Will You Love Me 'Til I Die? Ch. 10

While Janelle complied with Suvarna's latest request, Mitra said, "Janelle I'm giving you fair warning that if you keep wiggling your gorgeous young ass like that I'm going to come up there and put my face between your cheeks and do everything to you that Suvarna tells you to do to her."

Without removing her lips from Suvarna's vagina, Janelle spread her legs, elevated her hips a little more and kept right on wiggling as if to dare Mitra to come and get it. You don't dare Mitra.

"OK you little French tart, you asked for it."

Mitra moved quickly to position herself behind Janelle and started licking the back of her thighs from her knee to her ass with long broad laps of her tongue. Janelle's eyes flew open as soon as Mitra's tongue made contact but she kept her mouth glued to Suvarna's vagina. Mitra finally licked her way to Janelle's pussy and inserted her tongue into her pink hole and swirled it around. Janelle moaned into Suvarna's cunt loud enough for all of us to hear.

Suvarna smiled knowing that her next instruction would be carried out not only by Janelle but on her as well. "Janelle slowly lick your way from my vagina up to the top of my slit. That's good. Pucker your lips and gently suck my clit into your mouth. Ooooooohhh YES baby that's Unnnnnhhhh, that's perfect. Suck on it. Unnnnhhhh, Unnnnhhhh, Ahhhhhh Yessssss. Now lick it with the tip of your tongue. OHHHHH YESSSSSSS Just like that! Keep doing that. OHHHHH GODDDDDD YESSSSSSS where did you learn to do this so well? OK take your right hand and put two fingers in my vagina and rub the top of my cunt. AAIIEEEEEEE, GODDD, YESSSSSSS. Keep licking me. Don't stop. Don't stop."

Suvarna's hips were moving up and down as Janelle kept sucking her clit and rubbing her g-spot while Mitra's skilled mouth and fingers did the same thing to her. Suvarna seemed determined not to cum until Janelle was ready to do it with her so Mitra decided to make that happen. She inserted the index finger of her other hand into Janelle's puckered little asshole all the way and moved it in a circular motion. The unexpected shock propelled her immediately into her orgasm. Her mouth sucked hard on Suvarna's clit and she moaned around it.

"Ohhhhh Yesssss baby do it. Cum for me Janelle; suck my clit and cum hard for me." Watching the teenager climax was all it took for Suvarna to join her. She pressed her pussy hard against Janelle's mouth to encourage her to keep sucking on her and felt her cunt tighten around the young girl's fingers, as their orgasms seemed to fuse into one.

Vitesha stopped sucking on Suvarna's tit and rolled on her side drawing her knees up and moaning as her self-generated orgasm was added to the one she had helped induce. I almost came just from watching them.

"Janelle crawl up here and lay on top of me." The young girl moved slowly over Suvarna and when their breasts were aligned, she lay down on her with her legs between Suvarna's still widespread legs.

"Did you enjoy that Janelle?"

"That was the most exciting thing I've ever done. Thank you for being so patient with me and telling me what I should do."

"The pleasure was mutual Janelle I can assure you. You did everything just right. Now I want you to kiss me. You like kissing don't you?"

"I love kissing Suvarna. It's one of my favorite things to do." She lowered her head and placed her lips on her mouth. Suvarna let her set the level of intensity. It was soft and gentle, the way she had begun kissing her pussy. She tasted sweet and Suvarna could feel her heart beating on her chest. Janelle brought her hands up and put them on Suvarna's cheeks to hold her face while she kissed her. Suvarna accepted her tender kisses for a couple of minutes as Janelle began to put a little more passion into them.

Suvarna then put her arms around her and held her tight. Janelle pressed her lips against hers more forcefully and her breathing deepened as the kisses became more passionate. Then Suvarna wrapped her legs around her like she would a male lover spreading her crotch wide open so Janelle could feel the heat of her pussy against her mound. The intensity of the kissing went up some more. Suvarna's tongue asked for admittance to Janelle's mouth and received an inviting response. Both of them started moaning softly as Janelle melted into Suvarna's enveloping embrace.

They continued their make out session for a few more minutes until Suvarna finally unwrapped her arms and legs from around her and pulled her head back. "That's how you thank a woman for giving you such a wonderful orgasm Janelle."

