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Click hereNote: This poem varies greatly from my usual style, but it is a necessary purge. I cannot warm up to it, but it will have to do until the feelings (expressed in the poem) have passed.
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I’ve forgotten it now
It’s been years, and it still feels like “too soon”
I can live
I can breathe
I can see
Again
Or rather, for the first time
And I’m happy
Truly happy
For the first time
In a long time
And I’ve won
But I feel as though I’ve lost
The most precious part (of me)
That all my yearnings and desires were a part of me
Not apart of me
And that those bitter longings
Made me happy
In their own way
And now I’m free of them
Free again
And I just want to be chained