Life after the Lottery Ch. 38

"I don't think anyone would ever do that," Joe said.

"If Linda had talked to someone and it got back to anyone in our group, revenge could be a bitch."

Joe and Katrina both looked at me wondering if I was making a threat, and I was.

"James...Dawn, I am so sorry, it will never happen again," Katrina said looking very upset.

"I would have never thought you two would do this. Now it makes me worried about others. I thought we knew you two pretty well and we knew you two better than the others."

"James, you know that Linda is an exceptional situation. That is not an excuse. But we would have never said anything to anyone but her, you know that," Joe said being a little petulant. I was getting very upset with his tone and attitude. I sat up and stiffened. Dawn squeezed my leg again.

"Katrina, Joe, we understand that Linda may not have been a problem, but, now John and Carol and us are starting to worry if everyone fully understands why the rules are in place. We worry now that others may be telling their friends about what we do. Like James said, we know you two and never would have thought you two would let this happen," Dawn said trying to diffuse the situation.

"Dawn, I need to know that you two understand why we thought it would be okay to tell Linda a little," Katrina said.

"I can understand your reasoning for thinking it would be alright, but Katrina, that doesn't make it okay," Dawn told her.

"I know. James, what can we do so that you trust us again?" Katrina asked.

"I don't know. Honestly, I am more upset with you two now than I was. Joe, I don't like your attitude. You two know you can be told to leave the group."

"Yes," Katrina said quietly.

"You want do it! You enjoy fucking my wife too much!" Joe shouted.

Things got quiet for a few minutes. I was ready to kick the two of them out. I kept quiet before I did just that.

"Katrina, I think maybe it is time for you two leave the group voluntarily," Dawn said surprising me. I was wondering if Dawn had said this because I did enjoy fucking Katrina.

"No!!" Katrina shouted. "Joe, you apologize to James and Dawn right now! You didn't mean that Joe!" Katrina was starting to cry. "Dawn, you didn't mean that did you?!"

"Katrina, I don't know. I agree with James, Joe's attitude is a little too cavalier for me too," Dawn told her.

"Please Dawn!! You are my best friend, I don't want to lose you!! Please Joe!! What is wrong with you!! What did I do for you to say that!!"

Joe was very quiet with his head hanging down.

"Joe, what is it going to be?" I asked pissed.

Joe looked up at me slowly.

"James, can I talk to you...alone please?" Joe asked.

"Sure, we can go to my study."

I got up and Joe followed me to the study and I closed the door. I could hear Katrina crying. The two of us sat down.

"Joe, what is going on?" I asked.

"I'm sorry I said that. You know I didn't mean it."

"Joe, you said it for a reason, you must feel that way."

Joe was quiet for a minute.

"I was lashing out at you because...because of my own short comings. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

"Joe, what is going on?"

"James, Katrina never acts and responds to me like she does with you. I am jealous of that. You know how beautiful Katrina is, I hear people talking behind my back saying they don't understand why she married me and that she could do better. I wonder too sometimes why she married me."

"Joe, Katrina responds to you with pleasure, I have a video to prove it when you two were here back in the fall."

"That was different, she doesn't always act like that. She seems so turned on with you. Why?"

"I don't know Joe. I think we are all acting differently now. For the moment, I see most of the women acting more excited with other men. I think it is just because it is new and different. It probably won't last that long."

"James, you enjoy fucking my wife too much!"

"Joe, I enjoy fucking any of the women too much, that is just the way I am."

"But all the women seem to react to you that way, what are you doing to them?"

Joe was right, all the women did act that way with me, maybe not as much as Katrina did, but he was right and I wasn't sure what to say to him.

"Joe, let me explain something to you, something about me and Dawn that may explain things some. Since Dawn and I have known each other we have always been very open and honest with each other. We have never had any secrets between us and we talk openly about everything, including what we each like and do not like about sex."

"What does that have to do with anything?"

"Just wait. Joe, do you know every little thing that Katrina likes and dislikes about sex, about her life, everything?"

"Of course not."

"Dawn and I do. Even Amy and Sam know that about both of us. If you could know what every touch does, that everything you say to Katrina would excite her, do you think she would be more excited when you two have sex?"

"Maybe, but women don't tell their husbands all that."

