I have been a sexual submissive all my life, but am only recently embracing it, after years of internal conflict due to a fundamentalist religious upbringing. Over the last few years, I’ve undergone a journey away from meeting others’ expectations, and toward following my own internal compass, not just sexually, but in every area of my life. I’ve come to believe that my submissiveness is a sexual orientation, not a perversion, and that it’s hard-wired into my brain. I can’t exorcise it any more than a homosexual can decide not to be gay. So, in fighting my submissiveness, I fought the very core of my sexual self. Over the last nine months, I’ve developed an intense love relationship with a man I originally met on a non-BDSM community web site. We began as friends, but as we opened up to one another, we discovered that we are two halves of a whole. We first met in person in March of this year, and are now living together. As time goes on, we continue to explore our deepest desires with one another, while learning more about BDSM, each other, and ourselves.
I have a web site where I blog about a number of topics, including BDSM, D/s & TPE relationships, my feelings about my sexual identity, and my experiences as a consensual sex slave.
I also have some finished fictional works and others in progress, including a novel, but have not yet submitted anything to Literotica.
Location
Toronto, Canada