40 year old woman with kids. Married to a wonderful and loving husband. Had a 4 year affair as a slave to a friend of my brother before he dumped me. My memories desires and fantasies are with me still. I was, and still feel that I am, able to totally separate my submissive sexual persona from my loving and devoted role as wife and mother. And, yes, my sex life with my husband is wonderful; it is just vanilla. I love him so much and know that he loves me devotedly. However he cannot fill my my needs to submit. I don't think he will suddenly become dominant and so I expect that eventually I'll find another man to serve.