"Mine does. Joe, I know exactly what turns Dawn on and off, she knows the same about me. There is nothing hidden between us. I don't guess everyone has really seen the way Dawn responds when we make love, we have never really made love to each other in front of everyone. Dawn acts just like Katrina does, we have incredible sex together."

"That doesn't explain how you please Katrina so much, you don't know all that about her."

"Joe, knowing what I know that pleases Dawn and turns her on, applies to most women. And, I have learned a lot being with her that helps me please all women. To me, pleasing my wife and now other women, is an art form to me. Honestly, I am just better at it than most men are. That is the best I can explain it. I take great pleasure in pleasing women. Joe, can you say that you do that?"

"No, I can't. It is just sex!"

"No it's not Joe, that is the difference in you and me. That is the difference when you make love to Katrina and when I make love to Katrina, or any other woman."

"I see."

"I don't think you do. Joe, when I am with another woman, I know that Dawn gets great pleasure from watching me please her. And I take great pleasure in watching Dawn please other men. I don't think you or Katrina feel that way. I don't think any other couple in our group feels that way. You, Katrina and all the others just get off on watching...don't you?"

"James, I just like watching Katrina get fucked because she lets me fuck other women."

"That is why you have a problem with the way Katrina responds to me and probably any other man. Joe, Katrina loves you, she has told me that. I am sorry, but I have even wondered what Katrina saw in you, before I knew you better. But Joe, there must be something she loves in you and that is all that is important. Your wife is a beautiful woman, and when other men say things like that, it is because they are jealous of you and want your wife."

"James, we are all jealous of you because Dawn is such a beautiful woman."

"Yes she is. I know other men want her. You have seen her running around in public wearing very revealing clothes, I like it when she does that. She likes it when she makes other men desire her, I do too. When she does that we come home and have incredible sex. Can you say that about Katrina?"

"No, it makes me jealous when she does that."

"Joe, I know you are proud of your wife. You should feel okay with her teasing other men, it doesn't go anywhere does it?"

"Just when the group is together."

"All the women do that when everyone is together. This is a safe environment for the women to do that. It lets them be the woman they want to be, it lets them fulfill their fantasies. I think all women have wild fantasies about sex with other men, more than we do about women."

"I guess. James, how do I become like you?"

"The question is how do you and Katrina become like me and Dawn."

"Whatever."

Joe still didn't understand. He was uncomfortable with other men pleasing his wife. I wasn't sure he would ever be. I wasn't sure he would ever be able to accept what was now happening with our group. I had to wonder if his attitude was the same way other members of our group were feeling.

"Joe, I don't know what else to tell you. But from what you have told me, you and Katrina have a lot of work to do. I know you two love each other very much, the one thing that you both need to do is talk. You two need to talk about everything, sex, your daily lives, how you feel about everything, and more. That is the only way you will be able to please each other as much as Dawn and I do. Joe, it is the only way you will be able to get Katrina to respond like she does with me. I know your daughter makes it hard for the two of you to openly express everything during sex, but hat is not an excuse."

"Maybe it is too late for us."

"Joe, you two have a happy and loving relationship, it is obvious. Maybe the first thing you two need to talk about is if you two are going to be able to handle the way things are in our group now. If not, maybe Dawn was right, you should leave. Dawn and I don't want what is going on to get between any couple. If the way you are acting is happening with everyone, John and I will disband the group."

"Don't do that! Maybe you are right, maybe things have moved too fast in our group. Maybe...other people just don't feel the way you and Dawn do about each other. Maybe they don't have the confidence you two have, I don't."

"Joe, you know Dawn and I told you that you and Katrina can come over anytime you want. Maybe you two should just come to the house and spend some time talking to us. Dawn and I are happy to talk to others about the way we are with each other."

"Maybe. I didn't mean what I said, but I think I will always be a little jealous of you and Katrina."

"Joe, there is nothing wrong with some feelings of jealousy. I enjoy watching Dawn with other men and women, but I do feel a little jealous, if you don't, you no longer care for the other person. That should never happen. I still have to make a decision about you and Katrina staying in the group, if everything turns out alright are you going to be able to handle your emotions and feelings?"

"I think so. I understand some of what you are saying."

"Joe, are you going to be okay with Katrina being with other men, and me, next weekend?"

