Alex and I Ch. 02

"No, it's just me." Alex said, still slurring his words. I could see by my alarm clock that it had only been a half hour since I had laid back down to bed.

"You scared the shit out of me."

"Sorry."

"What are you doing?"

"I want to sleep with you." He said.

"What? Why not just sleep on the couch? It's comfortable enough."

"I don't want to sleep in here with you. I want to sleep with you."

I was half asleep and it took a minute for my minute to translate what he was saying. When I did, I got angry.

"Fuck you, Alex. Go sleep on the couch."

"What? Why? I know you want me. I want you too."

"You're drunk and you just broke up with your girlfriend. I'm not going to sleep with you when you don't know what the fuck you're doing."

"I can fuck when I'm drunk."

"It's not if you can but if you should. And you shouldn't, Alex. Or at least, I shouldn't."

"Why?"

"Cause I don't want to be a pity fuck or someone's good enough for now fuck." The truth is, I had fallen in love with him and if I slept with him I would be gone totally. It would take me months to recover if at all.

"Josh, I'm drunk. I can't deny that."

"So just sleep it off and you're come to your senses in the morning and this will just be an embarrassing thing between two friends who don't talk of it. Ever."

"I'm drunk. But I wasn't when Jen was packing." Alex knelt down by the bed so that our faces were close together. "She said somethings, Josh. She followed us when we went to the beach today."

"So?" I asked, thinking what could have possibly made her so angry that she left him.

"She said that she knew you were gay."

"How the hell did she know I was gay?"

"I don't know, but she knew. She said that she knew I wanted you."

"What?" My voice came out as a whisper. "Why would she think you wanted me?"

"I don't know."

"She was just looking for a reason to end it, Alex. For whatever reason she used me being gay as an excuse. I'm sorry for that but she's not right in the head."

"Yeah, she was."

"She was, what?"

"She was right."

"About what?"

"I want to sleep with you." He said.

"No you don't."

Alex stood and threw the blanket off his shoulders. He unzipped his fly and pulled down his pants. His cock was straining against his boxer shorts, hard, thick and pulsing.

"Yeah, I do." He said. "I want to fuck you."

"But- but- ." I was having trouble following along. "But you're not gay."

"Yeah, I might not be but I want to be with you. I want to be naked with you. I want your hands on me, on my body and my dick. I think about what it'd be like to kiss you and to touch you. I didn't get drunk because Jen left. I got drunk so I could come over here and tell you this."

He knelt on the bed and I backed up trying to get away from him as if he were dangerous.

"Alex, please don't do this. This isn't right for either of us. It's not the right way."

I pleaded but felt my constitution waning. Pretty soon I would fall and let him do whatever he wanted.

"It might not be the right way, baby. But it's all we got right now." And leaned in and kissed me. I was lost. I felt his tongue touch my lips and I parted them for him. His soft tongue slipped in and swept my mouth touching me here and there. I threw my arms around him and pulled him closer to me so I could feel his hard, hairy chest against mine. Our chest hair pulled and rubbed against each other feeling like a sensuous sand paper. I felt his manhood press against my inner thigh and moaned into his mouth making him growl in response.

Alex moved the blanket out of the way and slid my underwear down around my ankles till I kicked them off. My cock was hard and leaking, resting in between our furry bellies. I felt his hands stroking my body where ever they went. He grabbed my pics in his large, wide hands and squeezed. I gasped and he released me instantly.

"Did I hurt you?"

"God, no."

"It's different with you." He sounded amazed.

"It's different with me?"

"You're harder, stronger and hairier than a woman." I was disappointed.

I wanted him to say that it's never been like this with anyone but I knew that was expecting too much. He grabbed my chest again and squeezed, then stroked my belly and finally played with my cock until I was about to cum. I stopped him and pulled him up as I moved down. Finally, I was eye level with his groin, still encased in his boxers. I pulled the material down from his hips and saw my prize. It was long, and thick. About 8 inches and as fat as a beer can. Streams of pre-cum were leaking out of his large, circumcised tip. I licked the strands of cum and felt satisfied when I flicked his knob with my tongue making Alex flinch.

I swallowed his whole rod in my mouth and sucked as he thrust his hips face fucking me. He was moaning and mumbling as I paid his dick the attention it deserved. Finally, when his arms were weak from holding him for so long he flipped onto his back and I followed still sucking his hard shaft.

