Mixed Up World~

i'd say its just another day
but im afriad it will stay that way.
cant control the black whole in my heart
the image of you in my mind wont depart.
i try to think its all okay
but the memories of you wont go away.

you say you dont but i know you do.
tears fall from my eyes wondering why?
why now?
Why here?
why cant you admit it?
And why cant i accept it?

its not just another entry in your journal
but its effects are internal.
id say i dont care
but i dont dare.

i dont dare hurt you
or make you cry
or even fill your head with lies.

i'll accept the fact that you cant let go
but your feelings are all i want to know.
its obvious about what i see
but all i want to do is disagree.
their advice is true
even if its about you.
i cant deny facts
and i certainly cant relax.

being here with you is a mixed up dream
and all my emotions that are stirring inside want to SCREAM.