there

there she was...
in all her glory
her birthday wish granted
organized...arranged
suite in a Radisson
the room full of men
drinks and joints
porn and laughter
my lovely angel
in all her glory
victoria's secret
she wore so well
turning forty in hours or so
a dream she'd had
this gift she'd asked
our love was strong
she knew this present
it'd outlast...we're growing old
...we married so young
give me this gift...you won't regret
open and honest we've always been
my love for you will only be stronger...
she said, lets make some memories
we won't share with the kids...
give me this wish...it's our secret
till the end

we packed some bags...
to last but a night
with both fear and intrigue
we set off
arriving at our room
we had a drink or two
exchanged memories
we'd shared many times before
the time past
I watched her prepare
knowing full well...this time
not for just me...was she
making ready for
she showered..shaved those parts
women do often
she layed out her teddy
sat before the mirror
applied her makeup
scented her body with spray
all the while...humming
happy borderline ecstatic
reasurring me often
how deep her love for me
the man who'd placed
a wedding band on her
years and years before
just this one night
she'd be a slut
and arrange a room of women
for me, on my special day
so I consented...for a reason only
this...if you love something
set it free...if it comes back it's yours
if not...it was never meant to be
lacking insecurities...I'd assented
the clock ticked
first knock on the door came..
a handful more to follow
everyone show'd

drinks flowed...she glowed
strutting through this crowd
a queen of porn
she acted...posing innuendos
offering up touches
giggling...lewdness masked in innocence
males responding to her jests
clothes coming off
she laid on the bed..."watch my show" she said
licking a finger..
...rubbing herself
licking more fingers
insertion all the while...leering at us
sighs...soft moans...she explored herself
her fingers...her toys...she displayed
all she was capable of..
the dreaded moment came
at one male she pointed...
birthday party began
she spread high..her legs
ordering her feet to be held
spreading her nectared lips
"in here"..."now" she directed
we all had screaming hardons
only I had a screaming heart
as I watched my wife penetrated
rammed...her venus...pulled in and out
he soon came...pulling out
she pointed at the next
places changed
the scene I'd just seen
reenacted...this time she'd caught up
her familier groans...her hips rising
meeting the thrusts
"deeper" she yelled
he responded....many hands everywhere
on my bride...as one slammed
hard and long..into the woman
the hole...that was the center of my love
she pulled a male member...dangling above her head
into her mouth...her breaths came short
sporadic...both ends of her body
attacked
her mouth...her hands...her pussy ravaged
loads fell...within her, without her
places changed...the party went on
she wanted a drink..to freshen up
all agreed...all had been fucked
she returned...tipped her glass
flirted...grabbed...handled the room
she exhaled cigarette smoke
while clicking two nails
raising her breasts to full sight
she downed her drink..stubbed out the smoke
"watch me boys" she coaxed
leaning over the bed
she laid upon it her head
with both hands
she spread her ass cheeks
massaging...kneading them
she played....
then called out my name
"honey" she said, "show these
boys what else I do"....
and so I did...pouring a few drops
babyoil...on her rosebud
introducing a finger...then two
soft sighs she gave..
pushing back on my hand
"more" she said
so it was...three fingers in
she began rotating...pushing
"now" she said, "who'll be the first"
so began the previous round...
this time, in her most precious gift
the woman she became
things she screamed
sounds escaping her
I didn't recongize
postions changed...
again...again...again
till after the last
this rose bud gaped
yawned...displayed

she chose the biggest
to lay flat on the bed
on top of him she climed...
one little lovely foot on the bed
....her other leg...a knee making contact
deep within her..she guided this missle
slamming down with foce
till deep within her
after some strokes she pause..
looking back at us watching
she rested her head upon the man
reached once again to pull her globes apart
"one more" she said...as she squeezed
the rosebud blinked
"You!" she pointed...to the only black man
"Put that cock in me"..."fuck me like the slut I am!"
her and her partner came to a pause...
as he placed himself to enter the door
he slid in rather easily I thought
but reaching the end
his stomach on her ass
she let out a long slow moan
pulling away
from the two in her
she slammed back
violent wet
sucking sounds filled the room
compleminting the smell
of a woman
they began to move...
she threw back her head
choking sounds came from her mouth
a rythym they reached...
in and out...in and out
alternating...the woman I loved
appearing a street walker
once again she cried out....
"one for my mouth"...almost a fight ensued to be
there...three logs...
plummeting my lady
I didn't know whether to come
or pray
and off they went...as she screamed
pissing and cumming
shitting..hissing...
an animal on white linen
my wife was reduced...
two by two it happened again
and again....

they walked...stumbled
eventually left
the room was quiet
just her and I
we toasted...I said "happy birthday babe"
downing her drink...she reached over
kissed me
shakily she rose from the bed
"lets take a shower" she said
the woman I loved...I trailed
she limped to the bathroom

we soaped and lathered
sponged and scrubbed
rinsed and toweled
I made new drinks
in the hot tub we sighed
she looked at me...
blue eyes reddish tinged
never again...never before
have or will I ask you for
what just came before

we talked we laughed
drinking and smoking
"now is your turn" she said...
out we climbed..drying each other
on the only bed left fresh she laid
spreading the legs I'd just seen spread
a couple dozen times
at me her womanhood stared...
gaping and red
take me she rasped
and so I did...
the pathway....open
grass well tread
whether it be lust...or booze...or shame...
we fucked and fucked..
till morning came.

with lust and pain
I write these words
how odd it is
the human drives
from gods to slugs
do we sway
but all of us
each of us
choose our own way.
In all of our acts...but moments
they are...
we lived
we breathed
and together
we die.