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5 stars
Gave you 5 stars 'cause it's an incest story.
Sorry I don't have a picture of my cock, they were all confiscated by the police.
Wish you were my mom.
max052
wow.
Powerful stuff from one of the site's best. 5*s.
Thanks for sharing
It is brave to bare your scars to the world. We all rewrite the horrors of our past into our sexual narrative -- to step beyond that is commendable. I hope the result is what you intend to your work and your sense of happiness.
One Very Brave Woman
Susan, I am impressed with your courage in directly confronting what you see as a major flaw that you have. I will tell you, however, that you are one of the most talented and respected writers, at least on this site.
It is always a pleasure to read your writings; even those that I disagree with (gun controls) ... lol
There is absolutely no reason that you should feel like you are damaged property or that you should feel you are less of a person than one who has not suffered the abuse that you have had to endure, at the hands of those with whom should have been the most trusted individuals you would ever meet in this life, your family.
You are intelligent & brave; not only to write this and other submissions, but for haven taken control of your life by going through with a divorce from such an abusive bastard and by moving away from the only family you ever knew. In a nutshell, ma'am, I admire you!
The Good, Bad & Ugly
Thanks for sharing. I was in SA for many years, feeling "damaged" but have come to believe that the damage was of my own making. I never had sex with my mother, but often wanted to. I tried to do my sister but she was afraid that we would get caught so kept her legs crossed. I believe that I could have forced her, but have never felt that rape is real sex and never thought I would enjoy it, so I did not. I did try my aunt one time when she was too drunk to say no, also not a good experience. Since my girls have grown up (and seduced me) I have come to realize that sex is what you make it, not what it makes you. Please keep up the good work.
You get to choose who you are.
Your scars are not a road map of your future, who you are, or who you become. You choose to leave your past experiences behind, and learn from them, and become the person you want to be. I could charge for this stuff!
Very well put
I feel where your coming from and understand. I feel that due to our frustration with what happened and where we are in our lives we need a way to express our feelings. And due to what happened the best way to deliver that is sexually. Whether it be in writing, role playing, or what have you. This is by far the healthiest way to expressing it, and you shouldn't feel ashamed doing so.
Requires a special person to write this, but someone special to understand it :)
Talk about hitting the nail on the head-this story hits home in so many ways and really gets a person to thinking about family life and what really goes on behind closed doors. I have complete admiration for Susan to be able to get this off her chest and into a sensitive read. While maybe it's opened up some old wounds for me, at least I can say that I feel more like talking or writing about even if it's only in my personal journal and that therapy makes me realize the way life is for my particular episodes. I look forward to most all of SJP's writings, but especially the next chapter(s). Susan has the talent to write intelligently and I for one don't need the sex acts or words to enjoy what she is trying to get across. :) the bird
What is the world not allowed to see?
I can tell by what is said and what you are not allowed to share that this can nowhere come close to describing the trauma in your life.
I know exactly what you mean...
I was molested when I was 8 by a neighborhood boy who I looked up to. I thought he was cool & he was wanting to hang out with me. He was 12 or 13. Well, he started making me suck his dick & then after awhile I was fingering him. Then he started fingering my ass. I stopped it when he tried to fuck me. He threatened to kill me if I told anybody but after I finally stood up to him & got him to stop I got really paranoid that he was going to tell everybody that I was gay. After almost a year of almost non stop molestation by another boy, I was more worried about what he'd say than about him maybe forcing himself on me. After a few years & we started going to different schools I stopped worrying about it. When I got older, although very straight, I started watching copious amounts of gay porn. To this day I'll watch a lot of gay porn yet I've never done anything with another guy since I was 9 when I finally stopped it. I believe it is our subconscious minds trying to somehow change the memory &/or the experience to make it more positive in our minds so we no longer feel shame or bad about it. A defense mechanism. I've known plenty of men & women who were abused or molested who years later were suddenly having crushes on the men or women who abused them. I dated a woman who had been molested by her father from until she was in high school. She confided in me that after she graduated college, she found herself desiring him. She went back home & basically seduced him & they had a consensual affair until he got sick with cancer & couldn't anymore. She felt bad but I reassured her that it was her mind telling her to take control & make it a positive experience (even though it's still twisted) so she would no longer feel bad & ashamed about what happened when she was a kid. Plus, you're always going to feel a strong emotional attachment to your first. No matter who it is.
