices may be unclear, but we can manage"

Later that evening, Mayor Lina accompanied them out of the mansion as Elyssa prepared to leave Varan. As usual, Res Kal was waiting for her outside with her carriage.

Elyssa thanked the mayor profusely for her guidance and hospitality, before she turned to Blaze.

"I will miss you, Blaze. Take care of yourself and don't get yourself into too much trouble" Elyssa said, giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Of course. See you in a few months, Ely. Try not to cry when you start missing me" Blaze joked, hugging her tightly and patting on her back.

When they broke apart, they spotted Jie Er flying towards them from a distance.

"I thought aunt Becky would pick me up" Blaze asked her as she landed.

"She had to meet up with her battalion. I was going to come here anyway. I wanted to see off Elyssa"

Soon, Elyssa got onto the carriage and it took off as Blaze waved her goodbye. Elyssa looked through her window and waved back at him for as long as he was visible.

"We can start from tomorrow, child. Come to my mansion around three in the afternoon. We can follow Elyssa's schedule" the mayor said to Blaze as the carriage disappeared out of sight.

"Yes ma'am" Blaze replied, respectfully.

"What's this about?" Jie Er asked curiously.

"Mayor Lina has kindly agreed to teach me her movement technique. I know my wings aren't fully grown, but she thinks it should be fine for me to learn some basic movements" Blaze explained.

Jie Er's expression suddenly hardened a little.

"I am sorry mayor Lina. My daughter will be inheriting my movement technique. I apologize for the confusion. She didn't know about it" Jie Er said to the mayor with a serious look.

Blaze wanted to protest but he turned silent after looking at Jie Er's stolid face.

The mayor looked a little surprised.

"Do you think she will be better off with your technique" she asked Jie Er, after appraising her for a moment.

"Yes" came a firm reply.

Lina nodded.

"You know where to find me if you change your mind" she told them before turning and heading back to her mansion.

Jie Er wordlessly picked Blaze up and headed home.

***

"Aunty?" Blaze said as Jie Er cooked dinner. Neither of them had said a word to each other since they left Varan.

"Yes?" came a stiff response.

"Can't I learn from the mayor? Ely thinks it's a pretty good technique" Blaze asked softly.

"My technique is better"

"It shouldn't hurt to learn another one"

It wasn't that Blaze did not trust Jie Er, but she was only a normal angel while the mayor was a powerful archangel. It couldn't hurt to seek her guidance even if he didn't use her techniques.

"Have I done something wrong?" Jie Er turned to Blaze and asked. Her face filled with hurt.

"Aunty?" Blaze replied looking like a deer stuck in headlights. The anguish in Jie Er's face was poignant.

"Why do you keep pushing me away? I realize I can't be your mother, but can't I at least give you my inheritance?" Jie Er asked him as her blue eyes turned moist.

Realization suddenly struck Blaze. It had nothing to do with the movement skill. Jie Er had taken his rejection worse than he had imagined. And the way he had treated her over the week hadn't softened the blow.

Maybe it was due to his angel body, but tears started to uncontrollably trickle down his cheeks. Blaze had never been overtly emotional, and he couldn't remember the last time he had cried. But at that moment, he couldn't control his tears.

"Aunty... I am so sorry... hic... it's these damn memories ... hic... I have" Blaze tried to explain.

The suffering she saw in Blaze immediately evaporated Jie Er's own sorrow. She rushed forward and hugged him to her chest.

"What's wrong, child? Tell me"

"That's the... hic... problem, aunty. I can't explain. You won't understand. This world is so different... hic" Blaze sobbed into her chest.

"Try me, Blaze Er. You won't know until you try. Make me understand" Jie Er cooed as she caressed his back and hair.

Blaze tried to calm himself as he came to a decision. If there was anyone who deserved his complete confidence, it was Jie Er.

After a few comforting moments in her arms, Blaze pulled away, wiped his tears and led her to the chairs in the dining room. They sat down, and Blaze started narrating his past life.

He described to her what Earth was like and the differences between the two worlds. He explained to her about sex and what it meant. He told her why he considered himself an adult, and he tried to make her understand why his actions and feelings towards her caused him such anguish.

