This Lust, This Passion, This Dark Desire,
For years I ran, not recognizing it was really me.
Disowning those thoughts, cast them aside,
Now I have turned myself I, they eat me alive.
Like a drug or disease without a cure,
I have fed my habit, and now I can’t stop wanting more.
Slightly afraid where they will take me,
Unable to comprehend where these emotions arose from,
The flame now a fire flickering stronger as I grow
What makes it hard, Is I know these have to remain my secret
Promising to myself that I can keep it in
These feelings are often misunderstood, misinterpreted and stereo cast
I can’t let this happen, as too many will get hurt
So for the time being, it’s you and me alone,
My dark deep secret crush
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