I Stopped Living

I'm dying inside

Wasting away

I don't feel like me anymore

I don't recognize myself and what I have become

If I could die through crying, I'd be dead by now

I don't know what to do

I can't forget you

I can't move on

I've tried so hard to tell myself we'll never be together

But something keeps insisting

And that only hurts more

Believing in something that has no certainty

I'll always feel like this

Until the day everything is set right

Although it probably never will be

And I can't believe it's over before it's begun

And what can I do but cry?

I feel so helpless and depressed

And no one understands

People say to take their hand

and talk to them

But when I do, they say forget you

But they don't feel what I feel

They don't know what I'm going through

And it hurts so much not to be with you

My dear, sweet, caring guy

Who I need so much

What I'd give just to feel your touch

My heart will never stop breaking

And I will never be able to stop crying

So I have to live in a world of torment

A world of dreams destined to never come true

So while I'll never fit in your world

and you don't know how bad I'm hurting

Keep having your perfect life

Live for both you and me

even though you don't know I exist

Because I stopped living that fateful day

Goodbye my love

I'll always be with you even though you don't care