tantric creationists

this is one my fantasy's, to sit in my lovers lap baring my skin unashamed of its curves and swells and rough edges. To touch all of his flesh with mine nestled into him and stare deep into his eyes and share our breath. We don't need to speak just connect and breath each other in. I want to be aware of his pulse beating through his entire body into mine as long as we can both handle just taking each other in, then lightly kiss my lips ignite lingering against each other.
No rushing to stimulate each other sexually we breath into each other for an eternity just experiencing each sense, one at a time. our eyes locked then our lips touching with our fingers interlaced around each other tightening and releasing in time to our heart beat. Then our tongues, just the tips touching slowly tickling and massaging and circling.
i want our kiss to deepen to burst out unabashed but not right away there should be time to explore and let our hands pull each other closer slowly. Then when the need is too hard to resist we plunge into each others mouths our arms tightly embracing. The heat between our bodies naturally causing arousal his cock pressing against me in earnest desire building to levels we have never experienced. The urge should become a demand that rumbles from deep within him powerful enough to rival the grumbling complaints of a dormant volcano seconds from unleashing eons of pent up liquid fire onto an unsuspecting continent. Ready to shift the very earths plates in that aching moment of satisfaction.
I want this to last until he has to penetrate me because his need is too strong to resist it another second, he would burst in agony if he isn't inside me. when i finally take him throbbing and aching i hold him there still and we look into each others eyes just feeling ourselves swell.
slowly my body will rock with his, were completely molded to each other whispering the exquisite feeling that fills our minds every second of this rush of sensation flowing out as prayers to each other. just back and forth working up till the need for release is echoing through both of us. i want to hear i love yous mingling between groans and heaving breaths.
This is my fantasy, to create a moment with my soul mate that lights a fire so bright it can be seen from another solar system, so hot the oceans mist and begin to beg for cool breezes. I want to share my love with him so strong it pounds into him and leaves him with nothing but the heart that he gives to me.
I want our love to raise mountains and lay ocean floors around us. Every moans will send vibrations of light that tosses new stars across heaven creating entire civilizations on tiny planetary stones racing towards each other, exploding into violent super novas of more star systems.
every drop of sweat that forms across our skin like dew will drop and form an ecosystem exploding with life and a never ending cycle of life death and renewal. The sounds of our pleasure will travel like star ships to corners of vast space that didn't even exist until our sound vibrations arrived.
I want to make love to him with every molecule in and around us screaming in ecstasy. The earth will burst open and swallow us into her in an attempt to draw beauty never before witnessed by all the infinite ages of stone and ocean current, but she shudders in the attempt and resigns herself to taking in the energy we create.
The god and the goddess creating existence with the words of their erotic lips and minds and the living fluids they're inertia generates. Tiny realities evolve and revolve around my clitt. The pushing and pounding of his cock send extraterrestrial children flying off to new homelands.