Dear Journal: Truth or Dare

Dear Journal…

It started out as a game of sorts. Actually, that's not entirely true. It started near the first of April when he and I first shared our true feelings for one another. Seven years, each of us marrying and suffering problems in those marriages, and during that time, we'd harbored feelings of love for each other. We spent the first few nights after my initial letter to him talking and discussing what we felt and why we'd never said so in the first place.

It was his idea, while I was recovering in the hospital, to start the game…a way to take our minds off the problems at hand. With our revelations came the departure of his wife and divorce papers from my husband. If nothing else, we needed each other, and if it wasn't to be physically, well, there was always other ways… Have you ever tried playing truth or dare online? It's interesting…but you have to trust each other enough to know the dares are being done.

Our games were always fun…and always started off slow but built to amazing speed and often pushed limits we never knew existed… I wanted to share one such game with you…enjoy…

Angel says:

I have a lonely, quiet house tonight and it sucks.

DragonGuard says:

...and you're complaining?

DragonGuard says:

Kick Back! Relax! Have a martini!

Angel says:

*Points to the glass of wine and accompanied bottle next to her*

DragonGuard says:

Now. The key is.. don't over do it.

Angel says:

*nods* This is true.

Angel says:

So...what are your plans for tonight?

DragonGuard says:

Breathing.

Angel says:

Always good. *passes you a bottle of...hmmm* You know, that's one thing I don't know about you. What's your favorite drink?

DragonGuard says:

Yes you do....

Angel says:

I do? *thinks really, really hard*.

DragonGuard says:

....

DragonGuard says:

*THWAPS*

Angel says:

Ouch!!

Angel says:

*laughs*

Angel says:

Was being sarcastic!

DragonGuard says:

SOTB.

Angel says:

ACK!!! That's right!

Angel says:

*passes you a SOTB* Made one earlier...actually, think I made two...

DragonGuard says:

You know what SOTB is?

Angel says:

Sex on the beach I'm assuming is what you mean...unless there's something else with those initials I don't know about.

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

No kata tonight I assume?

DragonGuard says:

*laughs* have I had sex yet?

Angel says:

not to MY knowledge

Angel says:

*grins*

DragonGuard says:

Exactly.

DragonGuard says:

So.. yes. KATA.

Angel says:

You know...*shakes head* never mind. I'm not quite that gone yet. *chuckles and goes back to her wine*

DragonGuard says:

...you know?

DragonGuard says:

*laughs*

Angel says:

what?

DragonGuard says:

You just relax.

Angel says:

*pouts* I'm trying....

Angel says:

any ideas to help me?

Angel says:

*looks at that and shakes her head* oh geez...can't believe I just asked that...

DragonGuard says:

*chuckles*

Angel says:

oh my

Angel says:

have fun.

Angel says:

brb...need to change

Angel says:

back

DragonGuard says:

Wb.

Angel says:

thanks

Angel says:

feel much better now

DragonGuard says:

What'd you slide into?

Angel says:

*grins* midnight blue silk nighty. my favorite. it's hot as hell here tonight.

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

DragonGuard says:

I'm actually not in my normal attire.

Angel says:

oh?? then what?

DragonGuard says:

Something like yours.

DragonGuard says:

It's a Black Silk Gi bottom.

Angel says:

cool.

DragonGuard says:

Tied off at the waist.

Angel says:

black silk on a guy...that's a new one...

DragonGuard says:

That's a bad thing?

Angel says:

absolutely not.

Angel says:

*grins*

DragonGuard says:

Good. Because unlike cloth, you move like you're completely naked.

Angel says:

precisely why I enjoy silk more than anything else...well...next to velvet anyway.

DragonGuard says:

Velvet I can't use.

DragonGuard says:

Just can't wear the stuff.

Angel says:

*chuckles* Yes...I recall the rope you mentioned.

DragonGuard says:

Rope.. pillows...

DragonGuard says:

Feather.. ice cube....

DragonGuard says:

...tongue.

Angel says:

ice cube???

Angel says:

cold!

DragonGuard says:

Hehe.