Jie Er listened to him patiently and intently without interjecting him. Once he was done, she leaned back and tried to digest the information. She had presumed that Blaze's claims where a figment of his imagination, caused by his strange birth. But now, his vivid descriptions seemed to indicate otherwise.

She was amazed and incredulous at the existence of an entirely different world. Angels had considered the existence of life on other planets, but Blaze's world seemed to be from an entirely different universe. Maybe it was a different dimension? Regardless, it was a question for angels smarter than her.

She finally sighed and came to a decision. It didn't matter to her what Blaze was in his previous life. She considered him her child in this one and that was all that mattered.

"You're right, Blaze" Jie Er finally said. "I won't be able to understand what it is like to be a 'hooman'"

Blaze face fell a little and he looked down at his hands on the table.

"And, I can't change my feelings towards you. You will always be my little one. But it doesn't matter. I can deal with the fact that you can never look at me that way. You don't even have to call me that when it is not necessary, but please don't push me away" Jie Er said softly, lifting Blaze's chin up with a hand.

"I know that you must've given it a lot of thought, but just keep in mind that you're an angel now. What we did is not wrong or shameful to the angels. We didn't even have such a concept until you introduced it. To us, it is nothing more than a long hug. Please don't beat yourself over it. It hurts me to see you so pained about something that should be considered a display of affection" she continued, lightly caressing his cheek.

Blaze slightly nodded as tears threated to flood his eyes again.

"If it helps, just forget that I even wanted to be your mother. I will never mention it again. Just think of it as something you have to do to keep up your secret"

Blaze gave her half a nod.

"Alright, let me finish up the dinner. I am getting hungry" Jie Er said, getting up suddenly.

Blaze sat brooding as Jie Er finished cooking. They ate in silence and after a couple of hours they headed to bed. Blaze went to Rebecca's room, but he couldn't fall asleep. Jie Er's words kept drilling holes in his brain.

Jie Er was awake when Blaze crept into her room in the middle of the night. He got under the sheets and curled up with his back turned towards her. She drifted off into a peaceful slumber with a smile on her face.

***

Rebecca returned home the next evening to find the two angels conversing quite casually in the living room

"I see you two have made up. I was thinking of taking drastic measures, if you hadn't" Rebecca told them as she sat down.

"Do I even want to know what they were?" Blaze asked wryly.

"Oh. Nothing extraordinary, really. I was just going to force you two into a threesome" Rebecca replied.

Blaze's face stiffened. Jie Er chose not to say anything.

"Did I say something wrong?"

"Nothing. Auntie?" Blaze replied, turning to Jie Er to change the topic.

"Yes?"

"About the lessons with mayor Lina..."

"I thought we were over this. You should just learn my movement technique. It's stronger than hers. I am just waiting for your wings to grow a little longer. Trust me on this" Jie Er replied curtly.

"But she is an archangel. I could learn other things from her"

"So am I" Jie Er said nonchalantly.

Blaze and Rebecca took a moment to register her words, before they exclaimed simultaneously. "You what!?"

"I am an archangel. At least, I am one technically. My second pair of wings are crippled... for now"

"Crippled?" Blaze asked.

"Since when?" Rebecca asked at the same time. "Wait, is that why you were offered a position as a captain?"

Jie Er nodded. "Yeah. But, I was already crippled by that time. I had an accident, which I don't want to talk about right now"

"Can I see them?" Blaze asked excitedly.

"See what?"

"Your second pair"

"They are crippled, little one. They are ugly to look at"

"I don't care about how they look" Blaze replied firmly, and Rebecca nodded in support.

"Ok fine. But only to convince you that you don't need the mayor's advice" Jie Er replied, getting up.

She first manifested her first pair of wings, which instantly materialized from her clavicles. Then she started to concentrate, and her face scrunched up in effort. A pair of grey white wings slowly started sprouting from the dimples of her back, a little above her tailbone.

As they grew, the other two noticed that they were limp and looked bedraggled. They were patchy spots of dark grey in places and they almost looked diseased. They kept growing until each wing was almost eight feet long.

Blaze reached out a hand, but Jie Er dematerialized them before he could touch. They disappeared with a flash of resplendent white. Blaze could swear he say a bit of red before they vanished.

"They are long, Jie Er. You must've been quite powerful" Rebecca said in amazement.

