Mind of Straight Married Cocksucker

This describes me so well, except I can't seem to make it happen

I'm with anon

I can't seem to make it happen either, but is seems soooooo hot!! loved it.

Another dedicated cocksucker here.

This is a great description of me. I've been lucky to have it happen numerous times, at a bath house, in a park, in a restroom, in a car, in his home, in my home, anywhere safe. I can never get enough. I'd love to experience a bukkake. I want to be filled with and covered in cum. I want to experience cock after cock using me and filling me. Still my greatest desire and dream.

Me, too.

This also describes me except for step 10. I have never felt any guilt. Maybe it's because my wife is aware. Also, I don't like hotels, either mine or his. I like bathhouses, mainly for the anonymity and the multiple cocks available.
Thanks for writing.

Well done!

Well organized and well written--5 stars.
This will no doubt strike a chord with many readers.

Ditto

What I love the most about facials is for the man I've been sucking to rinse the cum from my face with his warm piss.

Interesting story

Read it. Found it strange. Didn't rate it. Just figured that, after I ogled your sexy legs and feet, I owed it to you to read your story. I'm extremely envious of your husband, who gets to enjoy seeing, stroking, kissing, licking, etc. those legs and feet and having them wrapped around him as he comes in you. Thanks.

Your either queer or your not

Idiots like this are only good for bringing HIV home to a loving normal women.

Intriguing

Interesting narrative, fascinating that it is a composite. I suspect lots of guys who consider themselves straight are also entranced by other guy's cocks but then for many, things get so complicated, especially when married, especially if the sexual compartments exist.
Nice descriptions, you capture a lot of the mixed feelings that go along with new encounters.

Excellent!

You have certainly captured the essense of my biggest fantasy...being a submissive, used cock sucker. I find it interesting and a little relieving that I share a submissive streak with other "straight" married men. Not sure why but I really get off on this genre of porn.

Alas, this will have to remain a fantasy for me as I don't wish to risk losing my life and/or family to satisfy my desires but thank you for this great story!!

This is not a straight man....

Bisexual for sure. The claim to being straight is absurd and if it weren't so sad it would be laughable. The very notion of a straight married cocksucker is an oxymoron when he is at choice*. He is conflicted for sure and needs to address his shame. The sexual proclivity is not shameful, the sneaking about and deception are.

*Those who are forced to suck cock are a whole different story.

Insightful

Intelligent, well written and insightful.

Describes a lot of guys

This describes me. I've never done it and doubt I will, but this is a huge fantasy! I like the submissiveness of it all just like this. Thanks for writing it!

me too

Im just like this geeeeezzz

My fantasy exactly

You hit it perfectly, Jasmine. I'm a straight married man but can't deny a fascination with other men's cocks and an insatiable desire to suck one/several. Thanks for writing this.

Very Hot

A fantasy of mine for sure. I eat my own cum dreaming it's from a hot horny guy!

That's so me

Just had to comment on this story (hopefully a series of 10 stories as promised). I so relate to this cock slut. I too am a cock slut. I recently joined the YMCA and when in the sauna or steam room I stare at all the naked cocks and dream about getting on my knees and serving one or all of them. Unfortunately (or fortunately) it hasn't happened. not because I don't want it to, but because nobody ever noticed my hungry looks, or if they did, ignored them.Some Day!!!

Truly a dream of mine!

I dream vivid dreams about sucking nice hard cocks and have had these dreams since I was young. I am affected by what people think and say of me so I haven't wanted to suck cocks yet, although I have had many offers to suck and get sucked. I went to a friends house who was gay and he wanted me to show him my cock. So I did. It wasn't hard so he didn't pursue me. I reluctantly have turned down many offers. I am not sure I could handle any rumors of general conversation about being called a cocksucker. As I get older I do realize that none of the name calling matters. What is important is ones own happiness. Or is it ones own happy penis?

Could describe me

I have never acted on it and probably will not actively pursue it but it certainly remains a good hot jerk off fantasy. I'm not sure I would decline a chance to try it though if an opportunity somehow presented itself, preferably with some one I know that would be 100% safe. Would I feel guilty, maybe, not sure. I enjoyed the story.

Perfect...

You described everything to a perfect t. It's almost like you wrote this for me. Was reading and playing with myself, then used my past encounters as material to cum. Sat there with my head numb and eyes closed for a couple minutes before doing anything. Simply amazing.

Pretty much

This story is very spot on with how I feel, too.
I don't look at men with desire. I don't want to get intimate with men. But I want to feel a cock shoot down my throat. I want the owner of the cock to be faceless and nameless - but not voiceless as I want to hear him grunt and groan and call me all kinds of nasty names. And when it's over, I don't want to be his pal. I just want to feel him pump his cum down my throat now and then... although the thought of a facial is getting more and more appealing!

Great story!

Well Done!

Great piece. Well written, very relatable. I have experienced so many of the things you write about, it gives me more courage to be myself. We are not alone, or unique, or freaks. We are humans, in infinite variety. Thank you!

Wow, that is so me

I view myself as strictly a cocksucker, no emotional ties to men but love sucking their penises. I am engaged and been wondering if I should tell me fiance... She's pretty conservative though. I've been struggling for the 2yrs we've dated not to suck. Somehow I've made it even though its nearly all I think about now.

Love this

I have all those thought but I stop lying about being straight I know I am bi

Another great story from you

This is me

This could totally be me. I feel like you wrote this about me. I go through all the same things and I love it.

This Me

I think of this all of it? I'm bi- love to suck and love to be sucked. this is right on the mark. Thank you

I have gone a huge step ahead

I can relate to all of the guilt and joy of sucking cocks as a"straight" man. One day, I finally admitted that I am bisexual. It was easy from there to further admit that sucking cocks is gay, so I am gay. I am also heterosexual. I love my wife, I love pussy, and I love men and their cocks and asses, and bodies in general. I am a married gay man who enjoys heterosexual sex, I am bi, I am gay, but I'm not straight. What a relief to admit the truth of what has been under my nose (and in my mouth) for so long. I am gay, and I love cocks and cum and men's assholes and fucking men and, especially, being fucked by them. My gay life is good.