I am a word-eater...I am often inspired by a single word. Lately I've just been writing poetry to save myself from depression or to vent my frustrations. it's not a long-term solution but it helps to have someone read them. That's why I'm here. I also love to have at the computer when stoned. I free lots of neat, beautiful things then let them come out :OD I love metal and industrial rock the most, though I also adore the Styx and Zep, as well. I'm married to all the things I am not. My two tween kids are the reason I live - I live to make sure they stay outta everything and get their chores done! I'm a traditionalist with a heavily independent attitude and a good dose of liberality in so many categories. Walking contradiction. I have no close friends as I have too many moral codes and few people fit my ideals, I suppose. I loathe this type of self-discovery. Maybe I'm an intellectual snob - a know-it-all. *shrug* I am not religious and no longer believe in a divine spirit. Magical God is for children, like Santa (which I never believed in as a child). We as a generation are much too intelligent to believe such utter nonsense anymore. The truth is harsh and real, like life. Much too deep a topic to explain here, but I welcome a challenge. I'd rather be hated from what I am then loved for what I am not. ~Kurt Cobain You must be the change you wish to see in the world. ~Mahatma Gandhi | 
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