"Better than I've ever been," she whispered, her voice shaking. She turned over to face him. "Better than perfect." She grimaced. "Naturally, now I have to pee." She sighed as he chucked, getting up to take care of her business.
Jake rolled to his back, sighing happily. And this is only the beginning, he knew. We've just barely gotten started. "You want to grab Natalie's laptop on your way back? We could watch one of her movies in bed together."
"Sure," Megan replied, washing her hands before retrieving the computer. She slipped back under the sheets, and Jake wrapped his arm around her shoulders as she snuggled up to him. Megan set the laptop between them, opening the lid to browse the titles. "We've seen damn near every one of these," she said. Then she noticed a new folder, simply labeled "37 - Caitlyn." She opened it with a double-click. "That's weird," Megan said. "They're just numbered, not labeled."
"Open one anyway. It could be a documentary about whittling and I'd be good with it at this point." You could saw my leg off right now and I'd just sit here smiling.
Megan took his advice, choosing one at random. She opened a file, and then the world seemed to come to a stop.
They watched it all from start to finish: They saw Caitlyn and her brother, Nick. They saw them kiss. They saw them fuck. They saw Caitlyn's cunt leaking her brother's cum as she flashed it to the camera afterwards, smiling widely.
Mouth open in shock, Megan turned to Jake. "What just happened?"
"And why is it on Natalie's computer?"
Megan hadn't considered that. "Holy fuck. Do you think... is she into this too?"
Jake couldn't comprehend it. Natalie - sweet, innocent Natalie - getting turned on by incest. He decided to leave that one alone.
Jake didn't know what to think of Caitlyn and Nick, but he was surprised that he was merely surprised and not horrified. I'm not disgusted by incest, he thought with a start. I'm fascinated by it. "What do you think about this?" he asked slowly, not sure what to make of his own thoughts.
Megan gave him a sideways look. "I... don't know. What do you think?" she replied carefully.
"Are we thinking the same thing?" Please, say yes. Please say it's the hottest thing you've ever seen. Please say -
Megan gave him her grin, and she reached out to delicately take his cock in hand. "Do you want to watch another one?"
*****
Natalie and Caitlyn lay out back behind Caitlyn's house near the pool. Sunning themselves, the best friends were topless and counting on the home's high privacy fence and absence of anyone else at the house to keep them from prying eyes. Not that I'd mind, Natalie had to admit. Especially if Nick caught us. The more she thought about him, the more she wondered how he might be in bed. She had said as much an hour before to Caitlyn, who had encouraged Natalie to flirt with him.
"I'm telling you," Caitlyn had said as she put on lotion, "it works. Go around him with no bra and no panties on. Find a way to brush against him, to flash him 'accidentally.' Give my brother something to masturbate to. Then go in for the kill." She had grinned then, her moistened breasts shining in the sun. "Just be sure to record it for me. That's my one and only request. Fuck him all you want, just do it on camera."
Natalie had never thought of anyone masturbating to her, and the idea thrilled her more than she could say. The idea of a little exhibitionism appealed to her, too. The next time he fucks his sister he might close his eyes and think of me. The very notion made her wet.
Still, Natalie struggled with her inherent shyness. She had successfully hidden her rapidly budding sexuality from others for so long that she only knew how to express it around Caitlyn. I can learn, though, she knew. I can find a way to make it work. Natalie wanted to see how far she could take things before she hit the line between right and wrong. I'll keep saying yes until I have to say no, she resolved. I won't stop until I have to.
At present, Natalie had other concerns that she had to discuss with Caitlyn: what to do about Jake. "I'm just not sure," Natalie said. "I want incest more than you'd believe, I just don't know that I want him."
Caitlyn shrugged, her small breasts barely jiggling as she did. "So go after Megan. We already know you like pussy."
Natalie shook her head. "That one I'm more sure of. I really don't think I want any women besides you." She swiped a strand of blonde hair off her forehead, sighing. "It's not that I wouldn't fuck him, it's that I'm not sure I want to. Does that make sense?"
"Sort of," Caitlyn said. "That's a fine line between the two, but I think I get it. Like, you'd take his cock if it was there but you're not sure you want to be the one to make it happen."
Natalie giggled. She makes it sound like I'm on the fence about eating chocolate during a diet. "Something like that anyway."