I brought him to the brink of release as many times as I could, sucking on his cock and licking his balls, until I noticed that he was ready to cum. There wasn't anyway that I was going to go this far and not have him inside me. We had already crossed the line that I was sure would ruin our friendship once the morning came and he was already sealed in my heart. I would be suffering for a long time once this was over. I was already planning on having to move again but it was too late to change any of that. If I was going to crash I was going to do it big. I took a condom out of the night stand that I had kept in case of emergencies and some lube and dressed his cock up like a dandy. When he was ready, I took my position above him and looked into his eyes. They were smokey and dark and sparkling all at the same time. I lost my breath looking at him. Finally finding it, I took a deep gulp and lowered myself onto his cock.

The pain started and I cried out but Alex sat up in between my legs and pulled me into his arms.

"It'll be all right, baby. Take your time. I've got a big dick, you don't have to do it so fast. Here," He said as he started rocking his hips back and forth pressing more and more of himself into my ass. "How does that feel, Baby? Does that feel good? You like that? You want more?" I nodded barely able to speak. "Take a little more, baby. Take a little more of my dick inside you."

I felt his cock push and retreat from my ass as I felt my ass open to accept him and ache when he pulled out. My whole being was, at this moment, solely for the purpose of his pleasure. I felt his dick head pop as it passed into my body.

"Can you take it, baby? Can I go deeper? I want to go deeper inside you so bad." Alex whispered and I realized that I could deny him nothing.

I looked into his eyes and nodded my answer. He squared his feet on the bed and thrust up inside me till I felt my ass nestled in his pubic area. He cried out in pleasure, or masculine domination, or both as I cried out in pleasure and submission. He laid back on the bed and looked up at me and smiled.

"Do it, baby. Ride me. Ride my cock."

I did. I started rocking, slowly at first and then faster as I couldn't hold myself back. I wanted him and even though he was inside me totally it wasn't enough. I wanted everything he had to offer and for this one night at least, I was not going to stop until I had it. I grabbed his chest and used it to leverage myself as I moved up and down, back and forth. From my vantage point I could see the expressions as they moved across his face. I took power from what I saw, I felt my pleasure as I saw his flash in his eyes. I was slick with sweat and ached everywhere from the exertion when he finally lifted me and threw me on my back. I was too impressed with his effort to notice that he had remained connected with me while he had moved. He supported himself above me and stared down into my eyes.

"I'm gonna fuck you now, Josh."

"Oh Alex, fuck me."

"Are you ready?"

"Yes, please, now!"

I didn't even know what I was saying, only that I didn't want it to stop. I felt him pull his cock almost totally out then slam it back inside me. I cried out each time he did. Sometimes he would hold himself from thrusting inward and watch my face as I begged him to fuck me. I couldn't tell how long he did this, only that soon I was pleading with him. I couldn't even tell him what I was begging for. He increased his pace never breaking eye contact.

"I'm going to cum inside you, baby. I'm going to cum, Josh! You want my cum?! Tell me you want it!" I shouted that I did. "I'm almost there, baby! I'm about to cum!"

"So am I, Alex! I'm cumming too!"

He lowered his head and started sucking my nipple, making me shout as the feeling of him suckling and plowing my ass tortured me sweetly. He pulled away from my nipple and looked me in my eyes, his face lit with a wide smile.

"I'm cumming, baby! I'm cumming, Josh!!"

I was too and couldn't answer but to cry out his name as I came and my ass spasmed around his cock. He let out a growl that I seemed to feel in my chest more than hear as he continued pounding my ass the entire time he released.

Alex collapsed against my chest as we both fought for breath and to calm our bodies. Finally it was done and we both lay sated. Our breathing returned to normal. The endorphins having faded, reality threatened to crash in around me, all of the little voices offering their opinion that this was the worst idea I had ever had screamed at me.

Alex pulled his softening penis from me, dispensed with the used condom and curled up next to me. He threw his arm over me and drew me close against him.

"Did you like it, baby?" He whispered sleepily.

"I did, Alex. Did you?" He chuckled.

"Are you crazy? Of course I did."

It wasn't long till he started snoring in my ear. He snored like a sailor but for some reason that endeared him all the more to me. It wasn only then that I felt safe enough to whisper "I love you" to him and received a loud snore in response.

Sunday dawned and honestly, I slept till eleven. We I woke I ached everywhere. It was a good burn though and I must have smiled like the Cheshire cat at the memory of earning those aches. I leaned back expecting to feel Alex behind me but there was nothing but empty bed. The warm glow left me as I realized that the new day had indeed come and brought with it the expected and if I may say cliched, result of the absent lover. No doubt he was somewhere telling himself that it never happened and the best thing he could do was stay away from me. The bright day took on a new gloom.