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FinalStand's Biography:
Gender: Male
Age: April 07, 1964
Weight: Large
Height: Average
Location: North Carolina
Orientation: Straight
Interested In: Sex Partners, Love
Status: Attached
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Fetishes: None
Pets: Dog(s)
User Number: 1395985
Member Since: May 9, 2012
Last Modified: August 27, 2018
Some words from FinalStand:

First off, I thrive on feedback; so please fire away when you get the urge. I read it all and it often brings different perspectives.

The main thing making me a little unusual is that I'm bi-polar … with some serious medication on board to stay semi-normal. My other characteristics are the usual suspects: a wife (who proof-reads when she has the time,) 2 kids, 2 dogs, and 4 guinea pigs.

I’ve deleted some previous updates and I’m adding an explanation that may help some of my readers: Please understand, my mind doesn't work in a straight line. My mind cycles and sometimes I’m filled with energy, but then that energy fizzles and I fall into an unproductive slough. When I am feeling the energy, I take an idea for a story and I work on a given story line until the fire dims; then instead of simply pumping out a bunch of text I feel is both uninspired and unworthy of your time to read it, I suspend work on that project for a while. My thoughts will run on a completely different storyline going in a different direction for a while, but normally I drift back and pick up the first storyline again ...some projects are adrift longer than others. but things remain in my queue and subjected to repeated review, some every week or so, others going months before I look at it again. But with each, I am ever hoping this time the fire will be rekindled. I am forever hopeful that no idea dies.

Lastly, I believe in lots of sex in all (loosely) heterosexual ways. I want to have sex with my wife at least three times a day - my wife doesn't, so I write a lot instead. I guess that makes the rest of you the victims of my frustration.

Update October 23rd, 2016: My present mental and health issues are interfering with my ability to submit anymore work at this time. I'm working through some problems and hope to be getting back to things before too long. Please be patient.

Update June 4th, 2017: The last 8 months have been hard. I got a couple of things out before the New year, but wasn’t able to take any new chapters to completion until this weekend when I finally made my first submission of 2017. I’ve made stuttering progress over the last 6 months on several storylines, but each seemed to have an insurmountable piece that just wouldn’t work. I am feeling the energy again, and while it is not constant, I hope to be able to take the LNH story line to its end point and perhaps bring Ebb Tide forward another chapter before high summer is upon us.

I also plan to submit some new stories which have been percolating for several months while my mind was in chaos. Some of them are well over a year old. Like my established storylines, I simply haven't felt they were ready yet.

Beyond that, I am looking forward to a productive summer.

November 14th, 2017 ~ Well, this summer and most of the fall have been a total bust. I haven't gotten a damn thing published. I hate this yet here it is. My health continues to get worse and to date,there seems little the doctors can do stop my physical state from sliding from annoying as a Hell to downright debilitating.

Worse still, my Daughter (16) now shares my bi-polar condition. That is a whole lot of useless helplessness I worry over even though I know there is minimal stuff I can do for her.

I still aim to have something out before Christmas. Thank you all for your time and patience.

[Update January 11th, 2018] Well Fuck. Toward the end of 2017 I was having an issue with my weight and right after Christmas it got worse ~ though I got a new story off to my editors. I thought I could hold off to Jan. 20th when my regular appointment with my GP, but it became too difficult to breathe so my wife had to forgo a job interview to take me in at 11:30 am on Friday, 5th.

My GP did the stethiscope thing, had me lie down and listened to my abdomen and then asked what I had scheduled for the rest of the day ... shit-bisects. 30 minutes later I was taking a ultrasound of my chest and boy, did that hurt. I felt as if she was trying to push the sensor between the individual ribs of my rib cage.

It turns out my abdomen has been storing liquid - reason still unknown - and some of that liquid has begun seeping into my chest cavity, constricting my heart. My 'at rest' heart rate is 118 ... which is apparently 'not good' though it is currently healthy and functioning.

As is too often in my case, the resulting drugs I have to take have kicked my ass harder than the actual condition. Their objective is to reduce my 'water weight', which is working ~ I've lost 9 lbs. so far, but it is exhausting. Last Friday I was at 262 and they want me to get down to at least 227, if not lower.

That means I won't be putting out 'new' new material, but am considering putting out some older, unpublished work which I have been sitting on for some time. I wish I had better news; I really do, but the truth is relentless.

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