Why I don't Take Viagra

I was out fishing with a buddy, and I made a comment about a commercial that was popular on TV; advertising a new Viagra-like prescription. I joked about the good looking chicks in the commercials wondering why those guys would need that stuff with that talent. They had some funny lines about how the women now all wanted their men to take this new prescription to step up their performance. Heck what they advertised; sex drive, muscle tone, elite performance all sounded good. It was an FDA approved prescription as well. Not one of those advertisements on TV that was probably a scam. Told him it sounded interesting. He seemed to ignore, but there was a reaction.

I asked him again if he ever gave that stuff I try. He was one of those silver haired guys that a year ago was running with all the women in town. If anybody was up on it, it had to be him.

He was looking down, and then began to cry. I was surprised, I mean guys don't cry. At least they don't around other guys. I pushed him as to what was up. I was thinking he was going to say ED, or something much more serious.

He looked up and said. I went to Dr. Johnson and talked to him about it. I had the same rationale you had. It sounded interesting, and asked him what the hitch was; it all sounded good with taking it. He had all the information on it. There is more to it than meets the eye he said. Long story short is that I am taking it; but seriously it's not for everyone. Ask questions and be careful. I'm not kidding!

What's with all the emotions, I asked? This was strange. Are those tears of joy? I laughed trying to ease the tension. Does it work? Did you get more sex?

The honest answer is yes. But talk to the doctor and be careful!

Look I am really interested, and I'm not sure I'm getting the real answer from you. Look I can keep a secret. What's up?

He looked at me and said throw another six pack on ice; this is going to take a while. He started to tell his story. About two years ago he made an appointment and asked the doc about it on the tail end of his wellness visit...

Getting My Prescription

Well Bill, you blood work and vitals look good. I'll refill your hypertension prescription; and unless there is anything else I'll see you next year.

Well doc, one other thing I've been meaning to ask you. I like to play around some, if you get my drift, and at 60 I could use some assistance. I was wondering about a Viagra- like prescription. It appears there are a number of brands out there. That wouldn't be a problem would it?

Bill, I'd be glad to; but I don't know if you have heard, but we have some new regulations. You need to see a specialist for an evaluation. It seems just a formality, as my medical form is the controlling document. Now it isn't as bad as you think. You see, laughing, they need to know that you can handle that two hour erection. Good news is that there are some very talented ladies that can administer the required tests. Here is a list, and here is a form from me that you passed the medical aspects. First page are some old nurses that be a bit of a prude about it. I'm not sure you would find the evaluation as exciting. The second page has some certified therapists that have stopped by, and I tell you, I might go see them myself. Anyway, medically, you should have no problem with it. I think they are looking to see if there are personality triggers that create behavioral issues associated with an extended period of arousal. What's better, other than the deductible, insurance covers your payment.

Thanks Doc. He didn't seem to have any issues, and he says he has guys that come in year after year for their physical so they can get that prescription refilled. I've tried to get them to try something else and they all refused. It must be good stuff. It's like they have an addiction to it.

So, I went online and check out the various names. Actually just checked a few on the doc's short list. All looked good, even had BBB references. Got an appointment and filled out the paperwork online. A few days later I showed up at the clinic.

My Visit to the Testing Clinic.

Hi, I have an appointment today, I said to this good looking receptionist

Hi, is this your first time here to our clinic?

Yes it is. I filled out my paperwork on line.

I see it right here, she said, thank you. Now are you aware that the test takes about two hours, but there is some prep and some post-test analysis. I'm sure you will be here at least three hours maybe four by the time you get your prescription from our pharmacy. Do you have time today? Once we start there is no stopping. They are rather firm on that.

Yes, I told her that I read online that it is best to schedule early, and it's best not to schedule anything else for the day as there can be some fatigue after the test. I have the day free. Ready to go. So I actually can get the prescription here?

