Memories

I close my eyes and see you,
your smiling face above me,
holding out my arms
you fill my memories.

I type my soul in all I print,
carrying out the words of woe,
the words I feel and the
ones I can not speak.

I give to you my heated breath,
upon your skin they'll meet.
The mold will grow and sizzle,
each whispered word I speak.

I long to touch your face, your body and your mind.
To not be with you now,
it hurts far greater
each and every time.

I look for you each day
and come to you at night,
upon a fluffy cloud
of billowing white.

I need you and you pass me,
a mist in the wind you see.
For no longer do you notice
the will inside of me.

I tremble and I quake,
with every ragged breath.
Reaching out to hold you
even upon my death.

I long to see your features
to hold you tight and warm.
To not forsake our bodies
and to never be forlorn.

I love you more then air
that my body needs to breath,
I love you more then words
that try to break out of me.

I want you to know, that with each passing day,
every passing moment
my love for you
will stay.

I shake now as I ponder
a life without you near,
and my heart it is breaking
as I sit and wait right here.

I can not come and get you.
You must be strong for me,
and pray that someday,
our love will truly be.

I give up all I have,
and keep you in my thoughts.
For each and very morning
thoughts of you are sought.

I will not forget your body,
or the words that you gave to me.
They will always be a part
of these my memories.