A Wild Need To Cum

The first few months of college were a blur of new experiences, friends, and concerns. Here I was just an 18 year old virgin intent on keeping my purity until the right person came along. But as months passed I not only saw more sexual sights and things done at parties and in dorm rooms but on the lawns of the campus and at pledging events. I became more and more distracted and increasingly curious about my sexual thoughts that just wouldn't go away. In fact that's about all I could think about.

As a virgin I still feared the experience and wondered constantly what it would be like the first time, how would it feel, would it hurt would I enjoy it? And most importantly, would I be able to have an orgasm. Then there was a question of whether or not I should I let the guy cum inside. What would that feel like when he did? And lastly birth control, which should I use?

I had been experimenting with masturbation for quiet a while now so that I could feel the pleasure, but not having to worry about all the risks so deeply instilled in me from my parents, church and others. But my eyes and brain both began to wander, whenever I would noticed a good-looking guy in my classes. And, I would wonder how big his cock was when it was hard and how he was in bed. Then I would think they were just out to get laid like my mom always told me they were. Or, I would think that just maybe there should be more to the first time I gave my cherry than have a young stud taking his pleasure, and then brag to his friends that he had fucked a virgin. Little did I know just how the course of my life would change and lead me into a totally new and surprising erotic direction.

I met Nathan at the part time job I took in order to earn some money to pay for school. Actually he was my mentor while I was an intern at his company. The college thinks that life experiences are just as important as standard book knowledge. Therefore, each student completes an internship no matter what his or her major may be.

Nathan was friendly as well as business like from the start, and showed me quiet a few things about the job I was to perform. He had this nature about him and I didn't feel the usual shyness when talking with new people that I usually had. He was 35, single, with brown hair streaked with gray and deep brown eyes that sparkle when he smiles. He also has an impressive athletic build with wide shoulders, which taper to a narrow waist and well defined yet smooth stomach. We worked together 3 sometimes 4 days a week and a few times during the weekend during the busy months.

My blossoming sexual mind began to visualize touching that body and being held in his tender embrace. It was the highlight of my week when I found that we would be working alone, just the two of us. Just he and I alone in the big office most of the time right next to each other. I started to cherish our days together and felt I could talk with him honestly and seriously about anything. Besides helping me learn the world of finance he was starting to seem like an old friend who I could really open up to about anything. And I did. I told him all about my life and that I was a virgin.

On Fridays we decided to go out for something to eat since work ended later than usual. The school cafeteria had long since closed and this was a much better alternative than a frozen dinner from the microwave in my dorm. We both went home to shower, and change. In the shower I began to think about Nathan and couldn't help but fantasize about his cock as I rubbed my pussy picturing holding me tight making love to me.

I smiled and decided that I would shave my pussy. My roommate had told me shaving makes oral sex from a man's tongue feel so much better. No that I felt I would get any oral sex from Nathan tonight but a girl can dream. Once I had a smooth pussy, I dressed thinking that later I would come home and get myself off while I dreamed of Nathan's tongue on my clit.

After I finished shaving I dried off and dressed in white lace bra and bikini panties. I put on my shortest skirt, which accentuated the gentle curves of my hips and revealed my legs emerging from a little higher than mid thigh. I pulled my tight tank top over my head to show my 32B breasts pressing hard against the material. I blushed as I saw my nipples against the material and I imagined Nathan's hands and mouth cupping, licking and caressing each one. With a sigh I came back to reality and realized my panties had become damp with my wetness.

"What am I thinking, Nathan is older and probably doesn't even think of me other than as an intern at work or a young friend. But I bet unlike the one track minds of guys my age, he must really know how to please a woman before fucking her."

I smiled and thought of his brown eyes looking passionately into his he made love to my body before he fucked me long and hard. A man like him carried just as much about a woman's orgasm as his own. I quickly finished getting ready and tried to push the sexual thoughts from my mind. I headed to the restaurant to meet up with him.

About 20 minutes later, at the restaurant, Nathan saw me and strolled over towards me smiling as he watched me walking from my car towards the entrance. "You look real nice Lisa," he said, as his gaze traveled from my head to my feet and back up again lingering for just for a moment at the my hips and the curves of my breasts. He guided me into the restaurant, placing a gentle touch of his hand to the small of my back. He even pulled the chair out for me! As we waited for our food to arrive we made small talk about work and my classes.

