the_erotic_writer_girl

**Updated 1/8/19. I was molested by my stepdad when I was 10. Fondled at the age of 5, perhaps younger. These things changed who I was. I have spent my entire life dealing with what happened to me. Most of that time, I was ashamed because I didn't tell anyone, which, in my mind, meant that I must have wanted those things to happen. I have been sexually promiscuous from the time I was a young teenager and have always been attracted to older men. I now fantasize about the traumatic abuse that happened to me. In my attempt to understand why I would fantasize about these horrible things, I have found that there are many others just like me. I am not alone. I write about the things that happened to me. I also write about my fantasies which primarily deal with incest, but also expand into various other kinks. Writing is my form of therapy. I am not a professional writer but do enjoy writing immensely. I hope to develop my skills as I go along and hope that my readers will be patient with me. Writing has helped me accept the things that happened. I'm open-minded and enjoy hearing from people. Please understand that I do not write novels. I write short stories. I came from Tumblr when they began censorship on Dec. 17th. I am used to writing captions for gifs which inspired me. I also wrote some stories on Tumblr but nothing even short story worthy. This is all new to me. Some of you have commented that I just "jumped right in" to the heart of the story. Yes. I don't need to include history. I will when it feels right to me. I'm the creator of my stories. I write what comes from my imagination, not what pleases others. I have to stay true to myself or the work will not be worth the read at all. If you want to read novels, may I suggest Stephen King or Dean Koontz.
I must also ask that you be respectful if leaving feedback. If you do not like the things I write about then don't read them. That is my best advice for you. I am not going to stop writing about these uncomfortable topics. Having a rude comment about one of my stories is like somebody actually blaming me for the sexual abuse that I went through. I welcome constructive criticism about my work.