Married. Early 40s. Love my Husband however am looking for a little spark here on Literotica. Marriage lacks that "Zing". Would never cheat on him for real but adore the notion that I might be able to chat with men via email. Long ago my ex boyfriend used to tie me up and we pretended often that he had " abducted" me. It was DESPARATELY arousing and I miss it. My Husband shows no interest in such games. Has been a fantasy since I was a teen.