I noticed him looking at me as if he wanted to say something. "What is it?" I asked feeling for the first time a hint of shyness.

"Lisa, I know you told me you are a virgin but I was wondering how much longer you can go on without letting some man see that beautiful tight body of yours in his bed? Have you ever wanted to loose it and have sex?"

I blushed blood red! He bent forward and whispered, as his breath became warm in my ear "Do you know what you have been doing to me these weeks we have been working together? I mean the way you walk and press your body against my arm when we are studying something, or the way you sit and cross and recross your legs? Do you know you are driving me crazy?"

I was shocked and showed it. I tried to speak but finally just shook my head no.

He held my hand and moved even closer to my face and ear. As he talked his voice gave me chills. I shivered from it. He smiled and took both of my hands and held them tight and said: "Well then I'll have to tell you. My cock is hard and swollen with blood with a big purple head everyday when you leave work Lisa. I want to make love to you. I mean I want to be your first! I want us to go all the way tonight. Come back to my place tonight don't go back to your room. Come home with me Lisa and let me make love to you, teach you and give you the pleasure of sex, complete sex."

I must have been three shades of red now and started to actually shake inside because I wanted him too. Only I didn't know how bad he wanted me. He added as he captured the tip of my ear between his teeth and bit gently: "Let me be the one who takes your virginity. Let me show you how great sex can be."

His eyes were now looking directly into mine. He came closer and lightly kissed me. My hands trembled as I tensed under his first seduction. He reached under the table and touched my smooth upper thigh just at the edge of my skirt. As he continued to look deeply into my eyes. I sat there looking at his handsome face and not saying anything. I felt his hand move up under the hem of my skirt and slide down between my thighs. He was stroking my right inner leg making me hotter and full of sexual need. No, I was burning up inside. Luckily we were seated in a secluded corner of the restaurant because he began to move his hand slowly higher still up my leg. I didn't stop him or say a word.

His eyes twinkled devilishly as he looked into my eyes and as he kissed me again I felt his tongue slip into my mouth and his hand touching the corner of my panty leg no more than an inch from my pussy. I squeezed my legs together capturing his hand on the smoothness of the upper end of my inner thigh. When he covered my panty cupping my pussy, my first reaction was to moan but then I remembered and said to myself: "My god if he touches my naked pussy he'll know I shaved it!"

As I was thinking it, Nathan ran a hand under the panty leg and over my freshly shaven pussy. As his fingers went under my panties and over my bald pussy he smiled at me and said: "A virgin who shaves! I like it Lisa! I like that a lot. And I want to see it."

I jumped when his fingers located my pussy hole and I reached for his hand. I moaned the word: "No. No Nathan not here. Not in the restaurant please. Wait until we get in your car!"

As I held his hand on my pussy, for some reason I didn't move it. I simply held it against my wet cunt and pressed slightly. Then he whispered, "Open you legs wider for me Lisa. Open them."

I don't know why I did but I did. I opened my thighs wide and Nathan began to stroke up and down my smooth shaved pussy. I knew he could feel my wetness but I didn't care, I let him! I kept my thighs opened and held his hand directly on my pussy as my tongue danced at his lips and he stroked me so softly and gently. The first person other than myself to ever touch me there was now doing it in a crowded restaurant and I loved it. I moaned softly as I sucked on his tongue and he made love to my virgin pussy.

As I closed my eyes I moaned his name. He kissed me a little harder as he rubbed three of his fingers up and down my entire wet slit. Then as I sighed I felt one of his fingers move into the entrance of my hole. As it entered my hole slowly, I didn't say no this time. I opened my thighs wider still. I moaned again. He had his entire hand now under the smooth fabric of my bikini panties; thighs spread wide open and letting him caress the smooth skin and hole between my legs.

As Nathan separated the folds of my pussy lips his finger began to enter my virgin pussy hole I just tried to speak, but only sighed the word, "Oh Nathan! Oh God your hand feels like magic! Oh god Nathan I am going to cum!" But, I didn't stop him!

