Face Fuck Book #15--CeCe

Face Fuck Book #15--CeCe
I've looked for you for years
       there you are!
       I lost you CeCe
       I lost my virginity
      ( what little was left of it)
I tried tracers through the post office
       went down to the union headquarters
       on 47th where your dad hung out
Couldn't find him either
Where did you all go?
Your mother hated me
She moved you to another city leaving no forwarding address?
If she knew we were having sex every day
       white ford convertible
       big bench seats
       just fit
       short skirt rolled up
       panties down
       a proper missionery
       twilight rondevuses
       where to throw the brim filled condoms?
She would have shot me
How did you keep it a secret?
       you started missing your period.
       my buddies wife called
       pretending girlfriend
Your mom caught on
Grabbed the phone away
       last time I heard your voice
       so long ago
       can hardly hear it now
Do you still have the ring?
       hidden away
       from husband? children?        
I am your forgotten past
Searched every where
        never found you
        think I stopped loving you?
        never
Your mom
       a witch on wheels
       a wheel bitch
       destroyed us
In the end I  got on      
       swept off by tidal currents
       altered the past forever
How did you get on?
       all went well?
Do you think of me and smile?
       I think of you
       with tears...