My syntax is crap

 My syntax is crap.
 My lexon is flawed.
 My stanzas run in to the ground.

My prose stinks.
 My verbs colloid.
And my structures no where to be found.

 My rhyming gone.
 My spellings bad.
 My heartfelt work is just "so so".

 So why do I bother.
You ask your self.
 Well quite frankly I just don't know.