Born and raised in a small southern town was truly a life not meant for me. Being the wrong ethnicity and having the wrong mindset amongst a people trapped in a cultural bubble produced a rebellious kid, but one with manners, respect, and slightly strange desires. Brought up through the punk/goth scene i was always fascinated with the eccentric, and happened to find myself in plenty of situations that others may find a bit "difficult". As i began to travel around the country, i became exposed to different cultures and i slowly became a sexual deviant, living a lie, whose desires seemed to always get him into trouble. I found myself an emotional masochist. One who loved being in relationships going absolutely nowhere, truly mentally taxing, and emotionally abusive, and of course, full of raw emotion and sex. I tend to be very calm and agreeable, but not to mistake this for weakness. My dominance was asserted when need be, and for this, most of the time i was deemed an asshole. Being a gemini (of course) i in fact did find myself becoming quite bored with the norm, and eventually bit into bdsm. I shortly after pulled away from it only because i began to scare myself at times, ruining a relationship, and another woman's marriage because of it. The trouble was figuring out if i was doing so on purpose. i confused myself as to whether or not it was love, but what i have recently acquired is that what i have now is love, just not the kind most women are expecting. So now i play video games, smoke, drink, compose, and write. After dropping out of college due to financial troubles, i work a mundane job that pays my bills and keeps me happy enough not to flip out and unleash my sadistic mind among the public too often. LOL
Location
Deep South