DragonGuard says:

*doesn't comment*

Angel says:

tongue...yeah...you've got the tongue ring...that would make things interesting.

DragonGuard says:

hehe.

DragonGuard says:

*just hides his comments running in his mind*

Angel says:

oh....*pouts for a moment then cuddles next to you* please tell me....

DragonGuard says:

Heh. Cold? Not really.

DragonGuard says:

Pull back the hood of the clitoris.. let it drip.. then lick it warm.

Angel says:

dear god...never had that done...can't even imagine...

Angel says:

So...black silk...*chuckles* Can't get that image out of my head now..

Angel says:

*looks around* where'd you go?

DragonGuard says:

Washing up.

Angel says:

ahh...okay.

DragonGuard says:

So.. should we game on?

Angel says:

If you're up to it.

Angel says:

wait...that came out wrong...

Angel says:

*chuckles* If you feel like it.

DragonGuard says:

*looks down*

DragonGuard says:

Yeah.. I'm UP to it?

Angel says:

*grins* Great...thanks...perfect...mental image now installed for rest of evening.

Angel says:

black silk bottoms and up for gaming...*shakes head* I will never get to sleep tonight.

DragonGuard says:

*does jumping jacks again*

Angel says:

Okay, so...no rules, no limits, no....HEY!!! Stop that!!! *chuckles*

Angel says:

*tickles you*

Angel says:

*picks up a cup of ice and grins mischievously*

DragonGuard says:

Gah!

DragonGuard says:

*grabs some velvet rope.. a feather.. his tongue spike.. and an ice cube?

Angel says:

And you want me where? *grins*

Angel says:

Okay...less drinking more thinking.

DragonGuard says:

*points to the bed or the kitchen table?*

Angel says:

*Shakes head* Soooooo....no rules no limits...did I leave anything out? *looks to bed then table then back to bed* Both?

DragonGuard says:

Hmmm. Edible and comfy.

DragonGuard says:

*licks his lips*

DragonGuard says:

...yeah.. no more drinking.

DragonGuard says:

*slides his drink out of the way.*

Angel says:

Don't slide it too far, you may need it later on.

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

*smiles and gives you a kiss on the cheek* Always helpful.

DragonGuard says:

*grins* Oh sure.. kiss on the cheek. We both know you're thinking og....

DragonGuard says:

*hides his drink for now.*

Angel says:

no no..finish that

Angel says:

we both know I'm thinking....

DragonGuard says:

Hehe. No no.....

Angel says:

*pouts* Okay....So...did you ever answer? No rules no limits is that how we're playing tonight?

DragonGuard says:

No rules. No limits.

Angel says:

Sweet. Okay. You get to pick tonight to start. Either you go first and choose what you want or you choose for me.

DragonGuard says:

You can choose for me.

Angel says:

Okay, truth.

Angel says:

*grins*

Angel says:

What were you going to say when you started saying, "We both know you're thinking...."

DragonGuard says:

You wanna kiss somewhere a bit lower.

DragonGuard says:

*grins*

Angel says:

*grins and nods* I see...

Angel says:

Okay, you choose this one.

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Truth. And ONLY Because I had a topic pop up today on this.

DragonGuard says:

Have you ever had a rim job?

Angel says:

A what?

DragonGuard says:

Ahh boy.

DragonGuard says:

Imagine someone going down on you.. but.. err.. well... the back door instead.

Angel says:

Ah. In that case, no.

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Your choice for me again.

Angel says:

The truth continues then...

Angel says:

What are you thinking about right now?

DragonGuard says:

Ahh boy.

DragonGuard says:

Ummm...

DragonGuard says:

*points at your kitchen table?*

Angel says:

*nods and grins* Okay.

Angel says:

Choose.

DragonGuard says:

What are you thinkin' aboot?

Angel says:

*points at the bed and your velvet rope..." That cover it?

DragonGuard says:

*grins* *nods*

DragonGuard says:

Ok Truth.

Angel says:

Truth it is...

Angel says:

If you were in a bar somewhere and I walked up behind you, said hello, and just stood there, what would you do?

DragonGuard says:

Do I know who you are?

Angel says:

uhm...yeah...

