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rubrica's Biography:
Gender: Female
Weight: Average
Height: Small
Location: Tn
Orientation: Straight
Interested In: Friends, Love, Men, Women
Status: Single
Smoke: No
Drink: No
Fetishes: masks,creative role play,is erotica a fetish if you like reading & writing it constantly?LOL,leather,corsets,breath control,dark heroes,watching others crossdress sometimes, but not on everyone, and not for me, androgeny,stockings,emo music & movies,
Pets: Cat(s)
User Number: 1477686
Member Since: February 11, 2013
Last Modified: June 20, 2013
Some words from rubrica:

New to this site for now, joined because I really do love reading and clumsily writing my own erotica,most of which are taken from dream ideas, so sometimes I go through periods where I might not have many creative ideas if they don't come to me through my dreams. I know weird right, but hopefully I'm not alone in those kinds of things.

I won't lie, I'm not a newbie,but I haven't been in the "community" forever. Mostly, it's because I'm shy. I have been to a few munches in my area & also outside my town too. I've traveled a bit to experience new things, but I like where I live--the house or place could be better, but unlike many people I'm not running away from anything, except sometimes I get lonely,but that's not uncommon. I don't have many friends except people my family knows,and a few people I've known online for years, but due to distance was not able to really know them well in person.

I have been active in the lifestyle, or well the one I've chosen for 4 yrs. I guess, but 6 yrs. ago I started noticing a change in me, and my romantic/sexual feelings started to surface. I admit, I was not sure of myself, scared to admit what I like or wanted, let alone out loud to anyone. I suppose someone might say repressed, yeah...because, alot of these feelings showed up early in my life & I put a lid on it due to many reasons. It's only now that I'm older than I feel more confident in who I am and what I want, though at times, I still seem a bit lost. There are things I don't fantasize about really & truly, what I usually post is mostly what my fantasies concern (which are still fairly tame, sometimes strange but tame). I prefer some type of romanticism in my writing evoking imagery and description, while focusing on emotions.

I'm not great about writing anything other than stream of conscience, and erotica, or thrillers, and some poetry, mostly I do essays, movie reviews, analysis, but sometimes I'll dabble in other forums. I like to read others works both in an attempt to connect with others, but also so I can get better at my own writing seeing what other use, but I don't plagiarize. I will always list sources & names when I know them, if not I look them up & if I can't find it there, I'll say anonymous. I'm fairly thorough when it comes to research & notes.

I'm not sure I'm comfortable putting up a photo,while I'm not ashamed of who I am, I am a little cautious on discrimination, especially if you hail from a small to medium sized town but more than worry over the ppl where I live is sometimes the harsh criticism of an online community--most people are open & accepting, but that certainly is not true of everyone.

Also, some sadists have a bad habit of trying to find flaws or loopholes and that really annoys me. I'm not a masochist, not that I look down on either, but I'm fairly sure I wouldn't mesh with a sadist, or rather right now it's not something I'm looking for. I know many women aren't looking for anything, & most are already connected to someone. I'm single, and sometimes I rather like it like that, but at heart I do think I want a relationship (everyone gets lonely at times), but I also value friendship, even something platonic I can find joy & value in.I'm not interested in quick hook-ups or sex chatting, unless of course I am very attracted to you and I don't just mean physically, though that doesn't hurt. I don't mind flirting if there is a reason, & generally I don't mind telling people what I like or am looking for, but most of the stuff I like or post are for fantasy only. When it comes to real life, I'm more conservative than people might expect from my writing, and really shy. I know my writing may or may not express my personality very well, but at heart I do try to say what's in my heart.I don't believe in swinging,poly or friends with benefits--those all seem pretty shallow and egotistical in my view. I won't berate others for liking it, it's just not where my heart/mind is for a relationship. I am still open as to whether it's ok for my partner to be more open than me, but I'm very monogamous, if I wanted out of something I would just end it, not sneak away with someone & hurt someone else. But, I don't like tossing anyone aside either. I'm not using this place for dating, but in general that's what I look for or like, just on the off-chance someone else is looking too.

As far as friends, I could use more, but I'm not desperate, I can be kinda picky, so if I consider you a friend, honestly that's a feat many do not get. I am a little guarded, but there's many reasons for that. But, I can be very open and honest once I get to know someone, it's not impossible, just takes some effort.

As far as other writers, I tend to be into people who also like romanticism, sci-fi, fantasy, & thrillers (less about gore, more about atmosphere's and cerebral stories) but I like period pieces as well. I'm also a big music and movie buff and that usually enters into my writing at some point. Poe influenced me early on, Le Guin, Philip K. Dick, Orwell,Neil Gaiman,etc. though there are plenty of smaller known writers I get as much enjoyment from as the big sellers and classics.Something doesn't have to be advertised to be good writing and for them to be good thinkers.

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