"They weren't that long when they were crippled. They've been growing, but I haven't succeeded in bringing life into them" Jie Er explained as she sat down. She seemed a little tired.

Blaze and Rebecca silently came to a conclusion that they had to reconsider their notions about Jie Er. There was a lot more to her than she revealed, and her foreign name was the least of it.

"Jie Er! You must've been an archangel before you hit 150. You have deity potential!!" Rebecca suddenly exclaimed, excitedly.

"I had" Jie Er corrected her.

"Why am I surrounded by such freaks. Now I feel so stupid about challenging you" Rebecca sighed.

"Don't sell yourself short, Becky. You could become a deity too"

"Hah! Small chance. I am 134 and nowhere close to being an arch. May be when I hit 500 and if I hit 500, but that will be too late"

There were only six prominent deities in Aranya and around a hundred in the entire Heavenly union. However, most of the stronger archangels had a chance of becoming deities towards the end of their lives - like the proverbial stars burning brightly before fading out. Angels did not consider them to be true deities, as they did not affect the strength of a nation. Only those deities who reached the deity level before 350 or 375 years of age were considered true deities. Elyssa's mothers were both in their mid-two-hundreds.

After dinner, the three of them headed for bed.

"You can sleep with Becky if you want" Jie Er told Blaze as he followed her into her room.

Blaze knew what she implied, but he shook his head. He didn't want Jie Er to feel any more alienated.

He simply got under the sheets and curled up without saying a word. Jie Er kissed him on the cheek and drew him close before they fell asleep.

***

The next couple of days flew by as Blaze tried to get used to Elyssa's absence. He went to the library every morning but even with all the books it was lonely and boring without her presence. He called her on the VP, but they couldn't talk for long without worrying about using up the charge. She seemed to have finally reached General Sturm at the border.

He tried to visit Agatha but as fate would have it, she seemed to be out of town. And, since he was avoiding having sex at the house, he was once again forced to being celibate. Rebecca had been busy, and she always seemed to be in a hurry whenever she dropped him off. Apparently, the demon activity at the border had increased and the army had ramped up their exercises. She also returned home late and Jie Er had to pick him up from Varan.

The hunger he felt the previous week slowly began to return.

However, on the morning of Turdas, Blaze woke up to his boy shorts pulled down and his erect penis in Jie Er's mouth.

He tried to wiggle away, but Jie Er had his hips firmly locked between her hands and his legs tied down by the weight of her body.

"Aunty..." he tried to protest, but Jie Er simply engulfed his whole penis in her mouth.

She glanced up at him with her beautiful blue eyes and slowly pulled her lips up his length.

Blaze sucked in deeply as she licked his tip and pulled out with a smack.

She went down on him again and was soon vigorously bobbing her head up and down his member. Overcome by the incessant hunger that seemed to be waging a constant war against his senses, Blaze let himself go.

Within a few minutes, he jutted and spasmed into her mouth. Jie Er took it all in and sucked him dry using the pressure of her lips.

She slowly got up and gulped the mouthful of semen down. She wiped her mouth with a hand and then licked it.

"You claim it isn't energy, but it feels refreshing as soon as it enters my stomach. Have you considered that it may not be the same as what you're used to on the other world?"

"Aunty..."

"Don't complain, little one. Think of what happened as taking care of a need. I heard from Rebecca about what happened at the river, the other day. I feed you when you are hungry. How is this any different? Besides, I want our relationship to go back to what it was before" Jie Er explained.

Blaze sighed and got off the bed. It did seem like it was becoming a need, and he wasn't happy about it.

Jie Er smiled happily and hugged him from the side as she led him out for breakfast.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Rebecca asked him as Blaze gave her the evil eye over the breakfast table.

"No reason. You just look pretty" Blaze replied. Backstabbing Rebecca! Just wait till I am done with you tonight.

Rebecca felt a chill travel up her spine.

"Aunt Jie Er? Can I go exploring around the house today? I can already glide a good two hundred feet and you've seen how fast I can be with my dive gliding" Blaze asked as Jie Er and Rebecca got ready to leave. He had decided to stay home that day. With Elyssa and Agatha gone, he didn't see the point of going to the library every day.

"Sure. It's not like you haven't already done that" Jie Er replied without batting an eye.