Yes, we find we can control it better and many men prefer not to let their regular pharmacy handle it. Looks like you're ready to go. I'm sure that will make them happy. This is the type of test that it's best not to have to rush it. You will find that following instructions makes it so much easier. She winked as she said it. She turned and leaned over to look at another computer screen. I thought to myself as she did; those pants she is wearing don't leave much to the imagination as to what that ass looks like. Any tighter and I could probably read the label on her panties. She turned back to me with a big smile. I wonder if she was interested in me even though I'm and older guy.

All set, they are ready for you, she said, Go to room four. There is some bottled water, I suggest that you to properly hydrate. Undress. Lie on the table on your back. Cover yourself with the sheet and your therapist will be in soon. She will knock before she enters. Just like you are going in for a massage. Well, she giggled, I guess you actually are. Enjoy, she said as she smiled! I laughed to myself thinking it wouldn't be hard for her to keep me hard for a few hours.

I did as I was told. It really did feel felt like I was going in for a massage or some physical therapy. Nice room, big massage bed, folded linen and incense just like a spa. I drank a bottle of water, it didn't take time. I undressed, covered myself and listened to the music, you know that new age type, as I waited. Just relaxed. But I admit I was getting aroused just at the thought of getting aroused. The sheet made it look a little more obvious.

It wasn't long, before there was a knock on the door; and then it opened. In walked a good looking, mature women, in a lab coat. Looking at her my mind started to wander. Wow, did you ever just look at someone, not even think of doing anything, and you got aroused? My only concern at this point was them saying, based upon your quick growth under the sheet do you really need this prescription? But obviously she didn't, yet but it was my only concern up to that point.

Hello bill, I'm your therapist today. Do you understand what we are going to do today?

Well Ma'am, I read online and it was not all that clear; but I think I understand the goal.

Well we purposefully make it that way or we might have a line out the door. I mean, I hope you're not one of those that is going to complain about the thought of me arousing you for a few hours, she said with a sly smile. I was going to say something, but didn't. Besides, she said, the pharmaceutical company and the government found that many men are simply not used to the extended arousal periods that the prescription you are looking for can provide. There are some, maybe more than you would expect, that develop some real behavioral problems when they get aroused and aren't offered an immediate release. Or they have hand an immediate release and wanted another soon after. So we are going to push you physically and mentally; so we can get you to a point of extreme arousal and then monitor the situation.

So, you're going to be aroused, and I'll discuss the options that you have in a minute; for a period of time and we are going to look for certain triggers to be sure you can handle it. It looks like your heart can handle it from your doctor's report. So make it the two hours without trying to kill me, she laughed, and you're free to go. If we see some issues, I may just give you a learner's permit and have you come back for more, she said with a seductive laugh and a bit of an authoritative look.

Her hand gently touched my cock, on the front of the sheet, with a soft rub. She responded that it appears that we don't have an ED issue, so I should find this quite an interesting ride. She went on to say that there are two approaches to the testing. That some men are a bit more modest, so for them I slip a lubed sleeve over their penis, and there is a pulsating vibration. There is an electronic lead that goes to a sensor that is connected to your inner thigh. It is only a sensor, and not part of the arousal. What it does is to insure that you stay at peak arousal for the required time period without a release. You're going to need to lie here for a minimum of an hour and forty-five minutes. Sometime between that period and two hours I will turn the machine off, and you're free to leave. We will actually fill our prescription here and away you go, till you need a refill.

Simple enough, but there has been a complication with this method, she said. Your insurance will only pay for a completed test. The test covers all but your deductible, so if you do something that terminates the test, you will owe us the $800 for the test. Then you will be required to complete the test again at another date. Another deductible. It is not uncommon that after some period of arousal, a man feels powerfully compelled to grab himself and thus voids the test, having a release before the time period has ended. As she explained all of this, she had a very seductive smile and her hand was stroking me. She seemed to know how to do this perfectly. One finger gently rubbed underneath the head of my cock as she gently stroked. I was already breathing deeply. She would go on to say that the sleeve would never stop, and probably feels like you do now, yet it would never let me orgasm. But any touching, even relatively minor, and there is almost always a release. You really will be on the edge of an orgasm for quite a while. She also said that before she put on the small rubber sleeve, she would put a set of restraints at the base of my cock, grabbing it as she did. This helps you go further, but just builds up more pressure.

