So this is my first time on Lit. I?m not exactly an author but my

stories do appear. You see, I have this desire, no this need, to be

abused. I want someone to mock my body, degrade me, insult me,

humiliate me but also to use me sexually. It is a deep, deep desire,

a lust, a need that I have no wish to fulfill out here where I work

and live. So in my wily wisdom, I have sought out authors to ?write

my story?, a story that includes some of my actual experiences but

also extends into the realm of my erotic imagination. I have

exhibitionist fantasies, rape fantasies, even sex slave fantasies. I

have been fucked while tied up, and while it hurt and I hated it in

the moment, those memories haunt me, mocking me with the feel of it,

of being helpless and helplessly fucked and at the time, I gushed like

a true tramp. I get so aroused, I can barely stand it when I think of

being forced to suck a cock, or to eat a woman or held while a man

takes me or being taken in front of a crowd of people. Strangers

watching me be fucked is one sort of thrill, having people I know,

that I grew up with see me humiliated and fucked is another?and I love

them both. So I have been seeking someone to write my stories.

I found him. After several fails with other people, I contacted

Contrasting. He answered back. This began a correspondence that has

yielded what he calls ?The Taylor Project.? My god, I get so excited

thinking of this. I want to touch myself, to make myself come but my

BF is so jealous of these feelings, because he cannot bring me close

to them. So I begged Contrasting to write my fantasies for me. He

has consented and now he has posted the first part of the Taylor

Project. It?s called The Fuck Toy Graduation and it begins with

?Breaking Taylor? It takes me from being an 18 year old Queen Taylor

to the first stage of becoming the Fuck Toy that I dream of.

Contrasting named me, Taylor, The Fuck Toy and that says it all. I

have given him pictures of my body to use to inspire his stories. He

has seen my cunt and ass, ass hole and tits, my back and legs. I am

bare to him and so the Taylor in his stories is what I see when I look

at myself. I am so excited to see what he writes for me. He says in

the initial episode, that he is writing my story and that I am the

perverted slut who loves abuse, not him. That is true. I get so

excited when he sends me an abusive email, calling me names and

insulting my body?I just can?t stand it. I am helpless, I want it so

badly. He tells me his goal for me is to squirt when I climax reading

his stories. I long for that! He is writing and posting this, not

because he loves abusing women, but because he consented to give me

what I desired so completely. I want these abuses of him. He has

kindly agreed to give it to me. I am so thankful and so thrilled to

be able to read his story about me. Please give him lots of comments

and feedback. I cannot because I got caught touching myself while

reading one of his emails by my boyfriend and now I have to limit my

interactions with him. Please do for him what I cannot do directly

but only through my own comments on his stories. Tell him if you like

my stories. You can send me insults if you want. Don?t blame

Contrasting for being an abusive asshole?he?s doing exactly what I

asked of him and I owe him the many orgasms and the erotic ecstasy I

get from him. I can never repay him, so help me try. I?ll post my

reviews. Believe me, I?d blow him if I could do that over the

internet, if I could. He says all he wants is my descriptions of how

his words makes me feel. Help us both out and tell him how you feel

about his stories of my darkest desires. Enjoy The Taylor Project and

watch Queen Taylor be converted into Taylor, the Fuck Toy, just like I

have dreamed of so often. My thanks to Contrasting for doing this for

and to me! I?ll be his internet sex slave forever.

Love, Kisses and Blowjobs,

Taylor, The Fuck Toy

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