I had to fight to stifle a moan as he entered me slowly but steady with that one finger. As he pushed and pumped it into me I pushed against it. Then he followed the first finger with another one. It felt so big going in. I opened my legs wider yet and moaned his name again. He put his arm around me and pulled me closer to him. As we kissed and let our tongues fight; Nathan continued to drive me crazy with his two fingers inside my pussy as he made love to it under the table. My brain was racing! "Was this really happening?" I thought as my mind raced and his hand and fingers explored deeper and deeper inside me. I could feel him bumping up against my hem.

"Nathan" I gasped as he continued exploring my pussy and pushing deeper into my hole. "Nathan I'm a virgin. I wasn't kidding!" I whispered.

"I know, and if you will relax a little and let me Lisa, I plan on making you a little less virginal after tonight. I can show you what sex is all about. How it can feel so good when you reach a mind-blowing orgasm from someone who really wants to guide you into the world of intercourse and have it be enjoyable and pleasant. Oh Lisa, it feels so much better when you have an orgasm from someone else giving it to you. I'll be gentle and loving and make you enjoy it."

I smiled and said, "I don't know Nathan, I'm so scared."

He told me about using his tongue and his fingers and his hands and finally his cock. He whispered in my ear how I would go wild when he licked my pussy. He smiled and said that it would be even better since I had shaved down there.

I said, " Oh Nathan it's not that I don't want to be with you, it's that I'm frighten. Frighten it will hurt me so bad. That's what I have been told."

Nathan continued to tell me, "I will also show you how to give a man the pleasure he needs before I finally take that barrier away and show you what it's like to have a man's cock buried deep inside of you."

He explained seductively in my ear about the thrill of oral sex and what it would do to me as my body felt the stirrings of passion and lust from someone else touching it for the first time. "I'm scared Nathan." I said as I trembled and tears welled up in my eyes.

"You might be scared but your body gives you away Lisa. It tells me you want to continue," he said as his fingers were brought out of my panties first to let me see the wetness, my wetness. And, secondly he showed me his fingers as he put them to his mouth and licked them clean. I heard him moan this time

"Don't be scared. I will be gentle, and loving and easy. We can at least have you enjoy oral sex. Then we'll I'll only proceed when you tell me you are ready," he said as he wiped a tear tenderly off my cheek and kissed me again.

"Do you know what I mean when I say I will lick and suck your pussy first so you will be very wet and very, very aroused, aroused enough to accept me?" he finished as he took my hands in his and squeezed them.

I said: "I . . . I don't Know Nathan. I don't know."

He said: "Would you come home with me and try?"

I said: "Yes." I don't know why I said yes. Maybe it was my time and he was the one. Maybe it was the touch of this man. Maybe it was my growing need. It was a need that seemed to get worst every day. But whatever the reason, I said yes. And we sat looking at each other hold hands.

The waiter soon came by and he told the man to package it up e out since we both had to leave. We both had other things on our minds. Nathan held his arm around my body as we walked to his car. He told me we could pick my car up tomorrow. He opened the door for me and I slid in. His eyes watched my legs open a little as I got in. He shut the door and soon after we were pulling into the complex where he lived. We held each other as we walked to his door. I told him again that I was so scared. I knew he could feel me shaking with it.

Immediately upon entering and locking the door Nathan pulled me to him and kissed me hard, thrusting his tongue into my mouth. I accepted it and sucked on it as I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. He held me as I bent my back pressing against him. My tongue began exploring and tasting the inside of his mouth and then his entered mine. He asked me, " Are you glad you came?"

I shook my head yes. He said, "Then tell me. Tell me how you feel."

I tried to look him in the eye but didn't make it. I told him, " I'm glad I'm here with you it's very exciting, but I'm also very scared.

He smiled and said, "I'm very glad you're here too Lisa. Please don't be scared. I'm going to be very gentle with you. And I promise you will love everything we do starting with the feeling of oral sex and everything else that goes with it. But first you should get interested in my body and let me get interested in yours. OK?"

