Lifetimes In Love

8 / 25 / 2003

Lifetimes In Love

Turning back time to the moment when I first was led astray and captured by
your love.
      Turning it back to a time when my love for you was so great...
            ...That I could bend the bars of this cage that I am trapped
in.
            ...That I could leap from this mountain where my heart was left
for dead.
            ...That there was nothing in this world that I couldn't do.
Vastness of my love for you has engulfed me again.  The confusion that I
once felt is now gone.  The smoke that once clouded my thoughts is now gone
like puffing circles of gray floating away on the shoulders of a breeze?
      How could I live without your smile?  How could exist without
breathing you?
Like an echo in my mind your face flashes then fades?. Flashes then fades?
I can't see anything but you? I can't feel anything but love for you? I
don't want to be anywhere, but with you?

      How can time compete with the equation that is you?
      It would take three lifetimes to calculate how much time it would
take to tell you how much I care...
      For every thought that I have of you multiplied by the time between
thoughts that is divided by the sorrow for each second that I am away from
you but is then multiplied by the happiness that I feel when I see your
face once again, minus all the times we argue, plus all the times we kiss,
minus the hours we sleep alone, plus the seconds I spend holding you in my
arms while we sleep, minus the time I blink, plus the times gaze at you
just to look into those eyes...those hypnotic eyes and once lost in that
gaze all time stops and I can breath.. finally I can breath again and I can
say it--- I love you.. then another three lifetimes for the next I love
you?

Aztek Pagan