Dear Diary Ch. 08

"Morning Peter." Susan said with a smile as she looked at her bleary eyed son, then she got a sudden urge and acted upon it. She quickly stepped the remaining foot between them and gave her son a hug as he stood there. Peter was a bit shocked; they had only hugged a couple of times since the 'kitchen' incident and he wondered what brought this current show on. But he hugged his mother back, though she had to break it to flip some pancakes. "Sorry." Susan mumbled, her face a bit flushed in embarrassment about breaking the hug just as he had started to return it. "Sit down...it's almost ready." She said as she turned back to the stove. He shrugged and walked past her, a slight, but confused smirk on his face as he walked into the living room and sat next to Genie. Susan looked over the partition and saw that he immediately started giving her a shoulder massage after he sat. She continued to watch them as she cooked, though they usually talked so low that she heard very little of what they said. Minutes later, Susan had just finished cooking and had called the kids to come eat when they heard the side door open and Marie walked into the living room, letting herself in with her house key.

"Hey sweetie, just in time for breakfast." Susan said as Marie closed the door.

"Morning guys. I'm glad I had it timed right, I'm starved." Marie said as she walked into the kitchen and she hugged her mother as Susan walked over to her, as did Mary and Genie. Peter just waved and said hi. "Glad I didn't sleep late, I really like breakfast." Marie said as they filled their plates and took a seat at the table.

"Yeah, you always hogged the bacon." Mary teased her playfully and Marie nodded.

"Yeah, but that's only because I love to eat meat." Marie said with a smirk, and winked at them, causing them to laugh or giggle. Susan laughed as well, though covered her face with her hand as well, because a flash of a dark thought past through her or her daughter and her husband and she didn't want anyone seeing her reaction. But in a moment it pasted and as they stopped laughing, she started eating with the rest of them. For the next few minutes eating consumed most of their time with only slight small talk going on, until the plates were near empty.

"Did you ask daddy about us going over Marie?" Mary asked her sister, and waited as Marie finished eating. Marie nodded, and then swallowed her pancakes. Marie looked up and noticed her mother looking at her intensely, so much so that she had to tear her sight to look at her sister.

"Yeah I did Mary; he said that you two going over would be ok after he got off work. Mom, he did ask about you, and...and I told him exactly what you said." Marie said, looking at her mother, and Susan perked up and raised her eyebrows at her daughter. Marie smiled at her. "He was glad you said that, he told me so." Marie said and Susan gave her a big grin, but then seconds later her eyes started to tear up and she looked embarrassed.

"Excuse me...can you guys clean up?" Susan asked them as she stood up and after Marie and Genie nodded, left the room, walking to the back of the house. It was quiet for a few seconds before anyone said anything.

"Why did she get upset for, I thought that would make her happy." Genie asked Marie mainly, all of them had been there when their mother had told Marie what to tell their father if he asked about her. Marie looked at her, guessing why their mother was crying.

"She is...was happy, but the whole situation with dad being gone and she's alone and...well everything she's gone through lately, can you blame her for being upset?" Marie tried to explain the best she could and Mary understood and she started too cry slightly as well, feeling a lot of guilt over why her mother was upset and her father was gone. Genie leaned over and held her younger sister, and Marie reached across the table to touch Mary's arm. "It's ok Mary. I'll check on mom in a little bit, she should be fine." Marie said to comfort her little sister. Mary looked up, her eyes filled with tears.

"I feel so bad, it's my fault." Mary sniffled out as she looked up at Marie.

"Listen I think I can get dad to come back, hopefully for Thanksgiving, but I need to talk to you all first. And it's very important that you...well that you don't tell mom what I need to tell you." Marie told them softly. Mary stopped crying at the mysterious suggestion that Marie was telling them, more curious then sad now.

"Marie, what's going on?" Peter asked her, curious but very confused by what his sister just said. Marie gave them a huge smile, but stood up and motioned them toward the living room.

"Come on, I'll explain outside...I don't want mom to overhear what I have to say." Marie explained to them as she walked to the side door with the other three kids following their eldest sister outside.

Susan hadn't cried long, only a few minutes as she lay across her bed, her face cupped into her pillow. An all too familiar pose of late she thought as she tried to rouse herself from her sadness, rolling over and wiping her eyes. As she lay there, starring at the walls and ceiling, she guessed she should go back and be with Marie and her other children, but she just didn't have the energy at that moment. Besides, something told her that one of them would come check on her before too long. She actually was surprised that it took almost thirty minutes before she noticed Marie quietly open the door and enter the room. She gave her daughter a weak smile as she came and sat on the bed next to her.

"You ok mom?" Marie asked her as she brushed a strand of hair out of her mother's face. Susan looked at her daughter and nodded.

"I just got sad is all, I can't say why baby." She explained to her daughter and Marie nodded.

