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okay but could have had her controlled thoughts....

...arguing with her ego more.Always a good read anyway...

Awesome

Loved it. I hope you come out with a 2nd chapter. You will need back stoty though. Maybe having the male character come to claim her? Get caught? Be the one who set her up? Anyway just ideas from a reader awaiting what you'll write next.

I have some other

Of your stuff before, and it's often pretty good and without the hate other writers have.

This story would have been better if he did in fact rescue her, but then he finds her to be an obedient fuck slut, so he decides just to keep her for his own playmate instead of trying to really deprogram her. Or even better if it turns out he paid for her programming and the letter is her final act of will which ends with him claiming her.

The hero saves the girl, destroys the company...

and has his own personal fucktoy. I like it. That'll teach her to cheat.

Thanks , good story , I enjoyed it.

Incredible.

I love your epistolary works, and this one is no exception. Reading Justine battle her mind and body (and losing) was a wonderful experience..."I kept getting hornier and sluttier ohsh it i shuouldnt haveuse d that wordd" sent me over the edge, but I kept on reading...you definitely have a captivating writing style. Keep it up please!

I like how weird and neurotic this is--

I love imagining a different world--where females are in the position of power that males are in now! But I don't want to be as cruel as males have been and so many are still.

This also makes me think about whether if some females (inclusive) are more--or only?--excited by male dominant fantasies they should give them up for ethical/political reasons--and give up erotic feelings--short-term--hopefully--thinking the bad feelings from these fantasies are not worth any erotic pleasure?

But reality to me is people simply do change. What you imagined as a teenager, for example, when the only access you had to erotic material was showing females degraded, raped, impregnated, even murdered (all real life for females all over the world--knowing what's happening to girls and women all over the world affects every female who has this information)--what you could tolerate then isn't what you can tolerate now. Then I thought this was just the way it was--I didn't know it didn't have to be that way--I'm talking about reading and imagination here, not real life. I didn't know that sex didn't have to be the misogynistic stuff that I read by famous literary males.

I love this video below about a world where women are the ones in power! And men see what we've had to live through--and worse--and still are living through--

http://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/w omens-blog/2014/feb/11/oppressed-majority-film-wom en-eleonore-pourriat

I love fantasy stories--& films?--

I'm not sure about films--I'm not as much into them as far as erotic stuff goes--

where women do oral stuff to men--not that they're subserviant--I just like--maybe I do like visual stuff better in this particular instance--when they're not being abused in any way--watching them do whatever it is that they do--

it's just very sexy--and pretty--

even if I didn't want to do this myself--there's a lot of erotic stuff that's pretty and/or sexy that you wouldn't want to actually do (or might or do) that's still just--almost or is beautiful to look at--everything doesn't have to be reality--

like "tentacle porn"--it can be beautiful art and seductive, but no one would want to actually DO this--

I like watching the models at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoMv1njA1GA
suck on lollypops--even if there were no men in the world--I'd still love this (this video is not best in quality)--I like watching pretty, adorable, sexy women suck lollies--

and I'm a girl--

and I look at fashion mags--which is all eye/mouth porn--

Yeah there are some very gross versions of this video--

I think it's just puritans who try to degrade something pretty and natural and say you can't think this is funny, cute--because don't you know it's really this gross thing we're showing you so that you'll see the light? What you find delightful and charming is really ugly! We are the thought police! You think it's pretty, but we say it's ugly!
Now: Do you get it?
No. I still think it's pretty, adorable, and sweet.

so fuckoff

Disapproving rabbits--

we approve--

Women, pregnant women, and milk cows--

http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotat ion_139441&feature=iv&list=PLD871BF2FF127EE59&src_ vid=SMJqQ3VrcCA&v=NdVRDlmWhg4

and--semen?--it all fits in somehow--

The Holy Cow

Are you adoring animals, yet?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdVRDlmWhg4

T he Cow Goddess--hear her mooo

The Rabbit--sacred--and the moon

It's a miracle idnit?

I just wish they'd quit saying,

"Jesus Christ."

That cheapens the entire film. Is it really trying to make Christianity legit?

The film's so beautiful, that that's hard to believe, but--

why bring all this Christian symbolism into it?????????????????????????????

Do they think they can suck in more viewers this way?

DO CHURCHES--CLAIMING TO BE LIBERAL--SHOW THIS FILM AT "POT LUCKS"?

It's still a good movie and a very good use of myth--

the pregnant girl, the barn, the straw, the cows and their lowing--

TishaKovey

It's not because of Christianity, it's because

Christianity sucked up the best and most beautiful of all myth--

they were shameless--

like Nazis stealing the world's art--

Watch The Clock--

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ov4hWFjaoGM

Is this mind control?