I appreciate your story.
I have had incestious fantasies my entire life. I used to peek at my mother and my older sister in the shower when I was younger.
I appreciate the fact that your honest and self-aware. To me, while nobody deserves the experiences that made you who you are today, being able to write, and publish your most personal feelings and experiences, and not just write them down and throw them away, shows me that you are ok with it on some level. If that means that you understand what happened to you and have grown from your experiences, great. If it means that your ok with what happened and you now enjoy fucking your uncle, brother or son, great. Embrace who you are. You have no reason to be ashamed.
As long as you dont abuse others, get off however you need to. I'd happily play son to your mommy anyday, just ask...
Matt
yahoo id - Stealth31172
stealth31172@yahoo.com
Sympathy, Courage and Admiration to you
May I offer my sympathies to you for the trauma you suffered both before and after you left home. I applaud your courage to share your life with others so that you and others can understand and cope with the issues and feelings that are forming your life both past and present and I admire and appreciate your stories. Most of us that have never had such experiences do have these fantasies and appreciate stories like yours without knowing if they are fantasy stories or true life experiences so we can only appreciate the stories and the efforts of the authors. So as a fantasy side person I would like to thank you for your efforts. I do believe it is true that most people probably do exaggerate their stories or they are sometimes complete fantasies. But I am sure, just as you are, that there are more true life experiences being conveyed that can ever be verified simply because some people see sex as sex, regardless of who it is with, not just incest, they most likely live by the feelings that if it feels good then do it regardless of the consequences. I am glad you are able to cope and create, and I wish you the best in your future and thank you for stories.
ummm
Wow. i wish and hope you have coped well despite the circumstances.
I hope there are as few of you too, and those few having a constructive outlet as writing.
As a son, and as a reader of incestuous erotica. i have never been subjected to any abuse/trauma in my childhood, not if you count losing a toy or failing math. Nor as a growing teenager have i fantasized about (gah) my mom. minus a weird vague dream that left a lousy taste in my mouth and off incest reading for a while. but i came back to the taboo erotica. i have no idea why. its not "MY" mother. but the idea of carnal relation between a curvy buxom mom and her son. does that make me even more sick since i have no reason?? i don't seem to have a psychological issue but i get off on incest???? I love submissive moms who cater to every need for their child. maybe because i wasn't affectionately loved by my mother through my growing years. that in reverse i crave it more??? right now i am at best a good son who helps his mother who looks at me as equal. nothing more. that doesn;t seem right either since i wasn't starved for love respect and affection from the rest of the family.
sorry for the long post. but reading this got me thinking "why incest"?
True story?
Yet, now that I know that I'm a product of incestuous sex, I wonder if what happened to me, happened to someone else too. with this being said I was wondering if this iis a true story. I have been in a few consensual incest relationships, with my nieces, that were just a couple years younger than me at their instigation. I married, divorced my 2nd cousin. I wanted my stepsister but she said no, either due to being stepsiblings or the 14 year age gap she never said
An askew view
I admit that I answered a lot of your questions, even though I suspect they were rhetorical. I have fantasized about some female family members. Although I have never felt that way about my mother, one of my biggest turn-on's and role playing scenario's involve an older woman, playing as my Mom. I think it is sexy, just because it is so taboo. However, when it turns to rape or non-consent, then I cannot get on board with that. You are a product of a consentual, incestuous relationship and you are a victim as well, for that I am sorry. You have seen things that you should not have, and that has shaped your view of things and behavior of your adult life.
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