Angel says:

Least, I would think by now you'd know who I am

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Probably scare you with the gun at your crotch.

DragonGuard says:

But then laugh.. holster it.. and have a drink or 7 with you.

Angel says:

*laughs* You're bad

Angel says:

All right. Truth.

DragonGuard says:

What's the part about the ropes that turn you on the most?

Angel says:

Two things...number one, their velvet, number two...just the giving up control willingly instead of unwillingly if that makes sense.

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Perfectly.

DragonGuard says:

<-- Truth.

Angel says:

Okay...*thinks*

Angel says:

Just out of total curiosity, what made you go after silk tonight instead of the normal evening attire?

DragonGuard says:

I wear this every so often.

DragonGuard says:

Easier on kata.

Angel says:

*nods* cool.

Angel says:

Truth...

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Say we're both there. In a room alone. Where would it be? And what would we be doing?

Angel says:

It would be in my room...preferably in bed and the one thing I would love to do at the moment would be lay next to you, both of us totally naked and just be able to explore/touch/kiss whatever any and every part of you.

Angel says:

*looks at what she just wrote and pushes the wine away* I don't believe I actually said that....*smiles softly*

DragonGuard says:

*chuckles* Alright. Truth.

Angel says:

Same question to you. In a room alone...where and what would we be doing?

DragonGuard says:

*takes a shot*

DragonGuard says:

Need that to answer that.

Angel says:

*grins* Oh this should be good then.

DragonGuard says:

Well... not really a room.

DragonGuard says:

*sets the scene* On my deck. Fall evening. Roughly 60 out. Cool.. not freezing. Me and you. Completely bare. On a spread. Velvet. With a velvet cover and pillows. Watching the stars.. and just.. holding and caressing you.. trying to make you feel absolutely just.. lost.

Angel says:

*smiles softly* I like the sound of that...

Angel says:

all right. One more truth then I should be ready for a few dares.

DragonGuard says:

Hmm.

DragonGuard says:

*thinks*

DragonGuard says:

What's the one thing you would always wanted to experience sexually.. but never have?

Angel says:

Being able to have an orgasm from a guy going down on me.

Angel says:

No...it's never happened...the only two guys ever to try either were too rough or in a hurry.

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Alright. One more truth for a fire up.

Angel says:

Okay. Nothing big...did you ever start writing that story?

DragonGuard says:

Actually yes.

DragonGuard says:

And there's two versions right now.

Angel says:

oh...reallly?? *grins*

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

DragonGuard says:

But you're not getting anything past that.

Angel says:

Damn.

Angel says:

*chuckles*

Angel says:

All right. Dare me.

DragonGuard says:

Ooh really?

Angel says:

Absolutely.

DragonGuard says:

Alright...

Angel says:

*waits*

DragonGuard says:

Close your eyes. And imagine you're quietly eating your dinner. Alone. Though there is a candle lit for one. As you eat.. you feel.. something. When you look down.. it's whoever you want it to be.. just kissing up your thighs.. then your inner thighs.. and open your eyes just before they reach the target...

Angel says:

....*shivers* Interesting way to start the night. *grins* Your turn.

DragonGuard says:

Dare.

Angel says:

*grins* Okay...

Angel says:

Close your eyes. You're standing on your deck, only wearing what you have on right now. Someone comes up behind you, wraps their arms around you and begins kissing your back softly before moving around in front of you, their hands moving across your back, your sides, your chest, down across your stomach, kissing you while doing so, open your eyes before their hands reach their target.

DragonGuard says:

Interesting.....

Angel says:

oh? *nods and smiles softly* Truth.

DragonGuard says:

What's the one thing that I could say to you right now that would really get you going?

Angel says:

.........oh bloody hell...I have no idea....*thinks* Actually, and this may sound...I don't know...you could actually tell me either you love me or you want me, but B doesn't work that well because in reality you're not here...*shrugs*

Angel says:

whoa...what the hell?

Angel says:

That should be A where the angel is and B where the glass is...

Angel says:

*shakes head*

DragonGuard says:

That's awesome!

DragonGuard says:

It fits too!

Angel says:

huh? *got lost somewhere*

DragonGuard says:

Angel for you love me.

