ForGiveness 2

running for my life
in search of hope
faith has led me wrong
and i find my self going astray

lonliness
has me in a place i prayed to get out of
didn't ask the higher power
so im in the mirror
looking for someone to blame

in love with someone thats bad for me
she let go
i let go
but it was after heart break and shaming me

didin't separate
what i wanted from what i needed
now i'm a lost soul
asking jesus to remove this hurt
constantly with the word please

feels like i'm on death row
and i recieve no letters
no one cares
its just me and sorrow

searching for the positive
somehow i find none
maybe i'm in denile
but i did the best any true man would

i was lost with out faith
but i prayed things would get better
every day i write god a letter
so i feel like a kid a christmas
still waiitning on a response

crying is all i feel
you are still a man is all i get
with all this hurt and set backs
my soul tells me
learn the art of forgiveness