Self-abuse

I lay back on my bed and pushed play on the VCR remote control. The figures on the screen moved into action. She knelt before him, stroking his hardon with one hand; the tip of his cock disappearing in her mouth, while her other hand played with his balls. I watched the head of his cock move between her wet lips as she moved her head forward. He moved his hips forward and more of his cock entered her mouth and her cheeks hollowed as she sucked on his prick.

I poured oil from the mouth of the bottle onto the tip of my cock and watched as it slowly spread out over the head and down my cock. Holding my dick at the base with one hand, I used the fingers of my other hand to spread the oil around my cock, working it into the skin. I poured more oil on my cock and worked it up and down my cock, feeling the smooth skin under my lubricated fingers. Curling my fingers around my prick, I stroked my well-oiled cock and sighed at the familiar feelings spreading outward from my penis, groin, and belly.

I watched as she swallowed more of the prick now glistening with her saliva. Her head moved faster back and forth on his cock and he moaned. The porn star placed his hands on her head and started fucking her face with his hard shiny prick.

I placed my cock on my belly and poured oil on my balls. Using both hands I gently rubbed the oil into the hairy sac, feeling my testicles slide around. I barely squeezed on a testicle and it slid out of my fingers in its hairy sac. I did the same to the other testicle and watched it move across the oil-soaked sac. As I watched her suck his cock, I massaged my balls, delighting in the sensations.

I moved a finger down and rubbed the area between the base of my cock and balls and anus, shivering at the sensation I felt. Moving the tip of my finger further, I touched my anus and a thrill coursed through my body. I spread my legs apart, raised my butt up, and slid my finger to the first joint in my asshole. I felt a slight stinging sensation and reversed my finger and the pain disappeared.

I looked up and watched as the man moved his hips back, pulling his cock from her mouth. She was still playing with his balls and I tried to imitate her, sliding my oily fingers up and down and around my scrotum.

He started to stroke his cock, grasping it firmly so that his hard shaft moved under the loose skin. Occasionally, the head of his cock would glide into her mouth and reemerge only to be covered by his hand sliding down its hard length. He started stroking his cock faster and moaned. I heard him say, "I'm cuming" and she opened her mouth wider and stuck out her tongue. Streams of white cum erupted from his cock hitting her tongue and splashing on her lips. As he moaned and continued to jackoff, more cum spurted from his cock and hit her nose and chin.

I watched as it dribbled down her face onto her chest. She licked her lips lapping up the cum she could reach with her long tongue and swallowed. He pulled on his cock and another spurt landed in her mouth. She ran her tongue around her lips and swallowed. He dropped to his knees, pulled their bodies together, and kissed her, tasting his cum.

My fingers had slid down and I was rubbing my anus. I slid a finger in and the stinging sensation returned. I relaxed and did not move. The stinging sensation started to ebb and I moved my finger around a bit.

Experimenting, trying to find how much, and how deep I could go, I pushed my finger in and out of my asshole. The sting was gone and had been replaced with an impression of needing to take a crap. I moved my finger deeper and the friction on the lips of my asshole was wonderful. I shoved my finger in deeper, past the second joint and the stinging returned. Again I relaxed and did not move my ass or my finger.

With my other hand, I picked up the rubber prick and balls that I had given my wife. I moved the lifelike cock towards my mouth, wondering what it would feel like sucking on a cock and balls. What was it like for my wife and the woman on the TV screen, I wondered?

Holding the tip of the cock an inch from my mouth, I touched the tip of my tongue to the rubbery head. I ran it around the pink ridgeline, getting the head all wet with the flat of my tongue.

I opened my mouth and slid the head of the cock between my lips. I closed my lips and sucked on the semi-hard rubber head. I ran my tongue around it, and sucking, pulled and pushed more of the cock into my mouth. I could feel the veins on the artificial shaft with my lips and tongue as it slowly went in. I felt a strange thrill as more of the cock went in. It touched my throat and I gagged. I moved the cock back and took a deep breath. The gagging disappeared.