"Then I should go kiss Mitra. She gave me one that made me see stars."

"You go right ahead. Mitra is a superb kisser. You'll love kissing her."

Janelle crawled off Suvarna and turned over on her back. "Mitra come lie on top of me and let me thank you for that incredible orgasm." Mitra moved on top of her and Janelle's arms and legs wrapped around her. Mitra did not start with gentle kisses but continued the sensual deep kissing that Suvarna had begun. Her tongue went inside of her mouth and the two kissed as though they were long lost lovers reuniting after years of separation. Janelle was moaning loudly from the kiss and from her pussy pressing against Mitra. Her hips began to push up and fall back.

"Oh Mitra you're making me so hot. Please do it to me again. Please put your mouth on my pussy and make me cum again."

Mitra slid down between her wide spread legs and ran her tongue from the bottom of her slit up to her clit. "Jesus Janelle, you're soaking wet; as pink, sweet and juicy as a watermelon. I've definitely got to put teenage pussy in our diet, it's delicious."

"Do you really think so Mitra? I've always been self-conscious and embarrassed by how wet I get when I'm horny or having sex."

"Janelle my beautiful darling don't ever feel that way again. I love every sweet golden drop of your sexual secretions. When you get older and your pussy doesn't do this anymore you're going to wish it did so enjoy it while it lasts. Now you just keep it coming."

Mitra had to exercise a high degree of restraint to keep from devouring her. I don't know which one of them was more voracious, Mitra's mouth or Janelle's pussy. They were ideally matched. Mitra couldn't do enough and Janelle couldn't get enough. Mitra's tongue licked every pink fold and crease of Janelle's vulva from asshole to clit; pausing to cover her vagina with her mouth to let it fill with the young girl's hot juices.

Janelle put her hand behind Mitra's head and pulled it against her as she alternated sucking and licking her clit with sticking her tongue inside her cunt as the teenager's sweet nectar continued to flow from her. Janelle's head rolled back and she began speaking in French. Her spine arched and she thrust her breasts upward. Her nipples were swollen and distended. Finally she shuddered as she came on Mitra's mouth.

"Oh Mitra that was fantastic! Even better than the first one."

"Do you want to try for three?"

"If you wouldn't mind."

"Oh I don't mind my sweet young sexy lover, I don't mind at all. This time though let's make it mutual." Mitra turned around and got into a sixty-nine position with her on top. "I guess you call this soixante neuf don't you?"

"Oui ma cherie."

Mitra turned her head to see that we had all been watching their performance. "Ummmh you four can amuse yourselves for awhile, you don't have to just lay there and watch us. Janelle said this was the first time she had done anything sexual with a group so you don't have to make her nervous by watching her."

"Mitra I really don't mind if they watch. When you love me it feels so good that I can't think about anything else."

"What a wonderful thing to say Janelle. I do hope you can think about doing to me what I'm going to do to you."

"I'll try to keep up Mitra. I want you to feel as good as you make me feel."

Suvarna looked at Jean and said, "I may as well have the other twin now. Come put that nice hard cock in my pussy that your sister has made so wet."

Jean knelt between her legs and guided the tip of his cock to her opening. He paused only long enough to feel the wet heat of her vagina then pushed steadily into her until he was buried inside her. He lowered his chest to cover hers and she wrapped him in her arms and legs as she felt her breasts spread out and press against him. "I'm going to have a very difficult time deciding which one of you feels better in my embrace. Fuck me Jean. Fuck me nice and steady. Drive your cock in and out of me and make me even wetter than Janelle did." His mouth lowered to hers and, like his sister, he began to do what she had asked him to.

Vitesha was still lying on her side with her knees bent. I moved over behind her and knelt down. I lifted her top leg up to expose her crotch. Her hand was still on her mound where her fingers had brought her to orgasm. I moved forward and put the tip of my very hard cock on her slit. Her hand moved down to encircled my shaft and rub it gently before moving the tip to her entrance. I moved forward and together we inserted the head into her vagina. I put my leg over her lower leg and held her other leg in my arms as it stretched up higher until it was almost straight then pushed my cock further into her. Her wet channel offered no resistance as I began to fuck her with steady strokes.

