Unspoken

Why can’t I say it?
That four-letter word that means so much
And conveys so much more,
Yet terrifies me at the same time.

I think it, I feel it, and I know it.
I experience it when I am with you.
I hear it echo from your lips and it resonates within me.
My silence prevents me from uttering the same.

Is it fear, doubt or insecurity that causes my hesitancy?
What is holding me back from expressing myself?
Why do I run from the word and the sentiment it evokes?
How can I give voice to my emotion?

I acknowledge it within me and accept its presence there.
But am afraid it is not enough for either of us.
Will it last or flee like an elusive butterfly?
Will in reside within forever or leave without a clue as to why?

Only your patience and understanding can release me from my stupor.
Help me to realize that it is worth the risk.
Help me to know that its splendor is everlasting.
Help me to realize that it is real and true.

As I speak it softly, slowly, tentatively;
I feel the power, the release of emotion.
The bindings fall away from my heart
Allowing me to be totally free to love you.