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Click hereI'm trying not to cry.
I'm so tired of crying.
I'm trying not to scream.
I'm so tired of screaming.
I'm trying not to be depressed.
I'm so tired of being depressed.
I'm trying to be okay with being lonely.
I'm so tired of being lonely.
I'm trying not to be pissed off.
I'm so tired of being pissed off.
I'm trying to stay sane.
I'm so tired of feeling insane.
I'm trying to get free.
I'm so tired of being locked up.
I'm trying not to need help.
I'm so tired of feeling so needy.
I'm trying not to remember.
I'm so tired of remembering.
I'm trying not to miss you.
I'm so tired of missing you.
I'm trying to be normal.
I'm so tired of being different.
I'm trying to be worthy.
I'm so tired of being worthless.
I'm trying to be vanilla.
I'm so tired of being kinky.
I'm trying not to be empty.
I'm so tired of feeling empty.
I'm trying to let go.
I'm so tired of holding on.
I'm trying to forgive.
I'm so tired of holding in the hurt.
I'm trying to love myself.
I'm so tired of hating myself.
I'm trying not to wish for more.
I'm so tired of wanting more.
I'm trying not to dream.
I'm so tired of dreaming.
I'm trying to heal.
I'm so tired of being broken.
I'm trying to rest.
I'm so tired of being so tired.
Sounds like you need a hug. And a hug. A hug from a friend. Good take at the duality modern society forces upon us.