"So take some steps and see how it feels," Caitlyn urged. "What works with Nick will work with Jake." She cocked an eyebrow at Natalie. "Nat, think of making your brother masturbate to you. Come on now. That's hot."
Natalie laughed. This conversation is so wrong. "That I like," she was forced to admit.
Caitlyn wiped a line of sweat from her brow. "I thought so. So will you do it? Will you see how it feels to just push the boundaries just a little bit?"
I'll keep saying yes until I have to say no. "Yes. I'll do it."
Caitlyn nearly shook with glee. "Fuck yes you will! Oh my God, you have to tell me the second you do it. I seriously have to know everything."
The friends schemed for a time, planning out how Natalie might seduce Jake. They ran through every plausible scenario as to how she could do it, what she would say, and when. "Timing is everything," Caitlyn told her. "Make sure he's the only one who catches you, but make sure he catches you."
By the time they finished talking, Natalie was as horny as she'd ever been. "Let's watch a movie," she suggested, not having to say what kind. Caitlyn readily agreed, and as they took a quick dip in the pool to rinse off Natalie reflected that she couldn't possibly have a better friend.
By the time they made it to Caitlyn's bedroom, both were naked and ready. "Get your laptop," Caitlyn requested, "so we can do it in bed. My computer monitor's too small to see from here."
Natalie dug through her backpack, and froze when she saw what she had. She had found a laptop, but it was the wrong one. "Caitlyn. There may be a big problem."
*****
The next morning after a brief discussion, Jake and Megan had decided to spend the rest of their vacation at Uncle Chuck's lake house. "It's perfect," Megan had said, "so why mess with a good thing?" Jake didn't disagree.
Over the course of that week Jake and Megan grew closer, finding new meaning in their being together. Old anxieties slipped and fell away as they remembered why they loved each other in the first place; they accepted each other unconditionally and, in doing so, came to believe their relationship would work.
They became sun-browned on the beach by day, spending long nights together resting, talking, playing, joking, laughing, and making love. They explored each other's bodies endlessly, and still their intimacy grew day by day. The clean clear water and hot sun were enlivening, the cool breezes and serene starlight rejuvenating. The lake house was their own separate place, a world apart, a world at peace with itself. Life was simple. They were completely content.
And now it's the last night of the last day, Jake reflected, and as much as I might dislike it, as much as I might wish to deny it, reality doesn't care if we believe it or not. He stood in the bathroom brushing his teeth while Megan lay in bed reading. He had come to enjoy their simple domestic living, and knew he would miss it when they had to return home. Back to the grand charade, Jake knew.
They had talked extensively about hiding their relationship, and each knew what had to be done in order to maintain the appearance of being merely brother and sister. Both siblings had come to accept it, albeit reluctantly. There was one more discussion to be had, however.
Jake finished and shut off the light on his way to bed. Megan looked up as he got in next to her, and set her book down. She grinned. "Movie time?" she asked. The movies on Natalie's computer were an aphrodisiac to them both.
Jake shook his head no. "Mind-blowingly sexy incest can wait. We have to talk about Natalie."
Megan nodded. "I'm all ears. What's the plan?"
Jake scratched his chin, saying, "Let's take it from the top. We obviously know she's into incest."
"And so are we," Megan replied. "In more ways than one."
"Correct. Maybe it's fate, maybe it's genetic, but we all get off to it. You and I, though, take it to the next level. We're in it for the long haul, not just fuck buddies. Just because Natalie likes watching Caitlyn and Nick doesn't mean she'd support us."
"Doesn't mean she wouldn't."
"Also correct," Jake admitted. "So if we tell her that you and I are in love, she could make my nightmare come true or join us in keeping it quiet. My first instinct is to tell her nothing and live in secrecy."
"Which I'm not sure we can pull off forever," Megan said with a shrug. "Sooner or later, she might find out. She's not as oblivious as our parents."
And thank God for their blindness. "Right again. So we have to decide when and how to tell her if it actually comes to that."
"Yeah. So what's the plan?" Megan wondered.
