aScarredAngel

i am: amorphous// i contradict myself but am rarely a hypocrite// i am the point on the horizon where the sky touches the sea. my waves webb infinitely// lost// bi-polar// a baby bird caged by her own bones and self-doubt; just aching to break free of these invisible chains binding her to lonely monotany, so she can S O A R// ever a believer in love as an ideal, i also fear i will never find it// far too complicated to be understood by you or even me// i have tasted deaths' darkness and was robbed of its' peace. i fear this life is just a cheat and i will go off, beaten into the night// i never give up without a fight// the angel with the serpents' tongue//TURN-ONS: giving a BJ, getting my pussy eaten, my CLIT, dreads// spikes// tattoos// piercings// being picked up or suspended// dominance// all-night conversations// artists,writers,musicians// girls dressed like boys// drummers//being naked outside// somebody i can learn from// being needed// whispered sweet- nothings// obsession// dark humor, but ability to see the beauty in life// live music// people trying to fuck with me (mmm, bring it on baby! )// face touching while kissing// magic fingers// self-sufficiency TURN-OFFS: // hypocrisy// country music// pop// boring people (i.e. followers of the mundane)// junkies// cheaters// people that always bitch about their lives but never listen to anybody else// fakers (an awful lotta talk without any follow thru)// people online that hide behind walls of anonymity to talk shit about other people// People that judge me cuz of my job// people that use me up then lose interest in me// immaturity// people without a creative bone in their body