Don't worry, she said, sensing my nervousness and the feeling like I was about to explode already. I am highly trained and I know exactly where you are right now. You're not going to orgasm unless I want you to. Now the sleeve is even most accurate and it can take you closer to the edge, and keep you there. Some might say it is the most intense and it can become highly frustrating. Don't be embarrassed, but almost everyone is begging for a release before it's over. All you can do is try to make it to end.

I laughed and said I'm glad you are highly trained; because my extensive training over the years has always been targeted on having the release. I went on to tell her I don't have that confidence I can hold back and not touch myself if what you say is true. $800 is a lot of money to give myself a hand job and not get the prescription.

She laughed and said I agree 100%. She added that in her private clinic she does offer some techniques help teach one to hold back. Many men tell me they feel a bit out of control without it. That brings us to the essence of our second approach, she said. I provide the stimulation manually, and we work together. I take you to the edge, when you think you're too close you tell me and we back off and resume when I think you're ready. It's as simple as that. Do you have a preference as to which process you would like to proceed with?

It didn't take long. But I asked a question first. So, am I still responsible, if YOU take me over the edge?

No, she said, but I will be responsible to keep you stimulated in that case until we reach the threshold time required for the test. I have techniques to back you off, and techniques to insure that you are reaching the edge, so in any case we can get the responses we are looking for. Sometime it even requires that I bring in an assistant, both to push you along and help hold you back. Worst case scenario, you come back and repeat the test on our nickel, with all of your insurance paid up. Any more questions?

Nope, I'm absolutely sure I want the second process.

Good choice. Now I must tell you that for my safety, and yours, we require some restraints so that you don't reach out and grab yourself or me, she said as she laughed. The certification board requires it. Ok?

Understood, OK. I'm ready.

Good, she said, the clock will start in a minute. And we usually have some questioning as we get started. I felt her reach under the end of the table and strap something around my ankle and pull it tight, then on to the other. She was relaxed; and it relaxed me just like I was about to get a massage. Between each restraint being tightened, I felt a few strokes to keep me where I was. It was a bit embarrassing to see the sheet standing up like that. I mean it was up in the air at this point. It looked like Casper the friendly Ghost on my stomach. Then she put a leather cuff on my wrist, nearest her and me. Then she reached over to the other side to grab, my wrist. In doing so her breasts rubbed against my face. With my wrist restrained, she removed the sheet. She laughed and said, it looks like my friend is excited to see me. You naughty boy, she said with a wink, where has your mind been? I hope you have been paying attention. Her banter only made me harder. She seemed relaxed and this was going to be great I thought to myself.

At this point reached into a cabinet opened a draw and bent over to get something out. She wore a white doctor's jacket, and as she leaned over, I wondered what If anything she was wearing underneath the jacket. Enjoying the view, she said. I didn't say anything a bit embarrassed, did she have eyes behind her head. With wide eyes I paid attention as I saw her pull something out that looked like one of those bolo ties. This should help, I'll explain in a second. She slipped it over my cock and pulled it tight, till I grunted. She reached into another draw, and pulled out another one, maybe slightly different. She slipped it around the base of my ball sack, again pulling it tight. That should help you with your control, but it also means you going to experience more pressure in your cock and balls than you might be used to. Have you ever used a cock ring before? No I said. You may want to come back and have me fit you for one after you get your prescription. This one I can press the end and it inflates a bit if we need it tighter.