Jake took a deep breath. "The first plan is we fake it like we're just brother and sister, because that's what we're having to do with the rest of the world anyway. We pretend we never even saw the movies, and we keep up the big act as long as possible. We only tell her if and when we have to. If that fails, the second plan is we get a feel for her on the whole incest issue by talking to her about how the videos of Nick and Caitlyn are just fine. We explain that we think all relationships between consenting adults are acceptable in our eyes. We tell her that we think anyone can be in love with anyone else. We gauge her reaction to all that so we can see how she would hypothetically react to you and me being together, and then we go from there. "
Megan was silent for a time, absorbing the idea. "Alright," she said finally. "I can go with that, it's a good place to start. There's just one question: what if she's into one of us? Or both? What do we do then?"
Jake grunted. Then we shit ourselves literally to death, he didn't say. "I don't feel for her like I feel for you."
"That doesn't answer the question," Megan said. "Look, she's hot, right? Blonde, blue eyes, huge tits. She's related, and that's part of the kink for us. What's not to like?"
Jake frowned. "It's not that she isn't attractive per se, it's that I just don't have feelings for her. Therefore, I don't want to bang her."
"And I'm not into chicks, so problem solved there." Megan gave him a soft kiss on the neck.
Jake was almost disappointed to hear it. Well, you can't have everything in life, he thought with an inward chuckle. He'd always had a small crush on Natalie's friend, Caitlyn. Megan and Caitlyn together... now there's a movie worth making. "Speaking of movies," he said, "which one do you want to watch this time?"
Megan adopted a look of deep contemplation, which amused Jake to no end. You'd think I asked her the meaning of life. "I'm always partial to the ones with cum shots. There's something about it... I dunno. The voyeur in me loves it all, but that especially," she said at last.
And a voyeur you most certainly are, Jake thought to himself. He had discovered that was his sister's second most powerful fetish, and one that he could share with almost equal intensity. "I wish she had a second brother. I'd love to see a double team."
"I know! Maybe she's got a cousin or something..." Megan giggled. "Jesus, listen to us."
Jake had an epiphany. "What about Nick and Natalie?" Jake wondered. "Or Natalie and Caitlyn? Maybe Nat's deeper into this than we think."
Megan's eyes grew wide. "Holy shit. That... wow." She was nearly speechless. "Our little sister and that piece of ass or her brother?" Her grin was wolfish. "That I would pay to watch."
"Yeah?"
"Just because I wouldn't fuck her doesn't mean I wouldn't watch her." Her smile spread further. "Honest to God, that makes me wet."
"Yeah?" he repeated, a smile of his own forming.
"Come and see," she purred, laying back and pulling off her shirt, her tits springing into view. "You just come and find out for your damn self. Let's see what my cunt thinks of Natalie getting laid." As Jake crawled close, Megan laughed. "In fact, let's see what your cock thinks of it."
*****
For nearly seven days, Natalie lived in Hell. Hell isn't hot, Natalie decided on the fourth day. It's numb.
The initial panic of discovering that Jake and Megan had her laptop with Caitlyn and Nick's videos took the first day to wear off, replaced by a deep dread on the second day that coalesced into a numb state of apathy by the third. I'm already dead, Natalie told herself. What's the big deal?
To Natalie, it was a forgone conclusion that the videos would be found. All three siblings shared a passion for movies, and using each other's computers was practically second nature; they shared everything. It was thus that Natalie had given up by the fifth day. The sixth was merely the dull agony of depression. And here we are on lucky number seven, the day Jake and Megan return home.
Natalie's pain couldn't have been a tenth of Caitlyn's, she knew. Not that she's in a hurry to speak to me right now. Ultimately Caitlyn stood the most to lose, depending on Jake and Megan's reaction. Jail is an option, Natalie knew. Incest is illegal, after all. She didn't think it would come to that. She certainly prayed it didn't.
Nothing Natalie did could break through this gray wall of pain; her guilt knew no bounds. She didn't eat or sleep and she couldn't weep, yet she knew when her brother and sister returned home she nevertheless had to act as if everything was normal. They'll know, but maybe we can all just play along until we die. It was the closest thing to hope that she had.
It was nearly noon, and Natalie waited in an easy chair in the living room for her brother and sister. Any minute now, she knew. Any motherfucking cock-sucking goddamned shit-licking minute. She resisted the urge to look at the clock for the hundredth time. Her one blessing was that she would welcome them alone without her parents to interfere. Thank God they're both gainfully employed, and for more reason than one.
