Secret Pleasure - Punish Me

I lay on the bed, curled up, sucking my fingers, facing the wall.
I hear the door open, I shiver with fear, with anticipation.
I hear the door close, the latch lock.
He positions me over the edge of the bed, knees on the floor, my skirt up, panties pulled to my knees.
With every stinging smack I wince, I shiver, I cry.
And yet I feel secret pleasure in my cunt, in my belly. Smack, smack, smack. I cry out "Please no more" I hear the door close, I am alone to wimper and sob. And yet my secret.
My ass is red, tears run down my face, my pussy is vibrating with desire. My tears are mixed with uncontrollable pleasure as I begin to masturbate myself. First slowly and then pain gives way to moans and shivers of the very best orgasms.
My dark secret - spank me, punish me, make me cum.