Oh by the way, she said with a snarky grin, I can't see behind me; but up in that window there are some observer's video recording and I have a sound piece in my ear. The girls up behind that window ratted you out about looking up my skirt. She went over to a big dispenser that had a motion sensor and a clear gel filled her palms. She rubbed her hands together, and then reached for some more gel, this time filling her right palm. She looked up at the window for a moment and then said; Start the clock, NOW.

With that I felt her gel filled hand stroking with full wet strokes and I could hear the wet squishing noises as she did. Now bill, I'm going to explain what is happening as we go along. The restraints I put on your cock and balls will help you, in that more blood flow and pressure is required to for you to release, this will help you hold back. Now if you feel that we are getting too close, say Please Stop, and I will stop immediately. Now bill, I can tell if you're needing to stop, worried, or just find you need a break from the frustration. But let's be clear that you only say Please Stop, when you feel we are too close, just as you're about to cum, and I will stop immediately! Now if I rub it like this, as she gave long strokes, it should feel good and it will get you there very quickly. Making a point, as she repeated it a few times.

Oh, god, ma'am, please, oh you need to, I'm almost. SLAP.

She stopped and looked at me shaking a finger in my face. I felt a burn on my cheek from the slap. Please Stop is what I want to hear from you bill, and that is it. Understood? I nodded yes. She said I need to hear you say Yes Ma'am. We need to be clear on this as it is going to get a little fast and furious here in a minute, ok? We need to be able to communicate clearly. Yes Ma'am, I said, though all of a sudden this didn't sound like a relaxing massage. She looked up at the glass window; add one minute of penalty time and note that the patient has been warned.

With that she took more lotion and started again, with the long strokes and in no time. Please Stop, I yelled out! I was twisting and tugging at the restraints and thought for sure we went too far, but in a few moments she started back again. I do mean a few moments, as I still felt I was at that point of cumming, when she restarted. Good job bill that is what I want to hear; though I believe you did have some time, maybe another half stroke before you went over the edge. You will learn to trust me, so you can go all the way to the edge. I'll know before you. There will also be a point where you will find it very difficult to say Please Stop, but we will work on it when we get there.

She took another pump of lube and said that besides the long strokes, there are also some very frustrating strokes. In that case, I can take you to that point where you are on the edge, and it becomes very frustrating as I keep it there, and you really want to say Please Stop, But even you know it is intense and frustrating; but you're not on the verge of a release. You need to avoid saying Please Stop when that happens, and this is important. You need to learn to accept it. If you do you will get more than just a slap ok? I nodded yes.

She had one hand tugging at my ball sac, while the other hand focused the palm of her thumb on the underside of the head of my cock. The more I tried to resist it, the more I tried twisting away, the tighter she pulled at my sack, as she rubbed her thumb on the underside of my cock head. William, you need to learn to accept what you are receiving and submit to it, and to me. I'm sure you think it can't become any more intense than this, but believe me there is plenty more. I thought to myself how the fuck did she know? Just as that thought cleared my mind, she released the hand on my ball sac and with some more gel she began rubbing the head of my cock with three fingers. That was too much. I also learned how strong those restraints where because I was not getting loose. It was a pure reaction to pull and tug. It didn't hurt, but it was like I was about to cum and I wasn't.

Bill this stroke is called polishing the apple. If you think it is intense now, you should feel it after you release. Imagine it being ten times more intense and you have released early and I need to do this for ten minutes or more. She continued as she talked. It was too much, she had to stop. Stop. Stop! I YELLED. It's too much! SLAP.

She looked at me shaking a finger and an eye brow raised, Please Stop only. She looked up at the window. Second warning five minute penalty. Bill look at the clock. How long have we been going? It seemed like an eternity but I read Five minutes and two seconds, I said. You have also earned two penalties, which have earned you six extra minutes. Do you understand that you owe me almost a minute, before you even start to earn your two hours? You need to just submit and accept it. Don't worry I'm here to help you.