From the perspective of somebody walking in on this scene it would have appeared as though a full-scale orgy was in progress. The somebody I had in mind was Sandy. I wondered if she would ever understand what I was doing and not just immediately assume that I had completely abandoned our marriage and become a full-fledged swinger traveling through Europe fucking not only the three women I had with me but anybody else we managed to pick up along the way. That was certainly not my intention when I suggested this trip but this is where love had led us.

I wondered if Sandy could be that understanding. She had accepted my being with Suvarna but not Mitra, Vitesha and the twins. And it wasn't like I was desperate for sex. I was very happy before this whole thing began. It really never occurred to me to stray from Sandy. I love her and when this is over I intend to love her even more because of what I've learned about love by doing this.

So how could fucking Vitesha at this very moment feel so damn good? I was beginning to see where these Tantric meditations were heading. They were breaking the connection between sex and love. I had become capable of doing either and both because neither of them should be done with expectations or conditions. I loved Suvarna, Mitra and Vitesha. That's not to say they were just interchangeable appliances but if the situation called for it I could be very happy with any one of them and equally happy with all of them without feeling like I had to rank them in the order of my affection.

I also knew that where I was heading was to be capable of being happy without any of them. Suvarna's death was as palpable now as another person in our group and we were all becoming aware that any of us could be gone at any time. We were all together now and whether that was due to some purpose or simply circumstance didn't make any difference to me. I felt love for these people. I enjoyed having sex with them, not just for the sake of having sex but to express the love I felt for them. Most of all though, I knew this arrangement wasn't going to last and I was preparing for that.

My cock finally told me to shut up and pay attention to what I was doing. I looked down at Vitesha and saw the angelic expression on her face. Her eyes were closed and she was smiling. All that thinking I had been lost in had prevented me from experiencing her joy. When I turned my mind off I realized I had been blocking it. Suddenly it surged into me and made what we were doing perfect and right and innocent.

I used my hand to push her shoulder so she would roll over on her back and when she did, I lay down on her between her legs. I kissed her and told her, "I owe you an apology."

"What for?" She asked almost groggily.

"I wasn't paying enough attention to what I was doing and I should never do that with someone I love as much as I love you."

"You love me Prem?"

"Very much Vitesha."

"You don't know how happy that makes me. I don't remember you ever telling me that before."

"I'm pretty sure I have but just in case I didn't, I do love you."

She put her arms around me and pulled me to her and kissed me. It felt like she had started purring. Her entire body and spirit opened like a flower and invited me in. We were no longer fucking we were making love to each other. With each thrust into her she became more accepting and raised up to welcome my cock into her hot interior and make it a part of her. When it slid back out she released it willingly, without complaint, assured that her love would soon entice it to return. We were totally absorbed in the rhythm of my stroking in and out as if it were a metronome timing the movements of our ancient dance.

Neither of us wanted or needed to climax. I was aware of the other two couples moving but they weren't making much noise either. What I thought looked like an orgy a few minutes ago took on a completely different character. All of the sex had become love and all of the love had become meditation.

It seemed to be going on for a long time and finally I just stopped. I was still hard and wanted to be inside her but I didn't want to move. We only wanted to be with each other, to feel the bliss that an orgasm would destroy. The goal disappeared. There was no finish line. Without trying to, Vitesha and I were circulating the light. It was a different experience from before. This time I didn't see the light, it was much more subtle and just flowed softly through us like a faint glow until we were no longer two.

I felt my erection subside and I slowly rolled off her onto my side. I felt light and full of energy and happier than I had ever been before. I put my hand on her forehead and moved it back to stroke her hair. Her eyes opened and she smiled. "Wow Prem, you really do love me."

I chuckled and leaned over and kissed her. "Yes Vitesha I really do."

She lay on her back and stretched her naked body sinuously, rubbing her legs against and over each other and extending her arms above her head in a celebration of her nudity and her total lack of shame in displaying it for the world under this glorious summer day in the French countryside. She was radiantly beautiful from the inside out as she luxuriated in the afterglow of what we had experienced together, allowing it to go deeply into her psyche and her consciousness. She was the epitome of womanhood, ripe, sensual and voluptuous. Her eyes sparkled with delight and surprise as she beheld the world with a renewed sense of childlike wonder. I was in awe of her, humbled to be in the presence of such exquisite beauty.