"Yeah I figured you were and I think I knew why and I tried to explain it to the others." Marie told her mother and continued before her mother could respond. "So the girls are going over to see dad when he gets off work, and I told Peter to clear out of the house tonight, at least for a few hours...ssssoooo...at least later we can be alone and I can make you feel better." Marie told her mother with a wink, raising a soft grin on her mothers face, but as she looked at her daughter it quickly fell as another thought struck her. "What's wrong mom?" Marie asked her at the sudden turn around. Susan looked away from her daughter for a few seconds before answering.

"I can't say really...I...yes I can. I started thinking about where you came from...from your father's...your father's arms." Susan said as she started crying again, burying her head back into the pillow. Marie quickly hugged her mother, her own eyes tearing up as she did, feeling her mother's anguish and knowing that she was responsible, at least for this current concern.

"I'm sorry mom, I'm so sorry!" Marie mumbled softly as tears streamed down her cheeks to coat her mother's hair. The room was silent for a minute, filled only with the two women's soft crying and breathing, then as suddenly as she had started, Susan's tears stopped and she rose up and hugged her daughter back.

"No, I'm sorry honey....I know...I know what you did to help. It's just hard sometimes is all, it's still so new and it hurts. But it isn't your fault." Susan told her daughter as she separated from her daughter, looking her in the face. Marie was still softly crying when her mother slowly leaned forward and kissed her softly on each eye and then her mouth. Marie moaned when she felt her mother's tongue enter her mouth and she returned the gesture, their tongues now dancing in her mouth. Marie then weakly laughed when her mother pulled back with a smile. "Much better when you laugh." Susan said as she looked closely at her daughter.

"And I was coming in here to cheer you up." Marie told her with a grin. Susan nodded at her.

"And you did, I just hated seeing you cry like that Marie...I don't blame you for what's happened. I blame myself more then anyone." Susan said with a small shrug.

"And you need to stop that mom, I already told you and you know it's not your fault. Not really. The others pushed you back into something that you couldn't fight against...at least not easily. Please stop beating yourself up over what happened mom. We need to look forward and not backward." Marie told her and she nodded softly to her daughter as they sat on the bed. "Now I was going to stay for a bit now, but the others are here so..." Marie told her and rolled her eyes slightly at her mother. Susan smiled slightly and nodded.

"So we can't really make out with them here." Susan smiled at her and Marie nodded, returning her smile.

"Unless you wanted to come out of the closet and tell the others about us?" Marie suggested playfully to her mother, but Susan shook her head quickly at the idea.

"No...no. I'm not ready yet for that kind of attention or prying. Let's keep it private for now ok?" Susan told her and felt a twinge of deceitful pain run through her. She thought about telling her oldest daughter about what she had done with Mary, but didn't feel the time was right at the moment, so kept the information locked away for the moment. Marie softly nodded, but gave her mother a small smirk as she looked at her.

"Ok, but we won't be able to keep it much longer mom, but...well, we can talk about that later when I return this evening." Marie told her and Susan nodded vigorously, wanting to put off any further discussion on the subject until later...later was always better she was thinking right then. Things were moving far to fast for her tastes. Marie looked at her mother, raising her hand to move the hair from her mother's face as she starred at her. She leaned in and gently kissed her on the lips, lightly brushing them. She then glanced back at her mother, who was now smiling back at her.

"More..." Susan pleaded amusingly with her daughter; Marie grinned at her as she leaned forward and kissed her again, this time more forcibly, more passionately. Their tongues swirled around as Susan threw her arms around her daughter and pulled them tightly together. When Marie felt her breast being cupped, she didn't mind...she knew that things were coming too a head shortly and if her mother wanted an extra moment with her eldest daughter, she would give it too her. She returned the favor and fondled her mother's breasts through her shirt.

"Marie...ohh god...clothes off!" Susan panted out as she pushed away from her daughter and started tugging at her shirt. Marie giggled as she watched her mother, but mirrored her actions as they both stripped down out of their clothing. Marie felt herself being pushed back by her mother and felt her mother's hands as they practically tore at the button and zipper on her pants in her rush to get her daughter's pants off. Marie was amazed at the speed that her mother had stripped and kept giggling as her mother stripped her as she lay on the bed and watched. "I'm sorry baby...I can't wait till later!" Susan mumbled out as she reached down and pulled off her daughter's panties. Now with both of them naked, Susan climbed over her eldest daughter, settling on top of her as she started to kiss her again. As Marie's mouth accepted her mother's tongue, she felt her mother's fingers as they cupped over her pubic mound and pressing into Marie, Susan found her daughter already wet.

"I'm not waiting for foreplay baby..." Susan muttered out as she lifted off of her daughter and turning her body around, she quickly lowered her face to her daughter's wet pussy and moving in, started to lick her daughter's wet slit fast and hard. Marie gasped at the suddenness of her mother's actions, but glancing up saw that her mother was even more drenched then she herself and reaching up with her arms, she pulled their bodies together as her mouth met her mother's steamy pot. Marie nuzzled her mother's clit, eliciting a soft moan from above her as she rooted around in her wetness, till finally her tongue darted out and speared her mother in quick piercing jabs. "Oh baby...tongue fuck me!" Susan growled out as her daughter did exactly that and Susan felt her daughter tongue probing her pussy.