DragonGuard says:

Beer *the evil of mortals* for sex.

Angel says:

*chuckles and nods* Yes, it does fit indeed.

DragonGuard says:

Truth.

Angel says:

Same question back to you then. What's the one thing I could say to you right now that would really get you going?

DragonGuard says:

If you were here.. Shut up. Lie Down. And please me.

DragonGuard says:

Or... hmmm...

DragonGuard says:

Yeah.. the same holy phrase.

Angel says:

*chuckles and grins* For future reference, in person, I'm not quite that aggressive.

Angel says:

All right...hmmm....what to pick...

Angel says:

All right. Dare.

DragonGuard says:

For further reference. I am.

DragonGuard says:

*grins*

Angel says:

That I could handle then. *Grins and waits for the dare*

DragonGuard says:

Close your eyes. And simply focus on someone sucking and licking the clit. Nothing else on your body exists.. except.. for that bud of nerves.

Angel says:

dear god...and you want me to do this for how long??

DragonGuard says:

30 seconds.

Angel says:

okay....*does as told*

Angel says:

*shivers slightly* Okay....

DragonGuard says:

How ya feelin'?

Angel says:

*grins* Oh....I'm good at the moment...straining to keep my control at the moment, but I'm good...

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Truth.

Angel says:

Okay, empty room, you and me, nothing/no one else... right at this moment, how aggressive would you be?

DragonGuard says:

None what so ever.

DragonGuard says:

Wait.

DragonGuard says:

Back that up.

DragonGuard says:

Have we have had sex before that point?

Angel says:

Uhm...hmmm...let's assume we have.

DragonGuard says:

Hmmmm.

DragonGuard says:

If we hadn't.. I'd be completely non aggressive. I'd be more loving and careful.

DragonGuard says:

If he HAD had sex.. and we were both this worked up... I'd thrown you down.. and kiss you all over.

Angel says:

*grins* All right then....hmmm....guess I will take truth his time.

Angel says:

^this

DragonGuard says:

How wanting would you be?

Angel says:

hmmm....

Angel says:

*thinks*

Angel says:

either case, very wanting at this point...whether we'd had sex previously or not, yeah, i could safely say want would be a good word...

DragonGuard says:

Dare.

Angel says:

*grins* Okay....

Angel says:

Close your eyes and imagine a darkened room, lit only by a fireplace, you and whomever you wish lying on a coverlet on the floor. This person begins to kiss you softly then kisses down the side of your jaw, your neck, across your chest and further down, right above their target, running a hand over you...and your hands have free roam for 30 seconds.

DragonGuard says:

....ook.

DragonGuard says:

You're turn.

Angel says:

Dare

Angel says:

No no wait!

Angel says:

Truth

DragonGuard says:

...?

Angel says:

*Chuckles* No...never mind...Dare.

Angel says:

*goes back to her glass* Don't mind me...just...yeah...dare.

DragonGuard says:

...you sure?

Angel says:

*grins and nods* Absolutely

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Close your eyes. And imagine going down on whomever you want... and you're doing a damn find job... and he's going down on you at the same time.. all of a sudden.. with no warning... what's in your mouth just explodes.

Angel says:

........dear god....and that's all I'm going to say. *grins but kisses you* nice dare, btw. Your turn I think.

DragonGuard says:

Dare.

Angel says:

All right, continuation of the last dare I gave you...same person is going down on you at this point, hands roaming your body, mouth moving over you, close your eyes and see this for 30 seconds then open and refocus on the here and now.

DragonGuard says:

....ook.

Angel says:

*smiles* Truth

DragonGuard says:

Spit or swallow?

Angel says:

depends...both actually.

DragonGuard says:

....?

Angel says:

I've done both.....i don't prefer one over the other.

Angel says:

It just...depends...

Angel says:

^just

DragonGuard says:

On taste.. etc.

Angel says:

yeah...

DragonGuard says:

And of course.. if you're 'in the mood'.. etc.

Angel says:

*grins* something like that.

DragonGuard says:

Truth.

Angel says:

Okay...

Angel says:

What's one good thing in your life right now?