billwag69

I'm an older bisexual man, 61 years old. I'm married and no longer bicurious. I am bi, and I want to explore more of my bi side, as well as want to give up control, perhaps even explore being tied, spanked, etc. understand and find my limits. Not humiliation, but sensual dominance. To learn to suck cock, even gagged a bit, and also would love to explore anal, both ways. I'm interested in body contact and kissing too. . My wife would so freak out that I want to give up control, and explore bisex, but it is such a turn on. I enjoy chatting on IM and sometimes voice. I do struggle with being conflicted, yet still such a strong fantasy / craving. I wonder if I would feel more comfortable with another married man, or a very understanding man. I travel a bit, and well, perhaps something while traveling may be the way to go with less pressure.