SeekerOfHerself

I am a female-assigned-at-birth genderqueer. My gender is in a state of flux but I normally identify with a feminine gender and female pronouns.

I write from my own fantasies. I fantasise about things that are often considered aberrant in some way. I make no apologies for how I think or feel, my sexuality is a pathless land and I like it that way.

I'm in a loving relationship and I know my fiancee finds a lot of my sexual fantasies strange. We've talked though and she doesn't mind me having this safe space.

My tastes are varied. I identify as both lesbian and skoliosexual (I'm attracted to gender-binary women, cis or trans in any state of transition, and other genderqueer people whether FAAB or MAAB) but I'm not fully pansexual.

I fantasise about a lot of things:

1. My partner and I are both into BDSM and we switch (though I'm normally submissive). I fantasise about unattractive or even grotesque women domming me as well as other women. I find nearly all women attractive in their own particular way.

2. I fantasise about Cuckqueaning. I like the idea of my partner forcing me to watch her have sex with another woman and having sexual affairs behind my back. I like the idea of her catching me with another woman then punishing me hard and forcing me to watch as she takes my partner for herself.

3. I fantasise about tentacle sex and sex with grotesque monsters. I also like very soft, non-fatal vorarephilia and reluctance/rape fantasies.

4. I fantasise about sex with anthros, usually female but also male in many cases. I particularly like slimy, oily ones like amphibian and mollusc anthros.

5. I enjoy exhibitionism and humiliation. I enjoy the thought of being objectified by other women and genderqueer people and the thought of female/genderqueer voyeurs while I'm having sex.

6. I enjoy gender play. I like porn/erotica featuring androgynous men, particularly MAAB genderqueer men, because I can sort-of project myself into them, fulfilling my occasional desire for a male body.

7. Plenty of other things, the only things I definitely dislike are scat and puke fetishes, physical mutilation, sexual death, incest and the obvious illegal ones I probably shouldn't even name.

8. I also just fantasise about sex generally with lots of different people. I don't always need a particular kink of fetish to get off.