Hubby confessed that he wants to watch me play with other men. I'm not ready to jump in and go all the way, but I'm open to taking things SLOWLY as i build my comfort level to doing more. It's all he can talk about so i owe it to him to be open minded. I really do want to do this, EVENTUALLY, but i want to make sure he can truly handle this like he says he can. I don't want him to be jealous, insecure or threatened. I'll always love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. So I'm testing the waters to see if we both can go thru with this without ruining our marriage and family. |