Forbidden Love

- I am sorry if my rhyming is not perfect. In my head and heart it felt perfect -

I always wanted love at first sight
Our love would be so bright
Fighting would hardly happen
And our love would never slacken
Is it wrong that I wanted it to be a girl
She would definitely be my pearl
Fear drove me to find a man
And now he has my hand
It was a long and ruff road
The tears have definitely flowed
So much fighting
Makes me want to get struck by lightening
What if he is not the one
How do I know our love is done
If I leave I will not want another man
A woman will be my plan
My family will disown me
They will not want to see
They say I will go to hell
But I really can't tell
I am scared
For all to be bared
How can what I feel be wrong
I really want to be strong
Fear led me to a man
Was that suppose to be my plan
My thoughts race
Wanting to find your face
We have never met
But I am willing to bet
When we finally meet
I'll have a hard time staying on my feet
Our eyes will lock
Lots of time will pass on the clock
Neither of us realize were staring
But our hearts will be blaring
Our eyes will have the same look
You will be able to read me like an open book
Just the thought of you makes me want to be better
I would love to get your love letter
I want to be her world
And she will make my head swirl
Your call will make my heart skip
Your name will make my frown flip
Our love will have no end
It will never break only bend
You will make my fears disappear
Your voice is all I want to hear
I have always been the pursuer
But it will be different with her
She will never let me be
Until she has me see
Our love is not forbidden
It should never be hidden
She will touch my soul
And I will always be in her hold
Neither one of us can live with out the other
Our lives will be together
Your love for me will be so strong
That you will have me before to long
You won't let me live with out you
Because without you I will be blue
You will make me fall so hard
I will think why did I marry that retard
I won't leave him on a wim
You will be the ONLY reason I leave him
You will give me courage
You won't let me get discouraged
I hope you find me
Because waiting for you I will be