Susan again licked her daughter's flowing slit, moaning out as her daughter stepped up her own assault. Susan pulled her hand around and quickly wetting two fingers, slid them into her daughter, fast and hard, making Marie gasp out loudly, as Susan started licking and sucking her clit.

"Oh Jesus mom!" Marie gasped out as she took in a few deep gulps of air before diving back into her mother's dripping snatch. But she didn't have the chance, because her mother started to slam her fingers into her even faster as her tongue nipped and sucked on her clit. "Oh god...mom...oh god...yyess...oohh god yessss...uuuhhh mom...uuhhh...UUHHHHHHHH!" Marie grunted out loudly as she came quickly, her hips humping up into her mother's fingers and face, her pussy juice spewing out in all directions with the intense orgasm. Susan slurped loudly on her daughter's pussy as her fingers continued to fly into her. "Uhhhhh...Jesus!" Marie gasped out as her body collapsed and she laid under her mother panting for breath.

Susan was grinning as continued to casually lick her daughter, having pulled her fingers from Marie's sopping hole as she came down from her orgasm. She waited another half minute for her daughter to catch her breath and relax, and then she spoke up. "Aren't you forgetting something...or someone dear?" Susan asked her daughter playfully and she heard a soft chuckle from her daughter as she lay under her. Without a word Susan felt her daughter pulling them together and Susan spread her legs, lowering her hips and her crotch for her daughter. Susan moaned out when she felt her daughter's mouth on her hot pussy and figured it wouldn't be long. She could feel Marie's tongue darting into her and probing even as it flicked over her clit and washed in Susan's love juices. Susan started moaning and gasping louder and fast as the pressure inside built.

"Uhhhhhh...baby...lick momma...lick...ohh god Marie...ohh Marie...uuhhhh...oohh baby...oohhhh...UUUUHHHHHH!" Susan growled out as she buried her face between her daughters legs and crotch to muffle her cries as she came. Her pussy spasm and her juices ran out faster then her daughter could suck them up, coating Marie in her sticky mother goo. Marie continued to ravage her mother's pussy and in seconds one orgasm went too two as Susan's head shot up as she howled. "OH GOD...OOOOHH FFFUCCKKKNNN GGAAWWDDD!" Susan gripped her daughter's thighs in a death grip as she screamed out, her body convulsing on her daughter's tongue as she came hard and fast. In seconds her body collapsed and she forced herself to roll to one side so she could face the ceiling as she gasped and panted for breath.

Marie was still wiping down her face with her hand as she moved around to lay with her mother. She could hear her mother's heavy breathing as she lightly lay against her as they rested. Marie started chuckling. "Mom...I hate to tell you this, but if the other's didn't hear that...they need their hearing checked." Marie told her mother with a grin. Susan just groaned out loudly and covered her still wet face with her hands.

"I know...that's what I was thinking...Marie...I didn't want them to find out, especially not this way." Susan softly told her daughter and Marie nodded in understanding.

"I know mom, but unless they left the house, they almost certainly heard that." Marie explained and again Susan groaned, this time picking up a pillow to swat her daughter with causing Marie to laugh.

"Fine then, but let's just rest her for a few minutes...I'm tired. We can deal with telling them later if it looks like they heard us." Susan said and again Marie laughed.

"Us? I don't remember being the loud one." Marie told her and immediately was hit again with the pillow.

"Shush you..." Susan jokingly told her daughter as they both giggled and lay there, still breathing hard.

As it was, no explanations were actually needed, because all three of the other kids had been in the hallway listening to what transpired in the bedroom, straining to hear every sound. Mary had her ear to the door as the other two stood off a few feet away. They had wandered down that way to try and enjoy themselves in Peter's room when they had caught some muffled noises from their parent's room. Within seconds all of them were listening quietly to everything that happened in the room for the next few minutes. But even though they were grinning and smiling over what they heard, especially once mother and daughter started to have orgasms, what was transpiring behind the closed door came as no surprise to them. Marie had already told them about her and their mother when they had discussed things an hour or so ago. To the three younger siblings, that conversation had been an eye-opener. Mary didn't divulge what she and their mother had done that morning though...she didn't want Peter and Genie to know because her mother had asked her not to tell them.

After they heard silence for several minutes, they figured that the fireworks were over and they quickly and quietly shuffled off to their original plan and stepped into Peter's room. So it was that half an hour later, when Susan and Marie passed Peter's door, they heard the obvious sounds of sex from within. Both of them glanced at the other, grins on both their faces as they made for the living room via the kitchen.

"Maybe they were too busy with their own sex to notice ours..." Susan offered up to her daughter as they took a seat on the couch. Marie glanced at her dubiously and shrugged.

"If it makes you feel better to believe that mom, I'm ok with it." Marie told her and Susan chuckled as she glanced back and grabbing a couch pillow, bopped her daughter lightly with it, both of them now laughing again.

"Killjoy." Susan said simply as they laughed, ending in Susan leaning over seconds later to kiss her daughter.