In our dreams

That video is one of the most seductive things

I've ever seen--

the previously posted link

the black and white and the clocks and clock hands etc.

Something to make you love your--mind? Yeah, mind?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzGglt3KpII

"Dear Jacob,"

I couldn't sit next to you because I was afraid I'd tremble and you'd see.

(This is a pome.)

You never liked that I smoked pot--

admit it.

You'd look at me and say, "You're stoned!"

So what? I wasn't going to a job interview--

And what you called stoned, most people wouldn't have. But you did make me feel paranoid and ashamed. You never got stoned.

You said I was allowed to drink. That was ok. Healthy.

But pot smoking made people spacy, etc.

You were an asshole, Jacob--

you wouldn't have wanted even medical pot to be legal

or for fey people to be married (though why they'd want to is anyone's guess)

Do you have a mind?

Dunno--draino?

Brains down the drain?

I'M GOING TO GIT SUM POT IF IT'S THE LAST THING I EVER DO--
I'M TIRED OF THIS TYRANNY--

great dunno then you'll turn into a pothead as well as an alcoholic--

sowhatfucyu--SO WAS BUKOWSKI

WELL HE WAS A GUY NOW WUDDNT HE?

THERE JEAN RHYS, FUCK FACE--

no why its called the dum dum project?

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

its for potheads

which is what youll be IF YOU EVER SMOKE POT AGAIN

o g wel fuc me fas

DONT WORRY DIDKHED I DONT HAVE ANY

(ah pretening)

FYI: http://www.bulletproofexec.com/sleep-hacking-1-mil lion-people-prove-sleeping-5-hours-is-healther-tha n-sleeping-8-hours

" ... data shows that sleeping 5 hours per night (as I’ve done for the last 18 months) is slightly *safer* than sleeping 8 hours per night, at least if you define safe as “not dying.”

http://www.bulletproofexec.com/sleep-hacking-1-m illion-people-prove-sleeping-5-hours-is-healther-t han-sleeping-8-hours

But was--Justine?--losing to her body or her mind? Both?

"Reading Justine battle her mind and body (and losing) ... "

Just curious.

I'm too

Im losing

to tentacle porn--sp?

I'm a "strange operation in this land of potted plants" Belle & Sebastian in "Your Cover's Blown"

"Crazy Arms That Long To Hold You"-- dedicated with much love to THE GIANT SQUID--darlin, I'll never forget--

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8gRBkQ5p uk

The link was supposed to be to

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8gRBkQ5puk

with all my love to Giant Squid

(Jerry Lee Lewis and Emmylou Harris--"Crazy Arms")

women won't take it passively any more--or gays or people of color

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4UWxlVvT1A

Pourri at made her film five years ago. It won an award at a festival in Kiev but made little impact in France or online. So why its contagion now?

Still from Oppressed Majority by Eléonore Pourriat "Actually, when I made it I hoped
there would be an interest like this," she says. "In France five years ago people asked me if being a feminist was so contemporary. Today no one asks. The feminist fight is more important now. Five years ago I felt like an alien. Now my film is making a buzz because rights are in danger. You see that in Spain with abortion rights. The whole thing about marriage for all, the homophobia and sexism. It is like a black tide today in France."

Have you ever wanted a big white dog?

Any big (nice) white dog. Like Belle--who hung out with you when you did fun stuff, and who went out on her own (but you had to be protective--she might get hit by a car, etc. ).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4XOlPvxrVs*

w ho sniffed and wanted to walk everywhere and wagged her tail and listen to your music and sniff--and who liked the food you gave her because it was special food--just for her

who held a soft toy in her mouth for comfy--

*supposed to be "Like Dylan In The Movies"

There's nothing wrong with wanting a big white dog.

Your bed would smell like her. Because when you slept, so did she.

You'd try to get up without her noticing because she'd hop up immediately.
You'd have no peace, no privacy.

There was nothing on Earth you could eat without her begging for it, TOO. To be just like you. To eat what you ate, to sleep where you slept.

And in her innocence she did gross things like eating dog poop and vomit.
Then kissed you.
You're lucky you're alive.

Sometimes you just followed her and did what she did. As much as you could.

But you worried about her.

She was an innocent on the streets of New York. You HAD to follow her--without her knowing it cause then she wouldn't think she was free--

you know it's more painful to be in this relationship with her--she's so beautiful and so innocent and vulnerable. She's walking about in this dangerous world. Just wagging her tail and sniffing and peeing and getting strangers to pet her and let her lick their hands--so

you have to follow her

"You're worth the trouble, you're worth the pain."

Well, I missed a LOT--and I'm into fairy tales--

" ... the letter is her final act of will which ends with him claiming her."

I didn't know he was going to claim her.

Otherwise, I would've submitted.

Black and white horse

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90ipyWYO3LM

anothe r mushy song