To be loved with a hunger, a lust, a desire that can't be reasoned with or forestalled.
To be taken again and again without regret or pause or remorse.
To be a toy, a rag doll, a thing, an object of passion.
To be used over and over again until I almost break.
Then, wet and battered, put away lovingly, tenderly with one final hug...
Like a old, familar, favorite teddy bear... after a good cry.