Shelialee

I started writing these stories as a means to release all that I felt and wanted and fantasized about. I met the human who made me no love her desire sex or intimacy from anyone else. I describe him and us in my stories. He was married. For 6 years we traveled and grew together and ran and cooked and had insane exciting connected sex and intimacy all of the time. No contact. I have never been so horrified and hurt and crushed. So hollow. I am literally as the books say the affair partner or the other woman. He did not defend me or the depth of our relationship. He blamed me for her and now with her. I did not get the closure I wrote about 4 years ago. Not even a goodbye.