"I guess so."

"Joe, don't guess. You should feel a little jealous, but look at it like I do with Dawn. Katrina is going home with you at the end of the day, it is you she wants to be with and please."

"You are right. She is beautiful and she goes home with me."

"That's right."

"James, can you explain to me how Amy and Sam fit into everything?"

"Sure. I love Amy and Sam, so does Dawn. But, I love them differently than Dawn, but I do love them. I get jealous when other men have sex with them, you made me jealous with Amy earlier, but remember, I said you should."

"I just don't want to cause any trouble this weekend, I have had sex with both of them...they are incredible."

"Yes they are. Joe, anytime you and Katrina come here, it is up to them if they have sex with you, just like it is up to Dawn. I am sure Amy and Sam both like your big cock. Have either one of them given you a blow job?"

"Not yet."

"They are both incredible at it. You can ask either of them if they would do it."

"I couldn't do that. I always just wait and see if the other women do it on their own."

"Joe, do you ever ask Katrina to give you a blow job, or do you just wait?"

"I just wait.

"Maybe this is a good place for you to start communicating with Katrina. Ask her to give you a blow job, I do. And Joe, tell her how good she is while she is doing it, she is really good, and you know that."

"She does it when you ask?"

"Yes she does, I think she likes being asked, Dawn and the girls do. I think it lets them know I really enjoy it. Does, Katrina ask you to eat her, or do you just do it sometimes?"

"I just do it."

"Joe, the next time you two are having foreplay, look her in the eyes and ask her if she wants you to eat her, she will like that and it will get you two talking."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I am. And, if you are with Dawn, Sam or Amy, ask them, because those three will tell you to do it if you don't ask."

"I think Katrina and I are going to come over more often."

"Good, we can work on more if you two are ready."

"I will talk to Katrina. James, I should have stopped Katrina from talking to Linda, but I was more interested in looking at her than listening to what they were talking about."

"I know what you mean. Joe, is it okay if I have sex with Katrina today?"

"Sure, as long as I can do Dawn."

"I'm not the one to ask, you ask her."

"Okay."

"We need to get back to Dawn and Katrina."

We got up and returned to the den, Katrina and Dawn were talking.

"Joe, is everything okay now?" Katrina asked very concerned once we sat down.

"I think so," Joe said.

"I understand where Joe is coming from Katrina, we talked about it. Katrina, Joe is jealous of the way you and I enjoy sex with each other, he should be. We all should always be a little jealous when someone else is making love to our spouse. The concerns Joe has has given me some things I need to consider and I need to discuss with John and Carol. The group may have to have a group discussion when we meet for the party. You two still screwed up. When I talked to John and Carol about it, they said any decision was up to me, I will have to think about it some more. My concern is that others in the group may have done the same as you two did. I will need to think about all of this between now and when we meet. I hope you two can understand that."

"We do," Katrina said.

"I do not want any of this to upset Amy, Sam or Linda this weekend. So, what do we do about the rest of the day?" I asked everyone.

"Are you all coming out to join us?!" Sam yelled at the door.

"Sam, give us a few minutes please," Dawn said.

Sam looked at us and closed the door and went back out.

"This weekend was for Linda, we wanted you two to help her see if she is ready to join our group. James, I didn't know we were going to have to deal with this," Dawn said pissed at me. "Katrina, Joe, sorry we had to bring all this up."

"Dawn, it was for the best," Joe said. "We are sorry, and we understand what you have to do. We didn't mean to put you two in this situation."

"I am glad you two understand. I will talk to John and Carol again and see what can be worked out," I said.

"Thank you," Katrina said.

"Now, what do we do about the rest of the day," Dawn said.

"I think Joe and I need to leave," Katrina said.

"I think you two need to stay and relax," I told them. "I would like to see you two make love to each other so we can all watch. Can you two relax and do that. I don't want you two going home and having a big fight over this. Katrina, Joe didn't really mean what he said, be he had some legitimate concerns we discussed. You two have a lot to talk about this coming week."

"Okay," Katrina said.

"Let's go outside before we have to answer a lot of questions," Dawn said.

We all got up and went outside. I was met by Amy's searching stare. Linda and Joe sat in one of the double loungers and held each other. Dawn and I went and got in the hot tub, Amy joined us immediately.