I moved my finger in my ass and felt no pain. I moved the finger in and out and it felt strangely wonderful. The need to take a crap had disappeared. I moved my finger deeper and still there was no pain. I moved my finger out until just the tip of it was in my ass. I moved another finger up next to the first and slowly pushed. I felt a faint stinging sensation as the first joint of both fingers passed the ring, but that was all. I moved my fingers deeper and felt pressure and stretching in my asshole. I moved my fingers back and forth and felt the sides of my rectum.

Hearing a moan, I glanced at the screen. The woman was down on all fours, sucking a hard cock deep in her mouth while another longer cock was driving in and out of her pussy. My wife's dildo was just inside my mouth. I took another breath and moved the cock back and forth attempting to duplicate the women's cocksucking on the screen.

I removed the fingers from my ass enjoying the new feeling as they slid out. I raised my ass and rotating my wrist placed my hand under my ass. Moving my fingers up, I pushed three of them in my asshole, and moaned. The feeling was indescribable as they slid past my opening and entered my rectum. I pushed again and lowered my ass at the same time. All three fingers were in as deep as they could go. I felt a burning in my prick. I watched as a drop of clear fluid formed at the slit in my cockhead. The drop fell from my prick and landed on my belly.

I started a slow fucking action with my hips. It felt wonderful, as the prick formed by my fingers plunged in and out of my ass. As the hard bony joints passed in and out, little tingling bolts of electrical-like shocks passed through me.

The cock in my mouth was driving deeper and deeper and I no longer felt like gagging. Instead, the prick sliding across my lips, into my mouth, and touching my throat was wonderful. I wondered if this was what it was like for the woman in the porno. For all women. For all cocksuckers.

Both men groaned and pulled their cocks out and started jacking off like mad. White spurts of cum landed on her back and ran down the crack of her ass. Spurts from the other cock splashed on her face and in her mouth.

I removed my fingers from my ass and rested. I watched as she sucked on the softening cock, milking it of its last drops of cum.

I picked up my wife's black vibrator and raising my ass, slowly pushed it in. The stretching sensation returned as more of the vibrator slid in my ass. I turned it on and could feel the vibrations deep in my bowels, balls, and rigid cock as I pushed it deeper. Lowering my butt on the bed I pushed it the rest of the way into my ass.

I moved my hand up to my hard cock and curled my fingers around it. I started to slowly jackoff, sliding my fingers and palm up and down my oily cock.

Stroking on my cock, I sucked on the dildo, taking it deeper each time I drove it in.

I felt the familiar feelings start in my balls, groin and cock and knew I was about to erupt. I moved my hands faster, the one on my own real cock and the other driving the unreal cock in and out of my mouth.

I gasped at the feelings as I deepthroated the rubber dick, jacked off my cock and squeezed the vibrator in my ass.

I actually screamed as I came, blowing the dildo from my mouth. Hot cum spurted from my cock and landed on my neck, chest, and arms. More spurts arced in the air as I stroked my dick. The room disappeared as I shut my eyes and my hips rose off the bed.

I felt drops hit my chest and I opened my eyes, my hips in the air and my hand a blur on my cock. I lowered my hips as the spurts of cum lessened.

I continued to stroke my cock and cum oozed from the slit. I reached down and tried to pick up some of the cooling globs of cum. They slid from my fingers like the whites of an egg. I raised my fingers to my mouth and tasted cum for the first time in my life. It was salty and slightly bitter.

I scooped up some more and sucked it from my fingers. The taste was not at all offensive and I swallowed it.

Using my fingers I rubbed the drops and rivulets of cum on my neck, chest and arms into my skin, feeling it get sticky as the cum dried.

I used the towel I had placed on the bed earlier and cleaned myself up.

I pushed stop on the remote, and getting up removed the tape from the VCR, placing it back into the box.

I walked into the den, turned on the computer, and wrote this story, the vibrator still in my ass, small drops of cum oozing from the slit of my still hard cock, sliding down the shiny head...