Natalie heard the garage door rise, signaling it was time for her game face. Show time. She stood, affected a smile, and checked herself in the mirror. I look like a corpse. She tried smiling wider. I look like a corpse with Botox.
The door from the garage opened and Natalie spun around and gave it her best. "Jake! Megan! Hi!"
"Hello!" Megan cried, too excited to be believed. Jake's smile looked painted on. It's over and it hasn't even begun. Natalie kept her composure anyway.
Jake, luggage in hand, strode past Natalie with uncharacteristically long steps while Megan gave Natalie a completely out-of-character hug. She gushed at how good Natalie looked. Fuck you, Natalie almost said.
"How've you been?" Megan asked. Natalie waited until Jake was out of sight, and then she let the façade drop.
"Just say it," Natalie said quietly. "Just fucking say it." She collapsed onto the sofa, head in her hands. "Tell me what we both already know."
"I don't..."
"Just tell me," Natalie said in a strangled shout, looking up at her. "Tell me! Please! Tell me so I can get some sleep." Tears came unbidden to her blue eyes.
Megan's face fell; she nodded, and sat next to her sister. "Alright. We know." Megan put an arm around Natalie. "We know, Nat. But we don't care."
Natalie took a long, unbelieving look at her. "Don't fucking lie to me." Rage crept into her voice.
"I'm not," Megan said sharply. Then, more calmly, "I'm not. Really."
"You don't think I'm a freak."
"No. We don't."
"You don't think I'm a pervert."
"Not at all."
Natalie stared. "I don't get it." She shook her head. "I don't. You're supposed to think this is disgusting and awful and wrong."
"Natalie," Megan said. "We watched the movies together and we don't see anything wrong with them. Jake and I don't care."
For a long moment Natalie was silent. Megan's words nagged at her. Something isn't right here. Then, all at once, it came to her. "Wait a minute," she said slowly. "You said 'We.' As in 'We watched the movies.' Together. Meaning you both watched the movies, together."
"Y... yes," Megan said hesitantly.
"So the two of you watched multiple movies together, voluntarily. You chose to watch incestuous movies together."
Megan turned red. "No, no, you've got it all wrong. We saw them accidentally. We were in bed together, and-"
"You were in bed together watching multiple pornographic movies?"
"No! I mean, yes, but not like that. We only watched them because they were hot," she sputtered.
Realization cut through Natalie like sunlight through shadow. "You both enjoyed it. Didn't you." The apathy died. "You both like incest, too." The numbness faded away.
Megan turned white. "We didn't like them! You have to believe me! We just watched them all because we were bored!"
"All! You said 'all!' Mother of God! Oh, my God!" Natalie nearly shrieked. "It's incest and you both love it!"
And Megan ran.
*****
Megan sprinted down the hall and crashed into Jake's room, slamming the door shut then smashing nearly full force into him as he was unpacking his clothes. An armload of socks flew straight into their air. "What the fuck!" he shouted in surprise.
"I fucked it up!" Megan hissed. "I fucked it all up!"
"You fucked what up?" Jake laughed. "Hang on, I can't take you seriously with a sock on your head." He delicately removed it.
"I told her we like incest, Jake! I told her we watched the movies together!" Jake clearly didn't understand, so Megan continued, "Think about it, god damn it! She knows we watched lots of porn together in bed. She's a cunt hair away from figuring out what's really going on!"
Jake's jaw dropped. "No way," he said. "Not possible."
"Yes possible!"
"No. No, no. You're not thinking straight."
Suddenly, a knock at the door. "Jake? Megan? Can we please talk?" Natalie's voice.
Before Megan could stop him, Jake opened the door with almost a flourish. "Nat!" he said. "So Megan told you we're OK with everything."
"Yes!" Natalie bubbled. "I can't tell you how relieved I am."
Jake nodded magnanimously. "Yes indeed. We get that any two adults can be in love, and that we don't have the right to judge."
Natalie rolled her eyes. "The hell with that. You guys think it's hot!"
"Well, maybe a little," Jake said with a hearty chuckle. "It is pretty kinky."
"I can't wait to watch more of these together with you guys! I just know Caitlyn will be OK with it now that we're all in this together!"