sinfulchaoticdesires

First of all, my name Sin.. Call me so
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Second of all, I wear a steel wyred collar with a black leather leash.. to which the Allen Key was given to Kristenlee, the one i got ringed for willingly...
(this doesn't take away the importance of MissBethany2.. who will always hold a special place in my heart for everything she has done for me and i will always be hers)

As for everything else..
Ask.. I have my secrets just like the rest of you.
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Third of all, do not randomly pm.. I will ignore it

I am a:

Switching
Diromantic Demisexual
Sapiosexual
Liquid Gendered (Gender Fluid)
Bibliophage
That is Asexual
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I have misanthropy and erotophobia..

Do i need to repeat myself?

I have misanthropy.... I also have erotophobia.

And both are growing every day..
Every minute..
Every second..
And i just dont care

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(An excerpt from a story I read)
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History has a way of repeating itself..
Thankfully I am in love with reading it..
Experiencing it.. and..
Ironically reliving it...
Over and over again..
..
For i am getting high again..
every time i log in..
saying good bye to my memories..
with a smile and always some sweet lies
..
do not trust me
i am not worth your attention
so keep your back to me.. stay guarded
and let me just be.. just let me read
..
spreading apart those pages..
stroking between the folds..
trying not to hiss when i get the first taste..
the sickness breaks...
and yet they call me the freak..
..
so even as History has a way of repeating itself..
I am thankful that I am in love with reading it..
Experiencing it yet again upon skin...
that touch is broken..
and yes... i question myself..
Over and over again..

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"I fear the day when I accept myself" -Sin
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"It hurts to be alive so instead i became a sexual desire..
Twisted and melded to suit the wants and needs of another..
How bout it?
Do you also dare to abuse me too?" -Unknown

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"Pity the Living.. Envy the Dead" -Harry Potter (edited a bit)

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DISCLAIMER:
**I tend to fall asleep at the most random moments thanks to my insomnia and work**

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