"What's up?" Amy asked.

"Amy, not this time. We will talk to you about it after everyone leaves, okay?" I told her.

"Okay."

Amy sat and watched me and Dawn. Everyone sat and talked for about an hour, it was getting near lunchtime. Dawn got up and took Amy by the hand and they got out of the hot tub.

"What does everyone want for lunch?" Dawn asked.

"I'll help, it is getting hot out here," Sam said.

"Can we go inside, it is hot out here and I would like to shower before I eat," Linda said.

"Good idea, can Joe and I join you?" Katrina asked.

"Sure," Linda said.

Linda stood and Katrina got up and took Joe by the hand and we watched the three of them go into the house and into the bedroom.

"I hope they have some fun," Dawn said.

"Okay, what's up?" Amy asked.

"Amy, I said we would tell you later," I told her.

"I think now would be a good time. The tension between you and Joe is thick enough to cut," Amy said.

"I had to have a talk with Joe and Katrina about the two of them talking to Linda about the New Year's Eve party. It got a little tense," I told Amy.

"Nothing happened, it wasn't that big of a deal was it?" Amy said.

I looked over at Amy.

"Like I said earlier Amy, we will talk to you, and Sam, later," I told her.

"Oh," came from Amy.

"Amy, after lunch, would you join me with Katrina? Maybe that will loosen things up," Dawn asked.

"Sure, where? In the bedroom?"

"I thought in the den, so everyone could watch."

"Good idea."

We all got up and went inside. I turned the TV on and pulled up Katrina, Joe and Linda in the shower. I sat with Sam and watched the three of them while Amy and Dawn went to the kitchen. I heard Dawn tell Amy she was going to fix a pasta salad for lunch.

"It is a big deal isn't it?" Sam asked after she lifted my arm and leaned into me.

"Yes it is."

"How big a deal?"

"We may have to kick Katrina and Joe out of the group."

"James, no."

I wrapped my arm around Sam and pulled her in tight, she settled and we watched the TV. Linda had Katrina sitting on the seat in the shower and was going down on her while Katrina was stroking Joe's cock.

"Anything good happening?" Dawn asked from the kitchen.

"Linda is doing Katrina," Sam said.

"Is she enjoying it?"

I turned the TV up so Dawn and Amy could hear Katrina moaning. Sam and I watched until Katrina came in a screaming orgasm. After that, we watched Katrina sit up and suck Joe's cock until he came in her mouth. Joe and Katrina then soaped up Linda and took their time rubbing all over Linda's body. The two of them were enjoying feeling Linda's body as they kept at it.

"Sam, would you come and help me cool the pasta down," Dawn asked.

"Yes ma'am," Sam said as she got up and went to the kitchen.

I sat and watched Joe and Katrina dry off Linda when they were finished. Once they were through they took Linda to the bed and Joe got between her legs while Katrina sucked on her nipples. Linda laid back and enjoyed.

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We were finishing lunch when I felt Katrina running her foot up and down my leg. I looked at her and knew she was just trying to get my attention. She looked at me and mouthed the words 'sorry'.

"Linda, did you enjoy Joe eating you?" Dawn asked.

Linda looked at Dawn for a second then smiled.

"Yes I did. I am beginning to really enjoy nice men pleasing me."

Katrina leaned over and kissed Joe.

"Linda, I am sure my husband enjoys pleasing you. I am sure he has always wanted to since he met you, haven't you honey?" Katrina asked.

"Yes...yes I have." Katrina kissed Joe again.

"Linda, you can always come and visit me and Joe," Katrina said. She looked at her and smiled, I wasn't sure how far that would go.

Joe got up and took Katrina's hand, she looked at him and then got up. He led her to the tantra chair in the den.

"Sit honey, I am going to eat your pussy," Joe told her.

Katrina slowly sat down on the end of the chair and Joe got down in front of her and spread her legs and started kissing her pussy.

"Come Linda," Dawn said as she stood and took her hand. Dawn led Linda over to the loveseat near the chair and the two of them sat and watched. I sat with Amy and Sam while they finished sipping their wine.

"Is everything okay?" Amy asked quietly.

"Amy, I said later, please." Amy looked at me and sipped her wine. "Later, okay?" I said.

"Sam, did Joe please you?" I asked.