A period of time ago, I was utterly enthralled with a wonderful, intelligent, wise and dominant woman.
My fears began to eat at me, and my pride did not allow me to adequately deal with those fears, or seek help from her.
I have spent every day since then regretting my mistakes, but those regrets have led to improvements in my personal philosophy, maturity and outlook on life.
Despite this emotional growth, I continue to regret spurning her, and my improvements are an attempt (even if she does not know it) to make myself worthy of her.
Location
Outside Pittsburgh