justagirlatheart

I was previously a member many years back, and was quite surprised to find out not only had I been deleted from the registry, but that I was able to come back using exactly the same username.
I've been through all three stages of life, first somewhat gay (oral only),
then straight only during my military time, then very bisexual for many years, and now totally gay.
For now I will just say that I am an older (72) single, bottom who enjoys wearing soft feminine things primarily at home; I'm smooth all over and my grey hair is well below my shoulders. My lineage is primarily Danish, Irish and I have hazel eyes. I speak and comprehend small portions of several different languages from Europe to Asia and some island groups.
Since I retired 12 1/2 years ago from my government job, I've had one live in boyfriend who lasted 5 1/2 years till he thought he would be happier with another bottom 100 miles up the coast.
Since I no longer drink alcohol of any kind after finding even a normal glass of red merlot wine would make me feel slightly drunk; so I do not go out to meet people and interact with them any longer in gay bars or nightclubs.
I've also become a vegetarian during the past year, and eat only organic foods, and much to my delight for the past 6 months I have completely gotten myself off 2 prescribed pain drugs (for my knees) cold turkey...if I had taken an orthopedic doctors advise 15 years ago and had both knee joints replaced with artificial ones I wouldn't be slowly rebuilding my own knee cartilage (I got that tip quite some time ago from Mehran Keshe).
What I do currently enjoy doing is working slowly to improve the inside of my small home (the outside was all done by professionals) and sexually my right hand is still my best friend; as long as I have some prostate stimulation I am still quite orgasmic with a special ss toy I bought many years ago, and found over time there is only really natural lubricant to use for sex; that being mineral oil, which some people ingest orally so that they can achieve a bowel movement...which has never been a problem for me; how I actually discovered its use was to lubricate a baseball/softball glove when I was playing all 10 positions in a 7 or 9 inning senior softball game after retirement (and for a while I played/managed/trained some gay teams of all ages); that was before I experienced severe knee pains.
My sexual outlet now is a particular free online porn site and much more recently as I can see above my re-join date of 11/24/16. Literotica is a very unique website, in that you can just go to specific places to read whatever you want, and there are only two that I read from at various times Gay and Transsexual. Sometimes when I find an interesting author I go backwards to read his/her writings to see if I enjoy them; often I do sometimes I do not especially if it involves force or bondage. Probably the reason for that is that over time I've become a very patient, gentle, caring part time transvestite, and I think my screen name tells it all; mentally I have come to think like a woman when it comes to pleasing a man...I do not feel like a woman trapped in a male body as some do.
Hopefully my bio hasn't gotten so lengthy it bores the reader, but one additional thing comes to mind: I am not religious, even though I was raised Presbyterian/Methodist up through my teens...I am highly spiritual in the sense that I do believe in the creator of all existence including extra terrestrials, multidimensionals, angels, archangels, spirit guides and others. Earth (Gaia) has been at the bottom of the learning curve for millions of years and thousands of lifetimes; especially since the fall of Atlantis and Lemuria (Mu) mostly due to the negative 6th density Reptilian Race and much more recently the Cabal which owns nearly all of the news media CNN FOX ABC CBS NBC and most of the major outlets in Europe/Asia/South America and the island groups who produce many distorted, unrealistic fake news stories that the sheeple continue to buy into a their news sources which are predominantly FAKE. The Cabal also controls nearly all of the banking world-wide making a few families richer than all the rest of the planet...they also control the utilities, ranching, farming; the food we eat. I also believe that in this time of spiritual awakening planet-wide that this is changing right now and will continue to change when people demand the truth about everything, most especially during the past 70 years regarding free energy devices, and planetary travel to other locations using what I refer to as light craft/beam craft or stellar craft which do exist, I have seen many examples of them since early 1971; they are not swamp gas or weather balloons or anything else that some government tries to bs the public about...they are quite REAL. We have them back engineered by DARPA they have existed in this universe and many universes far beyond any of us knowing anything about for time immemorial. End