"Oh God Prem I've seen that look before. It's the way you look at Suvarna. Just seeing it on your face is making me feel like we're still...doing whatever it was we just finished doing. If you keep adoring me like that I'm going to want you to do it again."

"You mean do this?" I kissed her forehead.

"Yes."

"And this?" I kissed her cheek.

"Yess."

"And this?" My lips moved down and kissed her neck.

"Yesss."

"And this?" My lips slid lightly down her chest to her breast.

"Ooooh Yessss."

"And this?" My lips encircled her nipple and drew it softly into my mouth.

"Ohhhh... God... Yessss."

She began to moan softly and it sounded almost like she was singing. It made me think of the song by Enya, 'How can I keep from Singing?' I don't know the answer to that question. There are times when the situation fills you with so much emotion that you can't keep from singing. This was one of those times. Like the exquisite songs of the whales that come from deep within their center and echo throughout the entire ocean as they celebrate their bliss for all to hear. It may sound like nothing but high pitched noise until you learn to listen, until you finally hear it and it galvanizes your very soul and suddenly you experience one of the great wonders of the world for the first time. Yes, that's the sound she was making.

My left hand cupped her right breast while I continued to suck her left one. I licked her areola and teasingly scraped my teeth on her nipple. She pressed it into my mouth to urge me to keep doing it. I had no intention of stopping and nursed her for several minutes before switching my mouth to her other breast where I lavished the same attention on it. She was breathing deeply and contentedly but kept up her singing sounds while I sucked her.

"Ohhhh Godddd Prem that feels so incredibly good. Put your hand between my legs and feel what you're doing to me."

I reached down and put my hand on her pussy. It was soaking wet and leaking more of her sweet juices onto my hand. "Now what do you think I should do about that?"

"Prem I've seen you with Suvarna in the back seat of the car. You know exactly what to do about that so you better get started. And please don't tease me. It won't take much to make me cum."

I moved down as she spread her legs and pulled them up. I did as she asked; I didn't tease her. My mouth covered her vaginal opening and I sucked hard. Her hips came up pressing her pussy against my face. My hands moved under her to hold her ass. She began to pant as I alternated sucking with inserting my tongue to lick as deeply into her as I could. She added grunts to her panting and started humping my face.

All the sexual energy we had created in our previous coupling accumulated in her cunt and when it reached critical mass, exploded in an orgasmic supernova. Most of the whales in the eastern Atlantic probably heard the sound she unleashed as her climax swept through her. She flooded my mouth with juice and I sucked and swallowed in a desperate attempt to contain it.

Upon hearing Vitesha's vocalization Suvarna asked Jean, "Do you have your cell phone with you Jean and do you have 911 service? Vitesha sounds like she may need medical assistance."

"I don't think that will be necessary Suvarna. Vitesha's just had a rather invigorating orgasm but I'm sure she'll make a complete recovery."

Vitesha was finally able to speak, "Jean keep your phone handy just in case. I may need to be defibrillated or something. This Tantra stuff is really getting to me. It's not just pushing my buttons it's hitting them with a hammer."

Mitra told her, "Vitesha we've only been doing these meditations for a couple of weeks. We're still at the beginning. These are only little baby steps compared to what's coming."

"Holy shit Mitra, I do hope you're kidding. If this gets any better I may not live as long as Suvarna."

"Why don't we all go take a bath and have some dinner? We have an evening meditation and Suvarna's visualization to do yet."

When we finally got to bed Vitesha went with the twins and Suvarna and Mitra joined me. I was very conscious of how right it felt to sleep with both of them. Mitra had never seemed like an intrusion into our relationship but now she felt like an integral part of it. When your heart directs your decisions and you drop your old conditioning you learn to let feelings inform your actions and not thoughts. You realize that your thoughts are borrowed and tend to lead you to reasons why you shouldn't do something.

There is a saying that fools rush in where angels fear to tread but I would put it differently. I would say that lovers rush in where thinkers fear to tread. Thinking always introduces FUD, fear, uncertainty and doubt whereas love is steadfast and unwavering. Acting from the heart keeps you more open and fluid. Your intuition grows stronger and you realize how sharing love with others causes that love to come back to you. Dropping your ego is not an easy thing to do but eventually you come to understand that it is necessary if you are ever going to reclaim your life and begin to live authentically.