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Click hereWhat am I going to do?
Who do I hurt the least?
How do I live with the idea of hurting?
That's what keeps it all going.
Trying not to hurt anyone.
I've let myself get into this situation.
How do I manage it now?
I don't want to hurt anymore.
But the only way to try to do that
Is to end up hurting myself instead.
But even that doesn't work.
When I hurt, others end up hurting too.
It seems to be a neverending cycle.
I wish I could go back...before.
I'd do things differently.