I shook my head and he slowly began running his hands all over my body as he began removing pieces of my clothing. He told me if I had any questions I should ask him and I should also explore his body with my hands and eyes. I didn't stop him but watched his fingers first unbutton my blouse. As it slid it off my shoulders as we both watched it fall to the floor. He kissed me again and after kissing down my neck and into my cleavage he told me: "Lisa! You are so beautiful! I had no idea you had such a wonderful body to share with me."

His hands reached up and cupped my breasts for only a moment before his mouth came down and sucked my nipple on the outside of my bra. I held his head with my hands holding his mouth over one of my breasts. I sighed and said, "Oh Nathan!"

Then it was my short shirt. Nathan smiled at me as his eyes held my eyes. I felt him run his hands down my sides and then up under my skirt over each of my thighs all the way to the top of my panties. He had my skirt up to my panties and was teasing me a little as his hands sweep over my pussy and stomach up under my skirt. I jumped and reached for his hand. He moved his hands off my pussy and I started to relax. Then we both heard the snap and zipper being undone on my skirt. He looked at me and said, "Lisa, do you want to take this off?" I said, "Yes, yes I think so Nathan.

He said, "No Lisa, yes or no. Do you want me to take your skirt off?"

I said, "Yes I want you to take it off," and as he pushed it down over my hips I wiggled out of the short tight skirt. When it hit the floor, he held my hand as I stepped out of it. As he undressed me, I now stood there not moving just watching him as he stepped back and looked at my body. I was standing before him now in only in my bra and tiny bikini panties.

"MMMM Lisa, your body is so beautiful and very sexy. I never realized how beautiful it was but now that I see it I think you are unbelievable lovely" Nathan almost moaned the words as he pulled me to him and again rubbed my body against his as held me tight.

I felt the bulge of his cock hard in his slacks against my naked thigh as we pressed together. He pressed his hips against me and began to rotate his bulge against my pussy. He smiled down at me and kissed my neck as he whispered in my ear, "Now it's your turn. Take my clothes off. Take my slacks off and release my cock for me Lisa. I'm getting so hard it hurts. Take it out and hold it, touch it, look at it, see what you have been doing to me all these weeks. Hurry Lisa, it needs to be set free baby!"

I hesitated only for a moment. But, he took my hand and placed it on the outside of his slacks. I could feel his cock jumping and throbbing. He placed my other hand on his zipper and told me, "Take it out for me Lisa please. Show me you want this, take it out baby and hold it in your hand."

I looked down at his bulge and slowly unzipped his fly. He told me in a whisper: "Now take it out Lisa and feel it, look at it. See for yourself how hard it is. You should look at it and know about it. I will tell you all about my cock and explain what everything is once you release it. Take it out now Lisa and let me show you how hard I am for you!"

I sighed deeply and as my hands shook with excitement, I reached into his pants and took out his cock. It was beautiful! I looked so hard and thick and long. It throbbed in my hand like it was beating. In face it was the first real live male cock I had ever seen. As I unbelted his slacks and they opened more, it emerged completely from his boxers. I could feel its heat and its hard ness with the skin around the hardness so soft. As I took the shaft in my hand I began to stroke it and squeeze it listening to him tell me what to do. God this was beginning to be just like I had only dreamed of doing until now. I looked up at his face and smiled as he told me, "See it won't bit you. But, do you see how hard it is Lisa? You make it that way. When I see you, and stand next to you and we brush against each other while we work, I get hard like this everyday. God Lisa you make me so hot."

I caressed every inch of his 7-inch cock and the large set of balls that hung under them. Teasing the head with my nails rubbing gently across it and under the fat mushroom cock head, I pumping the shaft making him moan. Then my hands moving down the shaft as I worked on my first very, very hard cock doing everything Nathan told me to do. When a drop of pre-cum entered the hole in the cock head, Nathan told me all about it and how it got there. He told me to take my finger and wipe it off and then taste it. I did and it wasn't nasty like I was sure it would be. In fact it had almost not taste, maybe a little sweet. After a few minutes, Nathan said, "Oh god Lisa that feels so good baby! But if we don't stop I'm going to cum and I don't want to, not yet, not like, this anyway. There will be time for that in a little while. I didn't want to orgasm yet, I want you to have a few before you give me my own."